i kicked my own ass with how hard this hit me

this song still makes me tear up everytime i listen to it

songs that i would like if it was on spotify (i dont use playlists on spotify anymore)

songs that i would like if it was on spotify

Melody: Audrey, Edmund 
Lyrics: Leann, Ethan 
Arrangement: Ethan, Leann 
Production: Ethan 
Mixing: Ethan;-;

Verse: 
Turning twenty
How’s life been lately
Would we meet again, just maybe
Years have past but nothing’s changing 

play those memories 
we had for centuries 
they’re buried in my mind 
like how I feel inside 

Pre
I will hold on till the end of time
like how the stars will always align 
Just stay with me, I'll run to you 

Chorus 
I will never leave you alone 
Hate that i've to live when your gone, 
Stay with me 
While you sleep
Be with me in my dreams 

I swear I will never let go 
I will hold your hand until “tomorrow” 
Stay with me 
While you sleep 
Take this weight off from me 

Verse 
should've told you
the way I loved you 
on that frozen cold november
not something you’ll remember

colors fading
but i'm still waiting
so why am i alive 
if i cant love you right

Pre
I will hold on till the end of time
like how the stars will always align 
Just stay with me, I'll run to you 

Chorus 
I will never leave you alone 
Hate that i've to live when your gone, 
Stay with me 
While you sleep
Be with me in my dreams 

I swear I will never let go 
I will hold your hand until “tomorrow” 
Stay with me 
While you sleep 
Take this weight off (from me) 

Chorus (Soft)
How could you just leave me alone 
to fight for what is still left unknown  
Stay with me 
While you sleep 
Be with me in my dreams 

Chorus 
I will never leave you alone 
Hate that i've to live when your gone, 
Stay with me 
While you sleep
Be with me in my dreams 

I swear I will never let go 
I will hold your hand until “tomorrow” 
Stay with me 
While you sleep 
Take this weight off from me

Stay With Me

Credits:
Artist: Suny
Producers: Benjamin, Angela, Arquesh, Claudia
Arranger, Composer: Benjamin
Songwriters: Benjamin, Angela
Guitar: Claudia, Arquesh
Mix/Master Engineer: Arquesh

Verse 1:
Wish I was in love
I’m fallin’ behind
Overthinking the things that I write
It’s more than the words
I played myself
I’m fallin’ behind
I’m screwed
Oh, I’m such a fool

Pre-Chorus:
I’m struggling
Everything's wrong with me
Tell me why can’t I feel the spark
I’ve been locked out of my heart

Chorus:
I’ve been up all night
Thinking about my life
The places that I’ve gone and the things that could have been
I’ve spent all my life
Searching for the chords
The chords to the chorus of my song

(Guitar Solo)

Verse 2:
I hate to be lame
But I know
I’m not the only one
With my head up in the clouds you’re heaven to me
Even gone you’re never done
You’re the only thing I wanted
Fallin’ behind
So screwed
What can I do?

Chorus:
I’ve been up all night
Thinking about my life
The places that I’ve gone and the things that could have been
I’ve spent all my life
Searching for the chords
The chords to the chorus-

Bridge:
As I stop and stare
Looking in the mirror
I would ask myself: “Would you do it all again?”
Wish that i could do this forever
But I’m running through the dark

Final Chorus:
I’ve been up all night
Thinking about my life
The places that I’ve gone and the things that could have been
I’ve spent all my life
Searching for the chords
The chords to the chorus of my song

(Guitar solo)

Chords To The Chorus

In Remembrance of jazz band, rip
Keys- Li Yue
Drums-Lucas Chang
Guitar-Ethan Chai
Vocals and some songwriting- Claire Ng
Mastering and Recording Engineer-Isaiah
Bass, backing vox and everything else- Matthew

Lyrics:
Verse 1A:

Walking in from a long day
With a bass that’s worn from practice
to the room where the band played
Songs of Sunny streets and 
Sunnier days

Verse 1B:

When did it turn so cold
and oh so empty
I thought that there’d be brighter days
The scent of summer, distant soon forgot
Disappearing into may

