orgin: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8DThgRk9kc4&t=0s
UST: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swHu-GUxvag&t=0s
UTAU: https://ko-fi.com/s/c892ab8864

[UTAU COVER: GRAY] ふらっしゅばっく！/ Flashback!

i sing over the origial :D
it might sound off at some parts but that was on purpose, theres 2 voices so one can be a bit emotional and not hit the notes

(sung over/cover) song for my lost ghost friends!

Look who's inside again (8bit cover/rearrangement) [remake]

bandlab
https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/track/cant-you-come-back

Lyrics

Sometimes I wish you were still here
So you can hold me near
Whenever I got fear
In the dark, you would be here
With me

Oh, I don't know what happened
To cause this outcome
I would want it to stay the same as it was before
But the present is here

And we cant do much about it
Then I'll wait
For your return

(Can't you come back?)

Can't you come back?

lyrics

Can't do anything
Wanna rest
In my bed

Sleeping days
Couldn't care less
Night understands
It understands

Want to go
To land of dreams
Let myself go
Be part of a world
I made on my own

It's morning

let me rest

[LYRICS]
I am restless
I am restless
It's stuck in my head
I can't do this anymore

I just want to go back to bed
Forget everything in my head
But fuck do I just get upset
At the time that is wasted during the day

"I wish I was just- treated normally... God fuck I hate it here"

The voices inside my brain 
Are getting more clear
Please leave me alone
I don't want to think of such things
Please let me rest and
Leave me alone

The voices inside my brain 
Are getting more clear
Please leave me alone
I don't want to think of such things
Please let me rest and
Leave me alone

I don't want to think
Now not anymore
Just let me rest
And leave me alone

LET ME GO
LET ME GO
LET ME GO
LET ME GO

LET ME LEAVE
LET ME HEAL
LEAVE ME ALL AND ALL ALONE

LET ME GO
LET ME GO
LET ME GO
LET ME GO

LET ME LEAVE
LET ME HEAL
LEAVE ME ALL AND ALL ALONE

LEAVE ME HERE
LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE
AND DIE ALONE

Rough night

::BANDCAMP::
https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/track/4g41n5t-th3-5y5t3m

:LYRICS:
YOU WOULD ONLY CARE
'BOUT GOOD NUMBERS ON THE SCREEN

WOULD YOU EVEN CARE
IF YOU'VE SEEN WHAT I'VE SEEN?

YOU WOULD NEVER CARE
'BOUT WHATS GOING ON INSIDE OF ME 
 
YOU JUST NEVER CARED
I'LL FALL APPART AT THE SCENE

I AM AGAINST THE SYSTEM
THE SYSTEM THEY PUT ME IN  
THE SLEEP IS GETTING LESSER
IM MORE TIRED BY THE SECOND

STOPPED GIVING A DAMN
ABOUT YOUR IDEAS AND OP-IN-I-ONS
IM A BURNT OUT STUDENT
THE FLAME DIED 4 YEARS AGO

[YOU WOULD NEVER CARE]
[YOU- YOU- YOU-]
YOU NEVER CARED

YOU SAY YOU CARE?!
THEN SHOW ME CARE
[YOU- YOU- YOU- YOU- YOU-]
YOU NEVER CARE

A THOUSAND EYES UPON ME
JUST FOR ME TO NOT BE
"NOT LIKE THE NORM"

CAN'T EVEN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF
YEAH NO 
NOT ANYMORE

A-D-H-D GOING HAYWIRE
DEPRESSION GETTING TO MY HEAD
ITS ALL GETTING TOO MUCH, I CANT TAKE IT NO LONGER
[YOU- YOU- YOU-]

YOU WOULD ONLY CARE
'BOUT GOOD NUMBERS ON THE SCREEN

WOULD YOU EVEN CARE
IF YOU'VE SEEN WHAT I'VE SEEN?

