Nobody Special

So now I'm 20. I'm uncomfortable as hell with it. And I'm uncomfortable about Feeling uncomfortable about it. I've been depressed and upset about this happening since july. And for 2 months i've been actively returning to the lyrics I originally wrote and Adding, and changing things and trying to make it feel Right. But it just never did. I just can't Plan out a song like this. I wanted to create something distressing. Something that just Stresses you out to listen to. All the change of tone and a daunting still pace. But at the same time that I start fresh with my lyrics entirely I still felt the need to encapsulate some of the things I felt Throughout the days coming closer and closer to my birthday. So. With that being said. This absolute mess, newly in progress 2 times and scraped 4- then ultimately thrown together in the course of One night. Is Gerascophobia. And i think that shows off what i've been feeling perfectly.

Gerascophobia (prod. Downcast)

Life Of A Hotboii

I Really (feat. 42 Dugg & Moneybagg Yo)

Falling / Apart

Dial Tone

Catch Your Breath - Dial Tone

thank you for everything brother.

vocals: lil peep

prod by me

cut myself w/lil peep

Lil Peep -The Day I Finally Do It Extended

Inspired by Brennan Savage's "Cold World" prod. by Hector Vae

STREAM

COLD DAY IN HELL

When We Ball

When We Ball (feat. Hotboii)

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/jEXbrEt6T9U 🔥

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Lyrics

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

I’ve done
So much
It’s playin in my head at night

How come
I can’t
Seem to make it feel alright

Make time
Slow down
Stop to think of our demise

Take time
Break up
Nothing changes but the lies

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Ring Ring
The telephone goes
I aint pick up the phone

Ima let it call all night
Cuz bitch Im too damn fucking high
Too fucking pick this up tonight

I get high, so that I won’t fall
But isolation takes it all
The phone is ringing down the hall,
I want you, but I’m too gone to call

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Use me to deny all the pain
I gave a fuck when you ain’t
Ill be there when you need me
Like its gun b fine, cuz my hug from behind
All safe

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

The Sin of Sloth

Emfuckingbrace Me

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Emfuckingbrace Me w/ Nicolas Sales (CRCL)

No Limit

I'm Exxtra Sick 💕
A New York born Italian American. I make music on my own as an experimental expression of stress. I love to flow through different genres and vibes. I lean towards dark themes in all my music. My rap is about ones self. About intense emotions. About intense experiences. About the power that comes from indulging in the deepest, darkest parts of human thoughts and urges. And about forcing yourself to keep coming out on top every time life turns into hell. 

enjoy the journey
xx Exxtra


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Gerascophobia (prod. Downcast)

Exxtra Sick

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