literally just vibing

yeah i sit pretty when you tell me to stay 
tell me i’m a good girl then you throw me away x2

ill take you to my grave, 
i already got it made 
but someday you’re gonna pay 
for all the stupid shit you say 

you must really like the taste 
like the flavor of my name 
cause i hear it on the daily 
feeling so damn famous 

yeah i sit pretty when you tell me to stay 
tell me i’m a good girl then you throw me away x2

if i do my best 
does that still make me depressed 
try to get it off my chest 
but you say it’s for the best 

rushing getting dressed 
i pretend that i’m not stressed 
can’t just be a good girl 
no i gotta be the best 



got a hundred friends 
but they all hate me 
feeling closer to 
my dog and bong lately 

got a hundred friends
but they all hate me 
they all hate me 
they all hate me 


yeah i sit pretty when you tell me to stay 
tell me i’m a good girl then you throw me away x2

sit pretty ✨✨✨✨💖💖💖

i go on vacation to walmart 
cause i never like to travel too far 
if i don’t know who you are
ill just ghost you like i’m gengar 

i just wanna let you know 
cause i can’t seem to leave my home 
always think my brain is broken 
stuck in my bed like i’m frozen 

stand you 
i can’t stand you 
you’re so brand new 
i’m like 2002 

i can’t stand you 
i can’t stand you 
you’re so brand new 
i’m like 2022

i go on vacation to walmart 
cause i never like to travel too far 
if i don’t know who you are
ill just ghost you like i’m gengar

im good thanks

the very first song i ever wrote was over this guitar melody played by my dad, and this is an homage to that original (now lost) song and my dad ♥️

i get it from my dad

pack my bag go to your house 
grab the gas on my way out 
gone through it a thousand times 
but i always forget my lines 

staring at the trees 
i like them better when they’re green 
i don’t feel like me 
when i spend all day in my screens 
why can’t i be you 
i feel like you’d know what to do 
everything feels different 
i just hope it isn’t true 
(x2) 

why can’t i control my head 
it’s the good things that i dread 
think i’m running out of places where i can escape the faces 

always falling down it’s just compassion that i need 
my heads always spinning but i get back on my feet 

why can’t i be you 
i feel like you’d know what to do 
everything feels different 
i just hope it isn’t true 

(bridge) 

i feel safe when i’m with you 
in bed watching scooby doo 
only keep my shit together 
so i can stay here forever 

staring at the trees 
i like them better when they’re green 
i don’t feel like me 
when i spend all day in my screens 

why can’t i be you 
i feel like you’d know what to do 
everything feels different 
i just hope it isn’t true 

only keep my shit together 
so i can stay here forever

trees

morning song (instrumental)

got these red flowers growing out of me 
should i see the doc or maybe let it be
maybe if i’m lucky ill turn into a tree 
nah ill just die and come back next spring 

always think i’m growing, but i’m wilting 
think i see the sun, but it’s just your high beams 
waited for the rain, but it just drowns me 
maybe it’s just not meant to be 

just forget to water me 
i’ll just die and come back next spring 
just forget to water me 
i’ll just die and come back next spring

growing through the cracks

grind it up

if you promise to stay in my bed
i promise to stay out of your head 
does it count if i ask one question 
no its about that love shit 

i just wanted some company 
i understand if you can’t be 
available all the time 
but if you are, hit my line 

fuckin with that girl from high school 
she’s pretty cute but i am too 
is she wife material 
she prolly only makes cereal 

but i kinda love captain crunch 
and i know you never eat lunch 
maybe i’ve got something to prove 
maybe that just means losing you 

talking to that girl from high school 
she’s pretty cute i like her 
i think she’s wife material 
she makes the best cereal 

she begs to stay in my bed 
always know what’s going on in her head 
she says you know you can ask me anything 
even when we finish arguing

wiFe mAtEriAL

daddy why did you eat my fries? 
i bought them they were mine 
but you ate them
you ate my fries 
and i cried 
but you didn’t see me cry 

daddy do you even love me? 
well i wish you’d show it
cause i wouldn’t know it 

what kind of dad eats his daughters fries, 
and doesn’t look her in the eyes? 
daddy there were tears there 
if you saw them would you even care

fry song - adventure time cover

just forget it 
i dont need it 
just forget it 
you can keep it 

just forget it 
i don’t even need it, 
just wanted a reason 
just forget it 
you can keep it 
i don’t even need it 

(just forget it) 

(just forget it) 

(just forget it) 

(forget it)

forget it

back in bed where everything makes sense 
no more creeping thoughts in my head 
overthinking everything you said 
“not enough” do you want me dead

you>me

“just drink some purple gatorade”
he said and then he walked away 
toilet bowl holds me in place 
as i wipe dinner off my face 

“can you please help me to bed?”
he says “if you give me h**d”
fuck this i’ll go anywhere else instead 
even if that means i end up dead 

if only i had control of both my legs
i’d go downstairs and torch this place 
maybe leave the oven on, 
maybe let some gas leak, 
“i got a surprise for you, 
but promise that you won’t peak!”

