I want to be loved

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.
Damn you guys..what can i say. 6K follows!! You guys make me cry. I never thought i would be where I am with my music. Im so overwhelmed with joy. I check my soundcloud and often can't comprehend how things are moving and growing so fast but its all thanks to you. So thank you guys for all the love and support you give me, It keeps me going. <3 More music soon. Luv u all!

Lyrics

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

my heart is so cold
i feel so alone
stayed up all night girl
i wish you were home
ill take a hold of you
i want to grow old with you
where did you go
oh where did you go
you got me feeling like 
I’m six feet below the ground 
don’t tell me its over now 
i won’t live this way 
i can’t live this life without you
cause all i fucking do is think about you
all night and day 
baby girl believe the words that i say

addicted to love and your my supplier
but you and i we burn like a fire
and your words they cut like barb wire
but thats how it feels when you love a liar
(x2)

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

so pour the salt on my wound babe
i just wanna feel something
remove the blood from my veins 
so this heart will stop pumping
on the edge and I’m jumping
give me something thats numbing
cause if i don’t have your love 
then this life means nothing
(x2)

I feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x4)

(i feel alone)
i feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x2) 


Alone

破碎 = Broken
Beat & Vocals By ℒund

Thank you all so fucking much for 10k followers!
No matter if i have a great day or a fucking horrible day
I have one constantly amazing thing to gain happiness from and its all thanks to you guys! I can't even put into words how much appreciation i have for my fans, thank you all so much for supporting me and making my dreams come true.

Lyrics

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going 
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

can you break my bones
will you tear my skin
can you taste my lust
can you feel my sin
see im a waste of life
i should just kill myself
yeah i could slit my wrist
but it really wouldn’t help

wouldn’t fix my issues
or change your mind
cause i broke your heart
and you buried mine
now I’m six feet deep 
and i can’t breath 
i got dirt in my eyes 
and blood on my sleeves

but ill dig my way up 
through these roots and leaves 
so i can get some air 
so i can finally breath
now i on my knees 
oh baby begging please
will you
will you

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

goodbye (background singing)
don’t you miss me when I’m gone
cause your the fucking reason that I’m not around
bitch your the fucking reason that I'm 

破碎 (Broken)

sticking with the theme of happy sounding love songs, here's the latest addition... "cliché"! i hope you all enjoy it, i had a lot of fun writing it and i think it's rather fun to listen as well. :-) i've also noted that people really like having lyrics so here they are haha:

i walked into the room and i then i saw your face
you looked me in the eye
i wanted to erase myself, myself 

i didn’t wanna fall but then i stepped right in
i looked down at the ground 
and then i felt it right within, it was too late for me (late for her)

you took a step forward and tilted your head
with a curious glance you stared
and i felt dead, oh my god, i think i’m dying!

you said “hey”
and i said “hello”
what’s your name?
i’d really like to know 
about you, too bad i stopped at “hello.”

i just stared
and you grinned
and looked right back
it felt like just one big whirlwind one big whirlwind

over the next few days we got to talking
with every single word i started falling
farther and farther for you

you were witty and so charming
you swept me off my feet
you made me laugh you made me blush
oh no one could compete (no one could compete!)
it seemed to good to be true (it was too good to be true)
i wanted to be with you (and only with you)
we clicked like legos 
or the clacking of tap shoes 

you say “hey”
i said “hello,
how was your day?”
you said “better now” with a smile.
oh what a cliché.
but to be honest it made my day!

i didn’t wanna fall but then i stepped right in
i looked up at your face
and those eyes , they drew me in, it was too late for me

that’s what we were
a simple cliche
it wasn’t made to work 
but i wouldn’t have it any other way 

you were witty and so charming
you swept me off my feet
you made me laugh you made me blush
oh no one could compete (no one could compete!)
it seemed to good to be true (it was too good to be true)
i wanted to be with you (and only with you)
we clicked like legos 
or the clacking of tap shoes 

you say “hey”
i said “hello,
i gotta know, do you feel this way?”
you said “yeah i do, but i was scared of what you might say…”

that’s all we were,
a silly cliché
i still think you’re cute
but maybe it’s better this way

bah duh dum
bah duh dum
bah duh duh duh duh dum

bah duh dum
that’s okay
we’re just a little cliché
duh dah dum,
and that’s okay!

cliché

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it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it

chords: Dmin G C C7

lyrics:
i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything 
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop 
so let me tell you please

i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely 
but i can’t tell you 
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go 
and i swear that i’ve tried

but opening up 
means trusting others
and that’s just too much, 
i don’t want to bother

so i’ll keep it inside 
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy 
but you won’t hear a peep

though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

something

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feelings are fatal

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

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Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

it's all temporary, just hang on it'll become better. 

