an existential crisis + panic attacks

Hong Kong 97 Hardstyler (meowbah go fk urself w/ ur meow-bible)

Buckshot Roulette - General Release

Act right but its not right ☆ By F3R4LFLU1D on yt ☆ Og by FEMTANYL

Composer: nicopatty (https://soundcloud.com/nicopatty)

Full Playlist: https://soundcloud.com/user-1428970674/sets/roblox-block-tales-ost

Fear - Block Tales OST

original - https://on.soundcloud.com/7WKTBVDBkvNV8hiF9 
support the og artists!!! this song is not mine, i only edited it ^_^

Emoticon - Ridorii (Azrael-II’s Death Garage Edit + Daycore)

019- Earthbound - Otherworldly Foe

why are people still listening to this, stop it it's not even that good

A song I made to celebrate the release of the new VN "Doki Doki Literature Club," where you write poems to win the affection of one of four girls in a new high school club. It seems cute and simple enough, but there's a lot more lurking underneath the surface than there seems. With a game as cheery and unsettling as this, I figured I had to give it the vaporwave treatment. Enjoy... if you dare.

Songs sampled are "Dreams of Love and Literature" and "Your Reality" from the Doki Doki Literature Club soundtrack. 
Cover art designed by TwinBuilder (http://emeraldephemeral.tumblr.com) and myself. You can view it in higher res here: https://i.imgur.com/hoXzEFx.jpg
Download the game for free here: http://ddlc.moe

ＤＯ ＹＯＵ ＬＩＫＥ ＩＴ ?

[CURSEDOM OST] the world does not remember

LSD Revamped

Professional Problem 2018

Y0U AGA1N

My track for the Landline Collective HYPERF*CKS COMP THIS SHIT IS INSANE GO LISTEN NOW https://landlinecollective.bandcamp.com/album/hyperf-cks

if you came here from landline you might be like, wtf wheres the second half? that version only exists on the landline bandcamp, it evolved into what is now known as V⁵ - BEISOL-BEAST https://soundcloud.com/vertigoaway/beisol-beast?in=vertigoaway/sets/beisolhof-vol-3

HYPERF*CKS !!!!! !!

S² COLLAPSE /// ██████ [HYPERF*CKS]

pv: https://youtu.be/_fVfH7pkWvg
[lyrics]
Nothing remains
There’s nothing to gain
Is it humane to stay entertained
Never the same
The change is never the same
Stuck in a chain
There’s nothing left to explain
Nothing remains
There’s nothing to gain
Is it humane to stay entertained
Never the same
The change is never the same
Stuck in a chain
There’s nothing left to explain

Never the same
Nothing remains
Stumbling through the change
You try to stay in your lane
When you look up to
Tryna follow through
Tryna live up to 
Feeling overdue
Disapproving the call
"My word is the law"
 
Nothing remains
There’s nothing to gain
Is it humane to stay entertained
Never the same
The change is never the same
Stuck in a chain
There’s nothing left to explain

They open up their jaw
You see it all
Their teeth are growing sharp
They start to gnaw
You see it all

They keep leaving you behind
Combined
A tangled state of mind

Vividly living through all of their pain
Little by little, the soul feels drained
Flowing through every part of the veins
Breaking, it’s becoming hard to detain
Paying the price with an arm and a leg
Out in the dark while they wait in disdain
Taking your life and they’re running away
Letting you stay in that eternal day
Pray that the rabbit don’t lead you astray
Pray that the eyes are still looking away
Pray that humanity finds the right way
Pray that the faces they wear aren’t fake
Once they’re reborn will you still feel alive
Hideous creatures that dare you survive
Scattering memories all over the place
Do you still feel the need to embrace

Keep falling
Keep falling
Back where you started from
Don’t worry
Don’t worry 
Here you are at the year’s end

Nothing remains
There’s nothing to gain
Is it humane to stay entertained
Never the same
The change is never the same
Stuck in a chain
There’s nothing left to explain
Nothing remains
There’s nothing to gain
Is it humane to stay entertained
Never the same
The change is never the same
Stuck in a chain
There’s nothing left to explain


Nothing remains
There’s nothing to gain
Is it humane to stay entertained
Never the same
The change is never the same
Stuck in a chain
There’s nothing left to explain
Nothing remains
There’s nothing to gain
Is it humane to stay entertained
Never the same
The change is never the same
Stuck in a chain
There’s nothing left to explain

year's end / original song

he/they

I like cats and the colour green,
no longer a Dazai kinnie
only upload songs because I want them


an existential crisis + panic attacks

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