SPINE CHILLING VOICE HALHEARTED YOUR VOCALS JUST KEEP GETTING BETTER AND BETTER

featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) (Ciche&Jarn)

Cope

Cope w/ hero And Kbackwood$

produced by cxrter & caves
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
i just got the message that my feelings all got turned down
wasteful word of mouth
if we wont ever work out, time to move towns
I don't wanna burn out

i don't wanna turn out like the people all around me
just like you found me
yea my vision was cloudy
my heart was pounding
all you had to say to me
was quit the shouting
how u make it seem like make believe
heart been crunching like some maple leaves
u said that i couldn't pay to leave
now i'm up chillin in major league
they watch me when i pull the cash out
i don't even really want em to see
but that stuff fall out of my bag now
so whatever it is it'll be

what is this timing it got me mad now
trusted my eyes and then had to back down
push me on the ground when i'm trapped is where i lie now
lately its been so hard to relax when i lay down

don't wanna try now
all alone in a nice house
don't condone what i do now
you never check on ur phone how
summer is coming up and hopefully i'm in a new town
hopefully i'm like an hour away so she never shows up
and you cannot hear if there's something to say
ill keep my doors shut
i always complain but i'll take the blame 
i'll blame it on poor luck
what is this timing it got me mad now
pushing up my feelings and time to say goodbye now

i don't wanna turn out like the people all around me
just like you found me
yea my vision was cloudy
my heart was pounding
all you had to say to me
was quit the shouting

ohhh-ohhh-ohhh
turning out like this makes me feel like this stuff never ends
ohhh-ohhh-ohhh
wish that i could make some sense but you don't want that ever again

cxrter & brecken - new town (prod. cxrter x caves)

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

Something a little different for you all we hope you like.

Something Midwest next stay tuned and the cypher will be coming too (((:

Lyrics will be up soon

Letterman (andy heller)

prod. heyzbee

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
something’s wrong i cannot say what’s happening 
it seems so bleak 
i lean on my one technique with messaging
message oblique 

(2x)
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

open your mouth, i swear to god
you don’t really know about the meds on 
half of the time i don’t say what i want
i just put it all down and leave it in a song
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

i been here since dawn and i cannot die with this, my chest needs a lift 
secrets untold i’m still unsure how to exist, i do hate the myths
i might say things that are against everything you have said, you’re not innocent 
don’t you look for me cuz i hate your existence, but let’s talk a bit 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat

virus

lyrics

[maesk]
this state I'm in concerning
the story’s say i’m learning
but the double fire in my chest says otherwise while burning

hidden leaf is purging
these questions got me turning
but the truth is i can change the way u see it with my right use of my wording

love i don’t deserve it
a different shaded person
how am i supposed to think with foreign substances, i'm hurting

but this pressure, i keep working
i keep pushing for a purpose
wish someone could just understand and close the fucking curtains

[decks]

lately i don’t think i feel quite like me anymore
open up a door
close another three or four
i’ve been pushing to be better but its hard to cure
both my eyes are sore
you’re the one i can’t ignore
hard to cement my status as a graduate
i told you once i’d heard of it
i won’t be unlearning it
spar with the gray light painting you a pacifist
if its how it is
say it like you’re meaning it

if you’d embrace it like i know you could
we’d have a chance, maybe we aren’t the only ones
i need a break, love, odds are only ten to one
i know its all but done, but you’re the setting sun
if you’d embrace it like i know you could
we’d have a chance, maybe we aren’t the only ones
i need a break, love, odds are only ten to one
i know its all but done, but you’re the setting sun

[maesk]

wrapped around my wounds but i am heartless
healed in your view theres not a scar left
baby if the clouds had lightened up i would've parted
just trust you'll remain inside my heart

nothing left to lose now for me 
but dear this is the last time you see
i can't do this anymore ok
baby would you please just look away

setting sun

setting sun ft decks (jolst x pekarot)

the more i bleed
the more i think of you
all it takes
for sense to come into
 
on that walk home theres no one to save me
theres noting left to do
in fall on morrision drive
i saw it look me dead in the eye

*i chose you
i was meant too
decieve you
not fear you
you fear me
and see me
when you sleep

why wont you get away
get me taking meds for my brain
to numb whats left of my senses
intense disaster refacting

it looked me dead in the eye
and yeah it made me cry
it looked me dead in the eye
i lost which way i was going
it looked me dead in the eye
dead by morning

to this day it chills me to the bone
how i never made it home
taken all control

Dead in the eye (prod. recyclebin)

lyrics 

I was in love with u 
but what was that u saying 
'coz im fucked up it's over 
and u just look like satan

was it just the sex
was it just the head
was it what was left of all my fucking flesh

u told me to stop
i'm going full throttle
u got all this dirt on my name
and u throwing the bottle

sometimes hard for me to wake
so I gotta wake and bake
I can't be the one to save u now
i'm not good with fake love

fucked my image but thats not enough
left my body in acid for a month
I don't love u baby it's just the drugs
I don't love u baby it's just ur body

I know that my soul was there to take
and it just fucking kills me when ur sorry
'coz I know u don't really feel that way 
I feel like i'm soon to take a bath thats bloody

in those first days..
in those first few days I look back and i'm ok

'coz thats not how I thought it'd be 
I told her she was my queen
she told me I was her king
but now our kingdoms dust & leaves

thought i'd set the perfect scene
but now I'm coming out clean
all I wanted u to be
was just happy in these sheets

first those whispers then those screams
hollow body, yes
sit aside my bones for u so u can chew on the flesh

dust & leaves (hollowprpl)

Ambitions (prod. VEINS)

all of my friends find my presence alarming
and momma im sorry i cant stop self harming
baby im sorry im not ur prince charming
all i haves bad luck my name isnt charlie

is it 2 much just 2 ask for a litle bit of help 
im dying alone on the floor!
is it 2 much just 2 ask for a pick me up
 somebody loan me a heart of my own

im afraid mines been taken
away to a place where theyre no longer vacant
all thats left is self hatred for me
wont you break down my skull in the pavement

mama I'm sorry
I hope you don't find this alarming
I'm a joker
she's harley
but that girl is fake like a barbie

won't be here in the morning
I pour out my feelings and stop the recording
if I get found dead they'd be awfully supportive
I had a plan but this missions aborted
mission failed

we'll get em next time
(rest of the lyrics later xD I'm at work 😢)

mission failed ft. popularreject (king theta x etchmygrave)

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“halfhearted” on spotify

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

halfhearted

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