Beggers Aint choosers

First of all id like to give a huge shoutout to my nigga fire he used to let us trap out at his house. We used to get higher and higher 
He'd let you bring a bitch over if you wanted to satisfy your desires
He sacrificed his time i always asked him dont you get tired
We was always at his spot every single day from the am till it get dark.
That wasnt until i moved in with my parents that wasn't that far apart
But since i moved out me and my grams aint really been talkin 
If i gotta remember one thing  that she taught me 
Its that i gotta play my part 
So when im in the cut its not too hard to tell me apart 
Or tell me that  im goin places based on the way i express my poetic thoughts
Got a real one so its fuck the thots 
All i gotta do is focus on the main plan never complaining making the most of what ive got. belive me 
I got alot from believing poster and whatever it is that  nigga sees in me.
I keep it spicey all year round i bring the seasoning 
Stay blooming dont tell what season it is 
Im always staring in the mirror thinking fuck it i can do better than this 
Am i doin enough?
I dont even know what enough really means
So Ill just give it my all i got and let yall tell me if theres any change
Dont tell me that im high im not the type to hit  the strain 
and then start to act strange.
But i beg you please dont smoke it just cause i smoke it cause thats also how i started rolling .occasionally getting stoned.
But little did i know... i had started  a bad habit
Bad habit turned to addiction 
Addiction turned to stress relievin  whenever im overthinking
Fighting tryna gain control over my feelings its never been eazy 
But i swear ill be damned if i let all of that get the best of me bitch.
I hope i get to be happy if life happens and i maybe dont get to be rich.
Right now i feel like  im headed straight for the ditch 
Truly. i hate to be the one to tell ya this but all these rules aint really been teaching shit. 
Everyone makes mistakes .thats a misrepresentation thats not how you should take me.
But if you feel a way i won't debate it 
.this is rap  it  not politics 
Even  tho the characters are similar scheming scamming tryna get they pockets big 

PATRIC L. TRAPHEAD

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