safe skin - patricia taxxon

OG by Karl Fagerstrom - https://www.youtube.com/@karlfagerstrom

Femtanyl - ＂GIRL HELL 1999＂ [Drum Cover ⧸ Jam]

this track was made sometime in november, im finally posting it lol

femtanyl - KATAMARI [covered by YUKI UNKNOWN]

A silly little EP I wrote as an excuse to experiment a little while also exposing myself! We love to see it! Just a little something short and sweet :-) Enjoy!

Digital Footprint

It’s ok, I guess, whatever.

thank you all for listening to my re-uploads. This song makes me feel empty, but in a good way, it's peaceful and upsetting rest in peace to vivans mother we all love you.

December 10th 2021 11:57pm

7 Stages is an EP I started by accident. I had another album planned, but this EP formed itself. Earlier this year, a complicated and abusive relationship I was in for a while ended. A month after the relationship ended, I was sexually assaulted by my former closest friend shortly after I confided in them and finally felt comfortable enough to tell someone about the instances of abuse I went through in my relationship. Both these things were absolutely crushing to me. I felt like I lost everything in the span of a month. I began writing songs for myself to cope with the difficult feelings that were coming up and this EP was born accidentally. I did not know if I wanted to post this, or if I would feel safe being so vulnerable, but I feel it is an important part of my personal healing not to suffer alone or in silence any longer.

This EP shows all the emotions of going through and recovering from those events. Messy emotions, having complicated feelings for your abusers, toying with the idea of regressing just to be 'loved' once more, etc. As the EP progresses through the stages of grief, it becomes a reflection of my personal rise into power, self healing, proper boundary setting, reclaiming myself, and coming into an era of self love after not having that for myself my entire life.

If you have been through or are going through similar experiences, know that you are heard and that you are very important and worthy of healthy love, friendships, and relationships. It DOES get better, I promise.

BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS WANTS ORDER

from the untitled unmixed demo i uploaded too

We all fall down (DEMO) Stomachbook

Einsame Glut

A real person
Are you a memory
Are you the man I fell in love with in my dreams
You came like an angel
Your wings are broken now
I'm tryna fix them up
But you're blocking me out
Are you a blessing
Are you a curse
Did I know you in another life
In another universe
Are you a boy
Or are you a man
Am I making any sense
Do you even understand

All of a sudden
All of a sudden

I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional

Are you a mirror
Do you reflect
All of my deepest insecurities
And my worst regrets
Am I dreaming
Am I awake
Can you show me the difference
And how can I know what's fake

All of a sudden
All of a sudden

I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional
I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional

Under pressure
so under
pressure

I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional
I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional

Emotional (Post Punk reload)

https://pengosolvent.bandcamp.com/album/bravocat

THE music guy ( LAPFOX / 4LUNG )

i see u avery

cool musicz re-uploader (im going insane)

We all fall down (DEMO) Stomachbook

GATT0 ᵔ𐃷ᵔ