YOU WOULD NEVER CARE
'BOUT WHATS GOING ON INSIDE OF ME 

YOU JUST NEVER CARED
I WILL FALL APPART RIGHT AT THE SCENE

4G41N5T TH3 5Y5T3M

::ORIGINAL::
https://youtu.be/RiJq8rCEDMQ?si=ql7ccUxA7blvnhoA

So there's this girl [ULTRABOX COVER] [ORIGINAL BY DUNNI]

::ORIGINAL::
https://youtu.be/ieJP12dMelQ?si=I2wx-dseo-gK1KZv

The Comfort Of A Laugh Track [COVER]

::BANDCAMP::
https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/music

:LYRICS:
Sometimes I wish you were still here
So you can hold me near
Whenever I got fear
In the dark, you would be here
With me

Oh, I don't know
What happened to cause this outcome
I want it to stay
The same way as it was before

But the present is here
And we can't do much about it
Then I'll wait
For your return

(Can't you come back?)
(Can't you come back?)
(Can't you come back?)
(Can't you come back?)
(Can't you come back?)
(Can't you come back?)
(I miss you, Snow)

CAN'T YOU COME BACK [REMASTER]

::BANDCAMP::
https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/track/blade-party

:LYRICS:
What if i cut myself up into a million pieces
I will look at the pain that it releases
My face tells a story that is ignored
For so long, and its getting too late

At the blade party
I show up uninvited 
With my fleshy body
And teary eyed
I asked the blades for help
They decided to try
But i don't think its doing good

What if i cut myself up into a billion slices
I cant help but onder why
The pain is getting fake
It doesn't help anymore
All i want to see is the blood that it releases

At the same party again
Got invited over and over
I start to feel more numb
I may be the problem
The blades are against my flesh
And mess me up real bad
But i cant stop right now

I cut myself into quadrillion pieces
The blades took over my mind
I can't do shit about it
And i don't want help no more
I'll handle my issues on my own

BLADE PARTY

::BANDCAMP::
https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

::LYRICS::
You'll never see me until the day ends
I've left this planet long ago
I was never happy till I hit reset
And I get to start over again

I'll never be happy with my brain in this state
And I don't want to see the light of day
All I could do is stare and wait
Until it is the end!

L0ST CAUSE

::[L0ADING DESCRIPTI0N]::

::DESCRIPTI0N::
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! HAVE THIS GIFT.

::BANDCAMP::
https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

:LYRICS:
I know you want to do many things  
But some things are bad for you  
Like jumping off of something high  
Or do things that hurts you  
  
For attention or not  
I really don’t know  
But when I walked in your room  
You can’t believe what I saw  
  
There was  
Blood on the walls  
Skin and bones on the floor  
Intestines in bed  
And so much more  
  
I can’t explain it all  
And I am terrified  
It's like a gore festival  
For this one and only night  
  
It’s like I’m walking in a room  
In the middle of a party  
With eyes, guts, hearts and brains  
Scattered all around me  
  
I start to feel more comfortable  
Wonder how it feels  
Might as well try it anyway!  
(Oh my!)  
  
I am sinking in my sorrow  
Just yearning for attention  
If you notice me I’ll stop it  
Please, I will, I promise  
  
For a very long time  
I held it to myself  
And now I wanna let it all go!  
  
So here’s my  
Blood on my walls  
My skin and bones on the floor  
My intestines in my bed  
As there’s so much more  
  
My eyes hang low  
You looked terrified  
It's my gore festival  
For this life!

GORE FESTIVAL [REMASTER]

[BANDCAMP]
https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

[LYRICS]
This anger
Manifesting
Inside of me
No way out.

I FEEL A FOREVER BURNING FIRE IN MY HEART.
I MUST GET RID OF IT BEFORE I FALL APART.
I MUST GO SOMEWHERE ELSE AND DISCOCIATE.
THAT WAY IT MAY BE BETTER FOR YOUR FATE.

[I HOP ON THE TRAIN.]
[TO FAR AWAY LAND.]
[NO ONE CAN REACH ME.]
[I AM AT PEACE, YOU SEE.]
[I AM FAR FROM HOME.]
[AND MAYBE ALL ALONE.]
[THE VESSEL THAT I OWN IS TEARING ITSELF APPART.]

BURN4EVER

gift for a special someone :]

[L0ADING LYRICS...]
[L0ADING C0MPLETE .]
You are
The best person that has entered my life!
You are the ray of sunshine to my moonlight
It doesn't matter if we stay up 'till three
Atleast we are together and comfy

We talk a lot, we sing a song
Just for the both of us
We laugh a lot, we have some fun
Oh, Honey

YOU ARE THE BEST PERSON THAT HAS ENTERED MY LIFE
YOU ARE THE LIGHT TO MY SHADOW
WE MAY BE FAR APART BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER
WE ARE TOGETHER AND THAT'S PERFECT

WE TALK THE NIGHTS AWAY
WE MESS AROUND ALL DAY
WE DON'T HAVE TO LOOK UP IN THE SKY
FOR ALL THE SHINING STARS
ITS BECAUSE YOU ARE MY STAR!