lyrics:
how does it feel
to feel nothing at all i wonder
i imagine it’s grey
like the world suddenly lost its color

but i’d be lying if i said
i hadn’t wished to feel nothing 
to feel nothing at times

cause feelings are painful
i don’t wanna suffer through 
all those moments without you
when i lost you

anger and sadness 
they’re always there
they’re always pretty rough 
to cope with 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and when i do
i’ll be 
so better for the rest
so much better in my chest
can you feel can you feel 

and when you do 
you’ll be
so happy that you felt
so happy that you dealt with it 
yeah you dealt with it 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and i used to think
that being numb would ease the pain
but i was wrong
i was so wrong

it’s just better to feel 
and know you’re alive
while reminding yourself that it’s temporary
oh it won’t last for long

purchase it here :-)

temporary nothing

Heres a bop from me and Indi G!
Prod/mixed by: @lofeetunes
Indi G: indii-g

spotify!

Blow My Phone Up ft. Indii G. (prod. lofee)

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

Dead And Cold

Heres a song about my struggle with physical abuse uwu 

Prod: @juniordbeats
Mixed: @lofeetunes & @planteee

Bruises (prod. jrd.)

w/ https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
prod. DatBoiDJ
like + share <3

SPOTIFY

Numb w/ SadBoyProlific & Keshi(prod. datboidj)

art
https://drawingartpicks.com/sketch-of-sad-boy-in-rain/sketch-of-sad-boy-in-rain-sad-boy-rain-sketch-alone-boy-in-rain-sketch-heart-touching-sad/
sadboyprolific
https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

Raincoat feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Probably deleting this soon...

Mixed by: @lofeetunes
prod by: @planteee

Midnight Thoughts  ft.Ollie MN(prod. planteee.)

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

I feel like im going insane but maybe thats not such a bad thing...



Indii G: @indii-g
Rodger : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DD_AXczH8A8

Insane ft. Indii G. (prod. RODGER)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
?
[Verse 1]
ive been feelin sad ive been feelin lonely 
ive been wishin thatd youd come around and hold me
feels like somethings missin even when im with the homies
thinkin back to when you said you loved the old me
i lay in my bed and wish i could go back
wish i wasnt so ugly wish i wasnt  fat
lifes like a ciggaret that shits a drag
used to want it all now i just want you back
i dont live in the present im stuck in the past
love is a drug and i want yours so bad
dont really believe feelings faded that fast
lookin for my heart so im diggin thru the trash
if its just friends then i guess imma be there
gotta learn that lifes not gonna be fair
ive been breathin herbs moe than i breathe air
i fell hard like i tripped on some steep stairs
[Hook]
?
[Verse 2]
i know it ended but my wounds still open
dont know why but im too scared to close em
acting whole but inside im broken
hide my emotions cause im too scared to show them
ridin the wave of life and ive been coastin
our ship got sunk and i stood floatin
knockin back the bottles ill fix it with the potion
but ive turned toxic and oh so potent
i miss you soo much and each day it just hurts
hating mself and i question my worth
maybe a chance aint something i deserve
but im still gonna ask for better or worse
i know you got problems and i cant solve em
but i could be your drug i could try to dissolve em
writing you songs and maybe i should stop it
but writing bout my pain is a habit i cant drop it













prod: @oceanonthebeat
mixed by: @kammichaelmusic

I Miss You... (prod. ocean)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

Hope this helps the ones using drugs as a method to cope!
@keegan-hay3s

Bad Habits ft. Keegan Hayes (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

Powfu: @powfu
 Prod: @jeff-kaale
Instagram : www.instagram.com/jeffkaale/

twitter : https://twitter.com/jeff_kaale

SNAPCHAT : https://www.snapchat.com/add/jeffpsydevil

Facebook : https://www.facebook.com/Jeffkaale/

Look In Your Eyes ft. Powfu (prod. Jef)

hi hi! so excited to release this song and for you all the hear it. it’s been a crazy process to make and produce it, but i am hoping you all like it just as much as i do! bonus points if you can figure out who chet is haha

also, this time around i would love to see some edits or remixes of the song from you all! i know i don’t typically do that, but it would be so cool to see what you all can come up with. here’s the link for the song’s vocal stems! http://bit.ly/chetstems

hope ya like it :-)

stream or download here: https://mxmtoon.ffm.to/ifeellikechet

i feel like chet

sad uwu vibes...



Ivri: @ivrii
https://www.instagram.com/ivsounds/
original sog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cExfETPKRYM
M.E: @user-949132137

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