feel it (prod. Phantom)

the support has been unreal lately ily guys

shoutout @zupehr for the amazing beat

lyrics:

i don’t wanna come down
i can’t get over it now
cuz i been smoking too much
and all the monsters come out
i’m going down

i’m going down
i’m going down
i’m going down
i’m going down

i’m so detached from here 
and i don’t think that i’ll make it out
no getting back from here
and i don’t think i’m escaping now

i’m going down 
i’m gonna drown
inside the voices screaming out
i’m going down 
i’m gonna drown
inside the voices screaming out

i don’t wanna come down
i can’t get over it now
cuz i been smoking too much
and all the monsters come out
i’m going down

i’m going down
i’m going down
i’m going down
i’m going down

all plats

going down [prod. zupehr]

Yeah
Ugh
How the hell do I tell what's right from wrong
It always seems like everyone got it put together oh
I don't think I care enough to get on
At this point I hate making every song
Honestly it don't bring me peace anymore
I reminisce when I was sleeping on the floor with my dad
Wanted everything it never mattered what I couldn't have
Now my vision distorted and I been heading down the wrong path
I was supposed to learn from my mistakes now I might crash
Why the fuck do I keep breaking down
I think I really fucking hate me now
I'm closer to the end
Can anybody somebody just hear me out
No who
Don't ask me how I'm doing
When everything gets rough I'm holding on
I aint really that tough I aint really that strong
Its my fucking life I ruined
I don't wanna get into it oh
Lately I'm the clown or I'm the pawn everyday I'm feeling stupid oh

I give advice to everyone but never take my own
I got problems on problems I guess you can say I'm grown
And I wonder how they'll feel when I'm dead and I'm gone
Tell my mom plant a tree when its time
I don't wanna tombstone
I don't want nobody crying
I don't wanna do wrong
I just wanna make it right
I sit at this laptop
Complaining about my spot
But I know that there's others that don't got it like I got
Used to put it on my mother one day I would pop
If you ask me now Ill tell you ima stop
Its not the same as before
Cause I don't want it like I did anymore
I don't see the point tell me what its for
I cant go one day being sober
This my dream and I think its over
Oh its over

overU

overU [p. silver + august]

Hydro - (Booj x Romeo!)

bi polar w/ hayd333n (dercept)

tryna put up with your shit was a pill i had to swallow </3

this song was absolutely horrific to mix, but im glad it came out alright so i can re-publish it with the world once more :)

thank you @itschrismarek for sending this beat thru, cheers to more bangers in the near future <3

lyrics:

every time we talk tryna figure out the problem
then you take me off your phone kinda difficult to solve em
i don’t wanna make it home i don’t wanna live tomorrow
i don’t wanna make it home i don’t wanna live tomorrow

now i feel so hollow
tryna put up with your shit was a pill i had to swallow
i can never trust a bitch cuz they put me in my sorrows 
i can never trust a bitch cuz they put me in my sorrows 

yeah you left me in the cold and it’s difficult to process
that you left me all alone and i’m flooded in your nonsense
i’ll be better off alone you just loved me for the concept
i’ll be better off alone you just loved me for the concept

now i’m always harming
now i’m always harming
i just wanna be alone yeah you left me in the cold 
i’m not picking up the phone cuz you won’t be calling

(now i feel so hollow)
(tryna put up with your shit was a pill i had to swallow)
(i can never trust a bitch cuz they put me in my sorrows)
(i can never trust a bitch cuz they put me in my sorrows)

every time we talk tryna figure out the problem
then you take me off your phone kinda difficult to solve em
i don’t wanna make it home i don’t wanna live tomorrow
i don’t wanna make it home i don’t wanna live tomorrow

now i feel so hollow
tryna put up with your shit was a pill i had to swallow
i can never trust a bitch cuz they put me in my sorrows 
i can never trust a bitch cuz they put me in my sorrows 

now i feel so hollow
tryna put up with your shit was a pill i had to swallow
i can never trust a bitch cuz they put me in my sorrows 
i can never trust a bitch cuz they put me in my sorrows 

(every time we talk tryna figure out the problem)
(then you take me off your phone kinda difficult to solve em)
(i don’t wanna make it home i don’t wanna live tomorrow)
(i don’t wanna make it home i don’t wanna live tomorrow)


if ur still reading this ily :)

sorrows [prod. chrismarek]

happy birthday to me :)

out of everything i dropped this year this song was defs my favorite so enjoy the slow, sad version. thank u to everyone who made 17 the best year i ever had <33

thank u @itschrismarek for producing this, we the best duo in the state fr hehe 

alsooo i plan on venturing far from my roots this year. expect some rly sad, alternative sounds.

woebegone </3

feel the same [og]

~2300~ 

Lyrics:
[HOOK]
Ever been in love? 
Wake up and it’s gone
Fucking it all up
No matter what you want

[VERSE1]
I’m taking one step forward and two steps back 
I’ve got a one-track mind and I can’t relax
She’s got sunset eyes and a heart so black
I wanna know you’re mine and I won’t hold back
If it doesn't matter I don’t wanna know
I’ve been falling back cause I can’t let it go 
You need somebody that you can lean on 
I need someone to give me a reason

[HOOK]
Ever been in love? 
Wake up and it’s gone 
Fucking it all up
No matter what you want 
Ever been in love? 
Wake up and it’s gone 
Fucking it all up
No matter what you want

[VERSE2]
Say the word I’ll make it right
Fuck the world it’s you and I
All the times I’ve compromised
To save a place that’s by your side 
I’m alright
Say the word I’ll make it right
Fuck the world it’s you and I
All the times I’ve compromised
To save a place that’s by your side

[HOOK]
Ever been in love? 
Wake up and it’s gone 
Fucking it all up
No matter what you want 
Ever been in love? 
Wake up and it’s gone 
Fucking it all up
No matter what you want

Lover

@dylaanlotus

prescription and drugs
i’m not enough 
then i told myself that i’m fine
everyone worried for me
told myself that this shit won’t last a lifetime
smoking that marijuana
and i’m taking these pills 
and now it’s my lifeline
thoughts; they come out in the nighttime
i’m think that i’m on my last life

nobody worry for me
i’m nothin more than a burden, you see?
think of the things that i never will be
free of anxiety, feelin complete
every time that i get up on my feet
wiping the blood off my teeth
somebody’s ratting me out and it’s dragging me down
that shit got me back straight to my knees
holy shit i was going thru a time

dylan lotus - last life [+ skellington]

safety (secre x heyrick)

prod. kill breanna x johnnyfriend

johnnyfriend:
she said thats its all in my head
you wont love me back so im better off dead
im tryna forget all the times that i spent with you
dont let you forget me too
x2

kill breanna:
i dont know anything but fear
i wake up and i break the fucking mirror
i thought that if i took all of my thoughts and then i lock them in a box,
id finally know.. whenever i dont, i rip off my clothes..
i watch the world burn, does it really matter?
does it really matter? do i really matter?
i prance over the flowers and it kills them
im sorry that i feel like such a victim

johnnyfriend & kill breanna:
she said thats its all in my head
you wont love me back so im better off dead
im tryna forget all the times that i spent with you
dont let you forget me too
and she said thats its all in my <3head<3
you wont love me back so im better off dead
im tryna forget all the times that i spent with youuuu....

Hydro - (Booj x Romeo!)

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