MY STARL1GHT

i had too much fun with this project LOL.. found the song one day, and instantly made instrumentals for it, and then recorded vocals :]

ANXIETY SONG [COVER] (original by Human petting zoo)

[BANDCAMP]
https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

[LYRICS]
I am restless, always restless
It's been stuck in my head
I can't take it, I want out

I'm laying down in my bed and I can't sleep
The shadow's always watching me
It wants me to do things I shouldn't
What do I do? My mind bleeds.

It's 3, soon 4am and these thoughts are killing me
They're telling me to see what is inside of me
Open up my skin and find it out soon enough

I get up and don't think
Grab the blade and stare back
Mind is static
That face hurts me
This vessel haunts ME

OPEN UP THE BODY.
BLOOD FLOWING OUTWARDS.
MY MIND IS KILLING ME.
THIS WORLD'S BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME.

ARMS, HANDS AND LEGS.
COVERED IN MY COLOR.
I FEEL WEAK NOW.
WHAT HAVE I DONE.

ROUGHER NIGHT. (Rough night rewrite + remaster)

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/music
Keep dreaming!
It keeps the soul young!

Come, sit with me.

KEEP ON DREAMING

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

Oh, you don't know the things I'd do
For you

OH, YOU WOULDN'T KNOW
BECAUSE THIS IS JUST A GAME TO YOU.

OH, YOU DON'T KNOW THE THINGS I'D DO
FOR YOU.

OH, YOU DON'T KNOW THE EFFORT I PUT IN
BECAUSE IT'S ALL WORTHLESS TO YOU.

OH, YOU'LL NEVER LISTEN
BECAUSE I AM JUST A JOKE TO YOU.

OH. THE THINGS I'D DO.

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/track/hung-by-a-vein

HUNG BY A VEIN.

go listen to the og!!! https://youtu.be/KlTNKOnfXFk?si=_22jHGdjIL0Dqnol

not my ass hyperfixating on a song for a DAY and doing this

STATIC [COVER, ORIGINAL AND INST BY FLAVOR FOLEY]

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

glad 2 see u yet again
do i kno u? (do i kno u?)

well, u met me loads of times
but u are pixels on my screen

oh hey! i dont remember u?
but u remember me!

it feels strange cuz ur
a user and pixels on my screen!

do i kno u?
pls remember me!
do i kno u?
remember u
do i kno u?
remember me!
do i kno u?
pls remember me!!

do i kno u? / remember me!!

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

this is a song i made because i got over my fear of love :)
i thought at first that this song would be a doodle, but it ended up being, well, this!! i hope you all like it

[lyrics]

Stare at your face
You smiled so softly
I tremble in fear
Don't know what you'd want from me

Tear down my walls
My spiky exterior
You are too kind
You bring me to tears

Each passing day
Different talk each time
You make me feel safe
Let's hold on for a while

Hearts beat in sync
You shine oh so bright
I've learned to love again <3

FAMILIAR FEELINGS

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/track/misery-soup

this was a song i came up with when in the shower, the thought "isn't being in a bath and being mentaly is a soup? what if it was a soup? misery soup..."

and i also wanted to see what i could do with Gray's utau, and i got the awnser

i'll upload an inst. ustx and nightcore version of this song when i finish the MV for it :)

[LYRICS]
The warm embrace of water
Turns hotter, hotter and hotter again
All I can see are the bubbles and the steam.

I don't want to
Make myself go cold
So I crank up the heat some more
I guess you could compare that to Misery Soup.

The warm feeling of water hitting my skin.
It's nice, but not warm enough
So lets crank it up some more.
My skin is changing colors. 
This Misery Soup'll be ready in an hour or two.

[OH BOO-HOO.]
[WA-AH.]
[OH BOO-HOO.]

One night, a bit rougher than the rest.
The pain, the stinging and the feeling in my chest.
I want the heat to come back to me, this world is way too cold.
So I sat there, and everything unfolds.

The hot feeling of water is hitting my skin.
This is nice but not enough, I Want More.
So lets crank it up!
My skin is changing colors again.
Hey, the water too...
This Soup will be ready in no time!

THE BURNING FEELING OF THE WATER IS HITTING MY SKIN.
THIS FEELING STINGS SO BAD, I. WANT. MORE. OH, I WANT MORE.
I NEED IT CRANKED UP TILL I CAN'T NO MORE!

