i wanna kill god for making you sick
i dont believe any entity couldve done this
i am not one to have faith in myself
but i blame my existence 'fore anyone else

the world is so wrong for thriving this way
but i cant even fathom how it could change
cause im just a boy and we are just kids
and i wanna kill god for making you sick
the world should go down with the capitalists
its just not fair that you cant fucking live
i never saw it till it happened to me
its not even possible to be free 

we could move to canada or amstradam or arkansas 
but i am just so far from me to run away from anything
cause what'd im s'posed to call my own when i move my heart from home to home
ill move so far away from here to amstradam or ireland 

why does it hurt so much its not me
i feel the pain from my head to my feet
the world is so wrong for thriving this way
but i cant even fathom how it could change
cause im just a boy and we are just kids
and i wanna kill god for making you sick

I Wanna Kill god For Making You Sick

am i evil for abandoning the person thats inside
the ridges and the wrinkles of my swollen brains demise
i admired them, like i did a friend who i pitied well with time
and ill dump them to the streets again for spending my minds dimes
an adventure on my waves of joy i like to look at you
cause you cut your hair with a butter knife you dont care what we all do
i wanna scream out to the shadows that im free from their cold clutch
and prove that i am worthy of your warmth and your self love
we are bathing in the blood we shed from all those lonely nights
is it freeing to be seperate from the person that i might, have
been a long long time ago i did know nothing then
now im wholer now i draw my brows and call myself a man

I dont think you would understand

i recognize the feeling
it hurts and my chest feels so warm
and i can feel the blood rush through my veins
its fucking getting old

i had a dream about you
where i could see your face
it felt like violation
but i couldnt look away 
hand stuck on my cheek
and youre petting me
im so bad at confrontation 
but you make me feel so sane

You Make Me Feel Sane

no ones awake at this hour
so that gives me confidence to speak 
i know that im a bit of a downer
but i know you like how im weak
sometimes i cry
and yet i still feel nothing at all
i cant see you
so that must mean your realness is small

patholocical
unconditional 
why do you like to lie bout possible?
we're just spherical 
molded into skulls
bones and flesh's just ideas to make you whole

Bones and Flesh

i guess the circumstances are hard
you look at me with a sword in your heart
you bleed and you bleed and you bleed and you dont patch up
ive always wished for someone like you
you care too much and your minds bent too
i fucking hate what your sister does

but its not her fault
and its not yours either
its no ones at all
but you can't look out for her
you gotta see yourself
you gotta see your beauty
god its more than the physical 
but i need you to feel me 

god i need you to touch me
touch me again
and hug me like its the last time im your friend

i think you like me just because
and thats a scary thought for love
id hate to make a mess and fall apart
you're an angel straight from hell
satans hated god's pathetic shell
lucifer'd be proud of what you've done

and you're a work of art
youre a being of beauty
say its more than the physical
and i need you around me
around both my eyes
around both my hands now
hold me and tell me that im worth more that a flashed flaw

touch starved

took it all for granted never wanted to
pushed you off the planet but i kept the moon
and now hes drifting off of me
five years we've been through everything

months ago i never thought that we'd be here
tremelo a step into the atmosphere 
and now you say ive got a different taste
im here although ive been to outer space

outer space

i was at a fault i couldnt feel my heart
while i saw it leaking i tore myself apart
you were one for damage and i couldnt blame at all
but what could you imagine for someone wanting to love

i am but an angel id never do you wrong
why dont you call me perfect to substitute my strong
while i am feeling achy just longing for a kiss
you wouldnt call it perfect cause i wasnt made for this

i like you and you like me
i fall apart at sympathy
cause i break word so easily
i trust my gut to cut my leaves
minds a hive a wrecking ball
to tear down all your built up walls
ill open up your broken shell
and whats inside an empty cell

i am but an angel

i wanna be pretty like the boys in the movies
models slipped roofies you smile at a slant
men can wear crowns and ladies sleep in dressing gowns 
your anatomy's soothing in dreams in lives i cant
he wears makeup to work he paint his nails
that cant make you a man so i will bite my bleeding hands
he is proven and you are just a boy, youre nothing of a boy
so dip your feet in sinking noise

