Do You Want To Be My Friend

I've Got The Zoomies

Old track with splice vocals so just dropping on SoundCloud

Pages Of The Story

The Beauty of Self Destruction

Nothing Grows Here

Vocals need work. Potentially more vocal lines on the hook

Everythings Gonna Be Just Fine (Demo)

Rock On

Watch My Kingdom Burn

Everythings Gonna Be Just Fine (m)

Me N U

Pounding Away Part 2 (Already Dead)

Awakening to realization that something is wrong inside and not out.

Lyrics:

O No 
Where did I go?
These are the confessions of a dirty soul
A black hole
Trapped in a prison Of pride and hate
Clawing at the walls plotting my escape of this place
The selfish mind won't let me go
How am I to transcend my own ego?
(LET GO)
It's all fake none of it's real
All the problems I have and the way I feel
(IT'S IN MY HEAD)
This mansions walls are covered in lies
I can see through as I open my eye 
(REALIZE)
Surrender Control to the light
There's no tomorrow and that's alright
(DON'T FIGHT)
SURRENDER (to the light)
SURRENDER (to the light)
SURRENDER (to the light)
SURRENDER (to the light)

Surrender

None of It's Real

A song about the struggles of staying present while the mind tries to stay in control of the vessel, it does love itself even if it means self destruction

Lyrics:

(Sometimes I get lost you know
I try to stay present but it just pulls me back)

We get lost inside our minds
A prison made by our own design
And I'm Trying to stay in this moment we have right now
But every time I think I have control the mind opens up another rabbit hole
And we fade to gray or whatever fantasies it has made

To defend itself
It has so much to lose
It loves it when it comes back all battered and bruised
So it can play the victim and wallow in itself
Its amazing how much it loves its self
(IT IT IT) its all a game
A war going on inside your brain
To take control how much you must train
To let it go. How hard we cling to a life without joy to bring
(LET IT GOOOOO)

Save me from the chains I placed on myself
Set me free from my cell
Wake me up I'm Sleepwalking

Snap back to the moment 
Where it's just me and you
Now that I have your attention 
I just wanted to ask how are you?
(Sometimes I get lost you know
I try to stay present but it just pulls me back)
Cause I'm part of you
Part of you
Part of you
(Sometimes I get lost you know
I try to stay present but it just pulls me back)

Sleepwalking

Tear Apart

IX THE HERMIT

An unfinished track from "going down", uses splice vocal tracks so its just going into the B sides.

Well that Escalated Quickly D:

Project 47 (Early Mix Demo).WAV

The Sun Will Rise Tomorrow [FINAL MIX]

Sometimes I Belive I'm Real

Into the fire you can send us and from the fire we shall return. A telling of each oscillation of the sine wave. How can we ever be free, if the only thing we've ever known was disease?


🦠 follow me deeper still down the hole 🕳️ 


Only at the bottom can we find what we truly are

From the Fire We Return

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