THE BLOOD IS STAINING THE WATER NOW.
THIS BURNS SO BAD.
YOUR MISERY SOUP IS READY!
TO.
BE.
SERVED!

MISERY SOUP (FT. GRAY [UTAU])

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

when putting files on different hard drives, i found the earliest version of GORE FESTIVAL, this was recorded on my ipad using garageband back in 2022 when i was 16

this was my second song i wrote and played guitar for :)

this cover art was also made for the song!!! i was surprised that i was able to find it, burried in all of my older messages too

GORE FESTIVAL (2022 draft)

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/

so, this song was also found on the same hard drive as the GORE FESTIVAL one, and this was a vent song i made when i was 16

i felt, very very unimportant, dare i say, replaceable at the time, so i wrote this song, and this was my very first song!!

this was recorded with my ipad and recorded in garageband

lyrics
I get it im replaceable
Im not the extrovert that you called for
I just sit and rot away in my room


I am just replaceable
Im very quiet unless spoken to
And I get it, you don't like me anyway

I'll be alright
This is fine
I am fine
Don't worry about me!
And don't even dare to shed a tear for me!

[I'm replaceable, don't even shed a tear for me]

Why is this happening to me again?
Why am I always the one with bad thoughts
Ive never asked to feel this kind of way
[never asked]

I am at my lowest now
And I can't get out of my bed
don't bother to do these things no more
[no more]

So, I will be alright
This is good
This is great!
Don't you worry about me!

And don't even dare to shed a tear for me!
[I'm replaceable, don't worry about me]

don't even dare to shed a tear for me

REPLACEABLE (2022)

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/track/cold

this is what a wack sleep schedule and a bad mental does to a guy

[LYRICS]
Oh, its so cold in my room
And i have nothing better to do
I can dream all day
Sleep the hours away
But if i do that, i'd be Dead.

The freezing temperatures mid-summer
They tell me weird things 
They say, I'm not good enough
They tell me to just grow up
And keep my mouth Shut

But all i want to do is sing this tune
To you (la, la, la, la, la, la~)
And maybe it'll be all Good

The days are blurring all together
The hours are a scribble on my screen
No one has seen the mess that is me
Oh, i hope
I create with all the stars in the universe
Yet im disinterested all the time
I wish i was a kid again

It's so hot under the blankets
So nice, i could sleep forever
But my loved ones, are they worried at all..?

I was told to shut up all the time
And now they want me to speak
I don't get it, aren't i a Freak?

And all i do is sing this Stupid tune
To myself (la-la-la-la la la la~)
Maybe it'll be Fine.
I'll give this one more try.

The days are blurring all together
The hours are a scribble on my screen
No one has seen the mess that is me
Oh, i hope
I create with all the stars in the universe
Yet im disinterested all the time
If only i didnt feel so gloomy now
I wish i was a kid again

But even if i was a little child now
It doesn't even solve anything
All i want to do is escape my brain

And i will by drinking coffee all day

Then i crash in bed, then it'll be Okay!

Then i fall asleep and i go dream now.

Then i fall asleep and never wake up.

I fall asleep

COLD

https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com/track/cold-inst

COLD [INST.]

boy with a guitar singing Daisy Bell (cover)

OKAY SO... if you know L0ST CAUSE then heres an acoustic demo of it :) it sounds a bit different than the final... but 

L0ST CAUSE (DEMO)

okay so, the original song is in F# maj but my voice lowkey dropped so this is in E maj instead

made this out of boredom, plus my own song was stuck in my head

do i kno u? / remember me! (no autotune ver)

so... there is an earlier version of this track, yes, but the song was supposed to have lyrics!!!!! now i added them and now i can be at peace with this song
https://thewhiteflareon.bandcamp.com
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

"You know, if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here, you know?"
"I'm- Uhm- I-I may not be able to help much but- "

I don't know where to go
I don't know my own home
I don't know my own brain
It's in pieces

I keep running far away
You cannot make me stay
I am hung by a vein
The stress is causing me pain

BARELY STANDING
BADLY SHAKING
MY BODY, IT'S ACHING
I CAN FEEL MY VEINS LEAVE ME BEHIND

[WARNING. DANGER. CRITICAL DANGER.]

a single vein stays intact
it'll break so soon
it looks like this is
the end of the line

HUNG.BY.A.VEIN.

it's like the original, it just has a few tweaks

HUNG.BY.A.VEIN. [INST]

yes.. yes this is TheWhiteFlareon from youtube i also music
pronouns he/they/it

Thewhiteflareon

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