im tired of living the way that i do
moving in bodies confused
holding to last bits of truth
to amuse the little nerves that make my thoughts
im tired of all of the words
that describe me in wrongful misheards
its not likely that i am a bird but i will take the chances 
and leave the girls their dances

i wanna be someone thats living life perfect
holding their words and giving it their all
i fall in love with boys who see me only as a noise
the gravel can hurt if you throw yourself around
i wish so much that i was like you
born without the rules ingrained my brain im such a fool
i see you living the life that want
the body i want the fucking world is your love

i want you, so it hurts to breathe
i love you more than i want to see
id kiss you, or even just a hug
cause i miss you, though we've never touched 

its deafening, the sound of my guilt
cause youre there for me, though i'm sewn like a quilt
id touch you, even just for a minute
to feel your warmth, or just to be in it 

im mountains and mountains of miles away
but i can feel your breath as we're going insane
im a second a minute, three hours apart
but id take it in a moment cause we see the same stars

Chronically Online

My first song written on garage band. Everything written by me, and my voice :)

Rhinoceros

a song i wrote about a friend. tried some new stuff out

Lyrics:

say it again, no i am not your friend
im just another girl u met once 
say it again no i cannot pretend
im just another girl u have lost

everyone lost the me before i met u
changed everything to even get close
I only begin to love what i abhor to
i still dont know what u have chose 

cant have a say so instead i think
of all the things that u said to me
i was dumb, no i didnt see
i still feel strong but i think youre lying

13 Fridays

i actually wrote this one before 13 fridays but it needed a lil more work on the lyric side :>

lyrics:


you cant be touched
cant be loved 
take your shots inside the dark
and hit the wound
you know was used
and bleeding out by a girl u knew
i trusted truth
bent in two
one a lie and one abused

said that youd sleep
but you stayed on
only us you talked to me
was it a lie?
your favourite song
i know you hated how im wrong
im falling out
no I'm breaking in
would you do if i was him

Your Favourite Song

kinda about losing someone. 


lyrics:

i cant help just looking at your bones
theyre sticking out like sandal toes
are you alright you need a hand?
cause helping you is all i am
i cannot go on with my day
just knowing that you are not safe
i hate to see your smile go
but if youre happy then its so

i never wanted for it to end
cause youre so precious my dear friend
youre lovely despite what he said
id punch him for you my dear friend
so beautiful in every way
id never ever want you changed
pizza party just for two
it was always always you

i cant help but looking at your bones
you said you're fine but thats no so
youre bleeding out as we can see
its just some pills thats all you need
i cried all night just missing you
im shaking throwing up in blue
im sick right now and i need you
but thats not what you wanna do

i hope to god that youre okay
i couldnt leave my bed today 
it wasnt worth my time to stay
youre more important than my state
ill give you back your favourite dress
and take your choker off my neck
and put your pretty painting back
and all the frogs when i was sad

Bones

i made this song in like 2 hours but i wanted to post it to hype up my album more :))

afternoon isolation

Anna Marie

lyrics:


i left
hoping for a side step
in another life, friend
i didnt wanna leave you

future
bunnys got the future
making you a loser
i hope you win the game

lifetime
i couldn't outlive my mind
shes grasping at the rope now
its not that hard to pull

your love
i try my best to keep you
i didnt wanna see truth
im better off on mars

sunshine
my very own sunshine
pushing all the dreams
this lifes not what it seems

bruises
scars and all these bruises 
i was so very sick
she made it hard to live

future
bunny's got the future
making you a loser
i hope you win the game

time now 
days or weeks in the cloud
im waiting for the right
for the weather to be nice

honest
but lies create more promise
promise to be good
id fix this if i could

Bunny

spooky lil halloween song for the season :))

lyrics:
what are you hiding in the snow
your guess is dig deep i wont know
bring it up
wipe the blood
mask your fear
cold sweat tears
angels can never escape good
you'd be a devil if you could
encounter
tame slander
goodbye friends
meet my end
i hope that hell treats me just well