Pre-c:

And if
Time would stand still 
Holding for the morning light
I would stay here 
Within your crumbling walls

Chorus:


Let me dream a little, just a little longer
I hope that the moon will leave me be
Broken sanctuary, sanctuary 
A Garden that’s seen the end
I’ll follow you like the stars
Until we fade
To black, to black 
To nothing more

Verse 2:
Was it fine wasting monday
Waiting for your turn to play
And me burning my days
Tryna sleep through the pain

Pre-c:

And if
Time would stand still 
Holding for the morning light
I would stay here 
Within your crumbling walls

Chorus:


Let me dream a little, just a little longer
I hope that the moon will leave me be
Broken sanctuary, sanctuary 
A Garden that’s seen the end
I’ll follow you like the stars
Until we fade
To black, to black 
To nothing more

Bridge: 
And as spring begins to leave, we
Turn to fall whose leaves were autumn’s gold
And those broken leaves, rot in winter’s dream turned to memories forgotten
It’s just so cold,  here

Pre-c:

And if
Time would stand still 
Holding for the morning light
I would stay here 
Within your crumbling walls

Final Chorus:
One more second, one more moment
Please, I don’t want to go
Just give me forever, though it’s not enough (though it’s not enough)
Broken sanctuary, sanctuary 
There’s flowers beyond the end
I barely see past the stars
As it just fades
To black, to black 
To nothing more

Outro:

‘Vocals moment’

All fades  to black 
And nothing more

SANCTUARY

lore:
donut mm

credits:
crisdean - songwriting, arrangment, guitar, vocals
emmanuel - arrangement, drums
isaac - bass
shane chen - final mix touches
christopher - tuning
angela and crisdean - cover art
dunkin donuts - the donuts crisdean ate


lyrics:
verse:
here we go again,
it's time for us to,
leave the cage again,
and take the little piece.

Prechorus:
i wish i knew better,
i don't wanna say goodbye
no other way to go
so take me away to the sky

chorus:
let's get it on,
we're gonna crash over candyland
time to lose myself don't want
this sugar rush to ever end

verse 2:
now that the pieces are taken
i'm feeling empty inside
try to leave again
i don't want to hide

pre chorus:
try,
again and again,
lose,
myself all again
one, 
more piece for me
let,
me have it all

chorus:
let's get it on,
we're gonna crash over candyland
time to lose myself dont want
this sugar rush will never end

Sugar Rush

SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC
SCHOOL OF MEDIA, ARTS & DESIGN
ACADEMIC YEAR 2024 / 2025
MUSIC PRODUCTION SPECIALISATION
PORTFOLIO DEVELOPMENT MODULE

POD B

~~~ SECTION A: LYRICS ~~~

Uh, Fat Man!
Uh, Fat Man!

Mm, hm
He’s the Fat Man (The Fat Man)
Uh-oh, he’s the Fat Man (Ohh!)

Fat Man is coming to town!
You better hope he doesn’t gobble you down-uh,
Uh, Fat Man is coming to town!
He’s gonna bobble, wobble, topple the crowd!
Fat Man is coming to town!
Chronic obesity is weighing him down-uh,
Uh, Fat Man is coming to town!
He’s gonna roll all the folks into the ground!

Yo,
The Fat Man is absurdly fat 
He lives high in the land, an aristocrat
Except nobility here isn’t of the privileged act
See, he lives a simple life, no wealth in that
From his cave in the hills, it’s rise and shine
Plants seeds in the garden when he has the time
But when his tummy starts to growl, you don’t have the time
You better run for your damn life, fool!
(Start running!)
A Type 2 weapon of mass destruction
Watch him rollin’ in for his introduction
The men (Gone!)
The women (Gone!)
The children (Gone!)
The city (Gone!)
While he's tearin’ at the people from bone to bone
There's a hint of green searin' the horizon, yo
It's the beloved Armed Forces, and they've come to attack

(Hentak kaki, cepat hentak!)
CHECK!

Cepat jalan!
CHECK!

(Yum, yum, yum!)

I was there in the crowd
When I saw it go down
Green, red
Blood, dread
Fat Man,
Not dead

They brought me to a hospital, when the battle took a turn
Blew his cave to smithereens, The Fat Man watched it burn
We thought that we had won, we thought humanity was saved
We were dead wrong, it only made him crave
More cry, more die, madness in the streets
The monument was walking, and it didn’t even grieve
Maybe war was silly for this matter after all
You create a monster, your kingdom’s bound to fall

(Auw!)
Fat Man is coming to town!
You better hope he doesn’t gobble you down-uh,
Auw, Fat Man is coming to town!
He’s gonna bobble, wobble, topple the crowd!
Fat Man is coming to town!
Chronic obesity is weighing him down-uh,
Auw, Fat Man is coming to town!
He’s gonna roll all the folks into the ground,

Roll all your friends into the ground
Roll all the dogs into the ground
Roll all the cats into the ground
 
