Lyrics:

I’m sorry for the things I’ve done 
I’ve never meant to run 
Oh the truth is always hard to tell 
but I should have said it well
I should’ve known the consequences before I leave your brokenhearted 
and the reckless choices I have made ruined my life

Cause a part of me is in your soul
I always hear you said ‘don’t go’
In the back of my head
The memories will never fade 
So please forgive the sins I’ve made
Just tell me you would take me back
It’s a big mistake I’ve made

I thought the paper town would be alright
But it burnt overnight
I tried to save the place with all my tears 
But you were not here with me
And the memories of me and you haunt me every minute
Even though I said I’m mad at you, I’m secretly loving you

And a part of me is in your soul
I always hear you said don’t go
In the back of my head
The memories will never fade 
So please forgive the sins I’ve made
Just tell me you would take me back
It’s a big mistake I’ve made

Every night I’m standing here I just go back and relive that moment 
Pictures of you in my locket deep inside my heart
Every night I’m standing here I just go back and relive that moment 
Pictures of you in my locket deep inside my heart

I remember 
I remember

And a part of me is in your soul
I always hear you said don’t go
In the back of my head
The memories will never fade 
So please forgive the sins I’ve made
Just tell me you would take me back
It’s a big mistake I’ve made

I remember

Big Mistake

Lyrics:

It started when I was young,
I wanted your praise for the things I’ve done
Awards and trophies
Can make you smile so easily
So I overexert myself to please you and to satisfy you
But it’s getting harder now

Yeah I know it’s wrong to make you happy when I’m in misery
But I hate the shame you make me feel every time I’m being real

All I want, yeah all I want is your approval
But then all you’ve done, yeah all you’ve done is just saying no
Now my soul is draining out
Cause I gave my all to make you proud 
But all I’ve got, yeah all I’ve got is your rejection

I called to tell you my dreams,
But you tore them down with my self-esteem
I kept my voice bright,
Like you didn’t kill my only light
Yeah I should ignore what you said and the sinking feeling I had
But I can’t get it out of my mind

Yeah I hope for once I’ll make you happy without being in misery
But in your eyes I’m still a child, empty-headed, running wild

All I want, yeah all I want is your approval
But then all you’ve done, yeah all you’ve done is just saying no
Now my soul is draining out
Cause I gave my all to make you proud 
But all I’ve got, yeah all I’ve got is your rejection

You see as a disappointment, a dark stained embarrassment 
And I said 'I’m done with everything, all the shit that you have put me through'
But I still look at your reaction, 
Every time I make actions on my own
I lie and say I don’t care but I still do

Cause all I want, yeah all I want is your approval
But then all you’ve done, yeah all you’ve done is just saying no
Now my soul is draining out
Cause I gave my all to make you proud 
But all I’ve got, yeah all I’ve got is your rejection

I’m trying to say fuck it all
But I still look at your reaction,
Every time I make actions on my own
I lie and say I don’t care but I still do
Yeah I still do

Approval

Flowers in the garden left unwatered 
I let the petals fall out then wither
Watched my dinner burnt my dishes shattered
With you gone I guess nothing matters

That night I was at the peak of my life 
Daring to fly
I was counting for you to be there cheering 
I looked in the crowd 
You’re not around
My cheeks were shaking to fake a smile

So why
You promised you’d be here 
Why did you leave me 
They were celebrating my victory 
But all I want is you
They said you left town 
So where you at now
Why celebrate my victory when I lost you

All my friends called and congratulate me
It’s your voice that I wanna hear
I’ve been reaching out for the 100th time
But you did not reply


That night you’re at the peak of your life 
Telling me lies
I was counting for you to be there cheering 
I looked in the crowd 
You’re not around
My cheeks were shaking to fake a smile

So why
You promised you’d be here 
Why did you leave me 
They were celebrating my victory 
But all I want is you
They say you left town 
So where you at now
Why celebrate my victory when I lost you

So I walked out of my party 
Eyes full of hot tears 
I went by where you could be
But there’s no sign of you
They say you left town 
You’re not coming around
Why celebrate my victory 
When I lost you

victory

Helloooo! This is an original song called 'Lost at 20', it's about how lost I'm feeling these days whenever I'm thinking about my future. I'm sure you'll relate to this song to some extent, whether you're like me, in your 20s, or you're facing a dilemma in your life. So, this is my story, I hope you enjoy it.

Lost at 20

Hello!! This is a song about my inner demons. Sometimes I feel like I am always messing things up, as if I am the villain in everybody's story. So, here we go. This is Villain, and I hope you'll like it!!

Villain

Just a normal 21 y/o that loves to write songs

*I create music only using an iPad and earphone mic

Gloria cheung