It's been a long while since I've really uploaded much. Originally I had planned to release an album titled "My Own God Complex", with more songs, as I was sort of going through one of my own in a manic state; But decided to change it altogether for the most part. For a while, and even now, I felt so alone and felt like I'd no one to talk to. I'd roam and wonder throughout the streets and fields in the night talking to myself, spiraling out, and eventually convincing myself for a short while that I was God. I was in a very very dark place. Talking to my own shadow like it was my only friend in the world. Also was hooked on psychedelics trying to escape reality and my problems during this time, so that may've played a huge part in the moments which seemed sorrowful or depraved. I hope whoever listens enjoys. I'm open to any criticism so long as it's helpful or constructive.

Slaves To Conviction (Like A Parasite)

Slowly Decaying In A Psychward feat. Lakke (Prod. Lakke)

Winter Wonderland (prod. twelvesixteen x frissonn)

Not in my sight (prod. fukklazy)

Hush Money feat. Schimo (prod. blickyhomeboy)

WRATH (Tombstone)

based off a crazy shrooms trip I woke up as this beautiful lady’s porcelain doll she was lovingly dressing me up and brushing my hair and she called me her clay daughter and kept whispering “how do you make up for lost sleep?”
when you are me i never let your down ♥️

fairytale ft. REPENT

Shipwrecked (feat. repent)

First Lil BlackTar song. LYRICS; ZEPH: shoot him in his head then im headed off
dont need a scope one shot better knock it off
inject myself with needles full dirty drugs 
but its not enough i think i need a different plug

thats why the only fans you have just spin around
all this instagram attention put em underground

they used to wonder bout me 
never leave em guessing now
i turn a minute to a second
then watch my money pile

300 MG pure ketamine
i had sex without a condom
caught a STD

now im crushin pills 
amphetamine chills
doctor said im sick
but i know im just ill

tramadol addiction 
got me goin downhill
fuck it ima go to sleep
just pop a benadryl 

after that im wakin bakin
then you know im cookin bacon
prolly roll another L
so you know we hella faded

get high
i got smoke in my eye
get stoned
everywhere i go
get lit 
you already know 
what it is
roll up then we smoke
JERM: ion know if jesus got my back but i still wear that rusty cross
pourin up sizzurp it ain’t codeine bitch it’s that tussin cough

label hit me up to sign me i said hell to the nah thats a bad offer 
smokin on some kush wait…

smokin on some zaza shit had me soundin like a nasty cougher 
i looked over over at my dawg an said homeboy can you pass the water
if i see you wit yo kids i rob yo son and i slapped ya daughter
yo parents jus got divorced cuz yo daddy bought my videos
fuck my bitch we made a movie then i fuckin taxed ya father
the choppa clap like my bitch cheeks or when the crowd been had a fast applauder
geeked up like a nerd you might think my name was matthew walker

like my name is matthew walker bitch im geeked off 8 percs
flex on yo hoe and i praise mine i did it in the same verse 
my bitch woke me up wit some dome i think i’m gon be late 4 work
bent her over hit it from the back and i made her squirt
told my dawg i ain’t payin for a feat but i got weed he got an 8th a verse

ZEPH V2: get high
i got smoke in my eye
get stoned
everywhere i go
get lit 
you already know 
what it is
roll up then we smoke

JERM (OUTRO):
told my dawg i ain’t payin for a feat but i got weed he got an 8th a verse
you paid $200 an hour studio time but ima be famous first 
my christian bro jus caught a body he tryn repent he on his way to church 
666 tatted on my body i think i might have an ancient curse
you pressed the pills left them unmarked you know they should be labeled first

THIS IS PROLLY ZEPH & JERM’S BEST SONG… 
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Zephyr Xan x JEREM¥ ₮HU₲ - 8th A Verse [LYRICS IN DESC] prod. neveragain

#LOL

VAN GOGH

VAN GOGH (prod. vizull)

Walk this graveyard with me and put the ghost to rest.
Fuck it we ball
Despite our regrets.

Slaves To Conviction (Like A Parasite)

GHxST GxSHA

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