~~~ SECTION B: CREDITS ~~~

Songwriting: Matthew Ang, Liyue, Luis, Lucas
Arrangement: Matthew Ang, Liyue, Luis, Lucas
Other arrangement ideas: Jade, Emmanuel (from ELAB)

Riff: Matthew Ang
Lyrics: Luis
Riff lyric idea: Liyue

Vocals: Judas, Luis
Guitars: Luis
Bass: Matthew Ang
Drums: Lucas
Keys and all other MIDI: Liyue

Gang vocals: Luis, Enqi (in the studio), Isaiah, Clive, Matthew Ang, Liyue, Emmanuel, Lucas, Ethan, Rifqy (Y2), Adheem (Y2), Le Kai (Y2)
SAF commands: Adheem (Y2)
CHECK: Liyue

Drum session engineer: Kai Xiang
Drum session assistants: Crisdean, Isaac
Drum session booking: Emmanuel
Gang vox session engineers: Aria (ADP), Isaiah, Matthew Ang

Audio editing: Luis
Mixing, Mastering: Isaiah

The Fat Man

vox- Liyue
Bass- Mattang
AG - Ethan Chai
production mix master - Isaiah

big thanks to Aria, Rifqy and poos for supporting me on this journey, this song was written about you guys :)

its been 5 weeks
the days are growing longer
how can I be happy
When its crumbling

Message - how can i stay happy when everything is falling apart

its all ending
the feeling of security
is this our fate? 
what more is there?

pre chorus
Trying to water the tree

take your time   
its gonna be all right
stop your crying
“its ringing in my head” you said
“dont let this go to waste
after all you’ve been through 
one day you’ll feel safe” 


As the trees decay
new life springs where i once laid
will I be okay?
tommorows another day
you said 
you know that youll always have a place to stay
you’re going to find a way (thanks rifky)


(bus 800 type melody) 
stop tasting sour
you let your mind sink through
you took it out on me as i
rant to you again
cant you be more positive
stop bringing yourself down
its 3am 
and i really want to talk 


ill listen to you
ill stop being stubborn
i would put the world on hold
just to keep you safe and one day
ill come back with you to thank myself
theres no need for us to be afraid  

As the trees decay      
new life springs where i once laid
will I be okay? 
tommorows another day
you said 
you know that youll always have a place to stay
you’re going to find a way (thanks rifky)


now its time for us to go 
did we do enough though?
everything around us
is fading and decaying
is this really what you want?
digging deep into this hole
do I still  feel joy from this 
do I still want to go through this

now its time for everything
from the place where we once grew
i hate to say "i told you so"
but its something we all known that
in time this will end
soo lets have fun
one last dance
and then farewell my friends

even when it snows
the new tree emerges from below
I will be okay 
its time to make our way
you said “well
youve helped us find our own place to stay
your gonna be okay.”

thankyou (POD FINAL VER)

I'm Crisdean and I'm a start up producer based in Singapore who makes music in many genres such as Rock, Pop and Indie. 
I'm also a guitarist and vocalist, which makes me versatile in most aspects. 
I am dedicated to my craft and I love releasing music that is fun, not-so-serious and overall just a headbanger.

Sugar Rush

crisdean

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