Hey Yall,
Rough times happen, it feels abysmal, but I hope music can console the soul. It did for me.

God Of Loneliness

A song I wrote for my Papa, for his birthday.

De Orlando

Filth

Got a new place, new turf
fellas movin on the scene 
skip the handshake
lock and load my machine

guns out, spreadin out 
the boarder is expanding
traveling like Oddyseus
The face of change is hideous

Where there is death
a new life gives way
temporary dissaray
Others stay, I don't play
 
Shackled down, locked up
in a cage with no bars
a prison of contrition 
separation was the mission

----- 

I don't wanna live my life 
bound by normality
The future lookin shiny
In big letters it say "Try Me"
 
I don't wanna live my life
scratchin at the surface
Find my self worth 
Break the wall, find a new turf

-----

New Turf

New Turf

New Turf
find myself a  
New Turf 

New Turf

New Turf

New Turf
find myself a  
New Turf 

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simmerin, sizzlin, 
sittin in, stayin in, 
runnin on 'drenaline
now we jumpin back in

Back in my head
a fuselage of scary thoughts
Tempered by thought of stasis
I ain't tryna fuckin waste this

This place is disgraceful
I make my own reality
Some wisdom for your skull
Explore some alternate modality

If you stuck in a rut
Don't you play more putput
Step out, and get the crew
Don't simmer, no, you move

--

The jailcell you sit in

Is through your own volition

Lean in and listen

Your intuition isn't missin

What your missin is the dream
The one in your head
you know the one that screams
Get our before your dead
The barrier is made of steam
Everday your turn red
Don't sit and concede
With existential dread

----- 

I don't wanna live my life 
bound by normality
The future lookin shiny
In big letters it say "Try Me" 

I don't wanna live my life
scratchin at the surface
Find my self worth 
Break the wall, find a new turf

I don't wanna live my life 
bound by normality
The future lookin shiny
In big letters it say "Try Me"

I don't wanna live my life
scratchin at the surface
Find my self worth 
Break the wall, find a new turf

----- 

New Turf

New Turf

New Turf
find myself a  
New Turf 

New Turf

New Turf

New Turf
find myself a  
New Turf 

-----

New Turf

Song 2 in the Enlightenment Adventures

Beat by ViewtifulDay!
https://soundcloud.com/viewtifulday

----- Words -----
To everyone who needs help getting through their writers block, take stock
Grab a pen and some paper, some markers, no eraser, and no clock
I know you know what you want, but you want the fruit without the labor
Trust me the labor turns to love, the pen is truly mightier than the saber

Change begins with change, and you can’t dodge or change that 
If you wanna see the light at the end of the tunnel, put on your hard hat
Make a plan and a pact with yourself, call the squad to cover your back
Don’t look back, the roads cracked, gotta stay strong to stay on track

Gotta a new turf to materialize, to help manifest, to own my future
I had deep wounds that needed TLC, Therapy, Listening and Connection 
< > pains still there, but now it’s itchy, I know it’s healing, that was the suture
But now is the time to shake hands with the past, pack up and call an uber

I finally found my stride after recognizing internal pride
Used to have a roommate in my head who I used to ignore their cries
Finally one with myself, the cries had time to internalize
I thought I was stuck in a catch 22, but now it’s quiet when I sleep at night

Getting Settled
It took a lot more than I thought I had

Getting Settled
Traveled through some shit, but I’m here and now I’m glad

Getting Settled
No more wandering around like a nomad

Getting Settled
My life is streaming clearly with no lag

Like icarus flyin around in the sky, soar up the clouds, but you know tale
Regale me again, you fly too low, you can’t see shit and you crash like hail
No way to bail, no L-R-A-Start, you play on hardcore, you play without hacks
It ain’t the time to be content and relax, the best views in life require you to burn some wax

< > Confidence rise like the high tides in the eyes of resistance
Your admittance to the next life, doesn’t mean you have to sacrifice your existence
If you’re gonna die, might as well endure the pain, it’s the only way to know you’re alive
Don’t get swept up and carried away, open the curtains, make a smile and say hi

Time is costly and inflation is real, the less you can buy as the older you get
The more set in your ways, the more interest builds up, that’s where you lose your safety net
Make the investment and seek out the high risk, the high reward, the high life, you won’t regret
Don’t pull your hair out, just pull up your boots, don’t be afraid to step in shit

Sweat and blood and tears and spit shine clean shit that hit the fan
Lady luck always keeps a tally, she ain’t a prude, she put the wo(ah) in front of the man
The valley gets deep, but on the horizon, the plains are prosperous and it’s fertile land
Full of potential and essential supplies, on green side of the fence, that’s where you stand

Getting Settled
It took a lot more than I thought I had

Getting Settled
Traveled through some shit, but I’m here and now I’m glad

Getting Settled
No more wandering around like a nomad

Getting Settled
My life is streaming clearly with no lag

Getting Settled

I'm Fucking Blue

This one was inspired by the song 'Old Nothing' by Rivers of Nihil. Love that band!
Thank you to Øystein Hov at www.hovrecording.com for Mastering this track!

Dedicated to my Mom, Merry Xmas!

Xmas Miracle

I am a software dev and I love making music. Mostly progressive/tech death metal, but trap as well with my buddy viewtifulday!
I'm also part of a sarcastic trap group: MAXnCHI

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