Wannabe Devil

California.mp3

i wont forget

one jumble of lyrics, two songs

lyrics for part two:

wachu you've got to give me other than a bleeding scar
a splinter and your itty bitty little dying heart
there's nothing that compares to your leaking breaking art
tear out all the pieces in the pitch black dark
cold chameleon out in the winter and nothing left to give
we hate you for everything you did
it doesnt really matter with no fucks left not a shit
its making my veins cold just just to live
            you are not a shattered part of me
            you're something that comes out in deep deep sleep
            you are not the worlds biggest defeat
            maybe in my own you win by cheat
i think of things so quickly, its so hard to catch a glimpse
its something that a simple stranger simply cannot give
its something that you notice in the friend you call your relative
his eyes are like a book you know like this
i never want to tell you, god i fear that lovely brain
you think and act like her but love me its insane
i want a little beauty like my feelings from the rain
you check every box in my domaine

Sickening Substances II

lyrics:
jokes and wit we keep it playful
blood and spit the bathroom stables
arent i supposed to feel amazing?
feels like shit i cant stop shaking
now im feeling so much lighter
stomach aches but im so higher
getting faint im such a liar
cant you go for just a minute
i know im stupid know im killing
the pits so deep theres no more feeling
theres none inside so its not stealing

fizzy love you call this art
only joking dont get caught
turn yourself into attraction bring attention get more mention
think you're losing look my way
the more you've lost the better the game
they all know you're their little special
this isnt love, you're finding extra

he's not one of the easy ones
i saw this coming knew he'd run
remember not to get attatched 
if you think its real, cut the slack
remove all of your favorite music
block them all and dont leave clues
and make sure not to leave behind
the mess you made, might look like mine
meet link fuck think
when's the last the last time i thought of me
and i dont mean her in the mirror
if your bodys a temple, your mind's a stealer
think of thoughts just like a puzzle
its not true that you have to solve her
once you get a good clear picture
you'll be fine, you're a great pretender

Fizzy Love

lyrics:

you mightve managed im a spector of the happening planets
youre just a miss in this reality, words would light a spark in me
ill make my own for the damage and curses come unraveled 
and i smash the hands of mystery, my conscious keeping faith in me
a sparkle its harder to keep
youre breathing and heathing in beats
1,2,3 ill forget and fall asleep
and i wake up just another day
no one to take my hand and say
"lovely we made it imma keep you and treat you till we fall asleep"

your smiles are miles youre so convincing a child so
what harm could she have done to me
arms will come out bleed and bleed
scratching at the bedroom door 
crafted from my mindless lore
i wrote it down, to all the sounds
i hear when i enter my favourite war
between my brain and i

i heard a decision im thinking im blinking listen
why dont i see another side of this
we'll help eachother misses
yknow ive got another friend like you
who's stubborn and refused to do
but youre inside my head you'll listen to what i want you to

When I'm Asleep

lyrics:

so i love you, i know thats figured out
(and ill make a spell to check all my doubts)
is it a lie just a lil validation
im struck with more temptations
ill keep these feelings fake then

im sorry that im not the one
but we're both so young
lets do it while its still fun
and we're still in love

am i over, cause i hold on too long 
(or its the absence of someone who's always gone)
will i come back? so theres always hesitation
i love him but i hate him
am i cursed for contemplation?

poo poo i like u

lyrics:

im so tired off all the static
little capsules lost ill float off the planet
ill try to change again i wont have to forget
a second, ill be endless

another day my head is full of worms
ill sink myself into the earth's rich dirt
ill be a pretty tree, and kids will pick my leaves
and when the sun goes out, ill lose my everything

there is nothing to signify my days by

lyrics:
shattered wine glasses are only the best for last years worst night out
you sip on your soda pretending its vodka a child knows nothing about
"youre so old for your age"
intelligence depends on your mental state
i am rosemary, im growing in plenty
and i know you'll give what i take
im getting older, i took your slim shoulders, youre angry that i cant forgive
she wasnt a mother, cause mothers love daughters like lavender drops your nose hints
"youre so old for your age"
my brain hasnt flipped the next chapters page
im just a kid still, im driving up downhill
cause i never got what i hate
im in the backyard, pretending im on mars, cause i hate all rooms in our house
i lie to your girlfriends, say im doing better, just nudge me and yell yourself out
im not old enough for my age
cause im all grown up whats there left to say
im nothing different, than a child frustrated 
that i never got time to play

Shattered Wine Glasses

sorry for not uploading having a creative slump or whatever u call it

qm type beat

https://frogbug.hearnow.com/
just a boy making his silly little songs

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