watching everything go up in flames
never ever have to see his stupid face 
melted all the pain away 
but that’s only for today 

wishing you were up in flames 
wishing you were up in flames 

wishing everything was up in flames
up in flames 
up in flames 

instead i crawl across the bathroom 
floor and make my way to the bedroom door 
he said “food, could you get me some more?” 
and that’s when i decided i’m okay with gore

up in flames

drifting to my left 
cut around the corner 
hope i hit the checkered line 
way before you 

no i don’t fuck with the karts 
hit the gas before the start 
you know bikes are where it’s at 
try to get the star and dash 

gotta get an item 
so i can get by em 
just kidding i’m at the front 
don’t need to rely on luck

no i don’t fuck with the karts 
hit the gas before the start 
you know bikes are where it’s at 
try to get the star and dash 

wanna go to rainbow road 
i’m toadette and you’re a toad 
you’re falling off the sides yeah 
and i fly right by ya 

no i don’t fuck with the karts 
hit the gas before the start 
you know bikes are where it’s at 
try to get the star and dash 

i’m just tryna finish first 
dry bones 12th hes the worst 
i’m gonna win i can tell 
and then i see the blue shell

8 deluxe

take a pill and go to sleep 
i’m chasing witches in the street
i’m the last page in your book 
can’t write a song only do hooks 

watching horses in the field 
the dragon rests in agony 

when i’m afraid i lose my mind 
it’s fine it happens all the time x2

isolation caved in 
i adore you 
the sound of your skin 

so many lies that i found 
blood, heaven, i stick to the ground 
so many times i realized 
what i seek for is right in front of my eyes 

i’m alone in a hole in the ground 
a theater of dogs is still around 
my furniture has come alive 
i’m dancing with a candlestick tonight 

flying kites 
reaping outside my window 
smiles with fright 

i adore you, the sound of your skin 

isolation caved in 
i adore you 
the sound of your skin

isolation caved in 
i adore you 
the sound of your skin

agony (yung lean cover)

she woke me up and told me it was time to go to work 
i can’t even think about that when i’m still this hurt 
she told me to go to work 
and i said no im really hurting 

like a kid avoiding school i make A’s now 
but being so far up makes for a long way down 
that’s why when i crash, im gone for good 
wont make my way back up, like i know i should 

hard to get your shit together when you’re this far 
promise that im trying i just don’t know where to start 
children of the corn im stuck inside this maze 
lucky me im used to being still for days 
fucked up but im pushing forward anyways 
push it all away except the razor blades 

push it all away except the razor blades

long way down

whats cookin good lookin (@skullrush remix)

today i almost died 
we went for a long car ride 
you talked all about your music 
and i wish i listened to it 

instead i was fantasizing 
about swimming while i’m driving 
if you’d asked me where my head was 
i’d say right where your old friend is 

consider this my note 
i thought about every line i wrote 
i don’t wanna go down there 
but i’d rather do that than share 
every thought that’s in my head 
like what i’d give to just drop dead 
i hope you understand 
i know these feelings like the back of my hand 

know it like the back of my hand

816 (the day i almost died)

i’ll just close my eyes 
and hope you come back 
in the meantime 
ill find a new stack 
you said “i’ll be gone”
and if you’re so sure
i don’t know why 
i should stick around anymore 

you said i should spend some 
time being sober 
but you wanna smoke 
every time you come over 
i can give it up if it’s what you want 
but nothing else sounds that fun

i should

on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone 
sitting on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone 

sitting on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone 
sitting on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone 

thinkin that i hear my phone once again 
but it’s just the ringing that’s in my head 
you could hit me up and we could go to bed 
but i didn’t hear a single word that you said 

walking around outside for the first time in like 9 weeks 
got a healthy dose of anxiety 
called and asked you if you wanted to meet at my place
you know me so well you showed up with a fresh eighth 

i look at my phone everyday 
bitter that it can’t be your face 
jealous of your mirror some days 
maybe i can come take its place 

candles to get rid of the scent 
of your old spice deodorant 
i try so hard just to forget 
even if it’s just a second 


on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone 

sitting on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone 

sitting on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone 

sitting on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone 

sitting on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone 

sitting on my purple throne 
just like always, i’m alone

purple throne

yeah i wanna kill myself 
but you could never tell 
you know i don’t have the guts 
so i say oh well 
x2 

tired of fucking hiding 
day in and day out 
sorry if my crying 
drowns all your songs out 

sorry that my blood 
might stain your carpet 
i know it looks bad
but i’m only getting started 

i’ll light up my own bowl 
torturing my own soul 
will you please come sit with me 
so i can have my own show 

it’s too good to be true 
but i couldn’t see through 
you’re worse than the weed 
that i need when i see you 


yeah i wanna kill myself 
but you could never tell 
you know i don’t have the guts 
so i say oh well 
x2 

ill just sit in my room 
mope around all day 
sorry if that bothers you 
wipe this frown off my face 

if i’m happy, im too proud 
but crying is not allowed 
find my own way back out 
just throw me back down 

anxiety multiplies
this isn’t a suicide 
cause i don’t think i’m alive 
fighting off the blowflies 

forty seconds, someone dies 
all because they hate their life 
grass is always greener 
hope they made it to the other side 

yeah i wanna kill myself 
but you could never tell 
you know i don’t have the guts 
so i say oh well 
x2

never tell

i always have nightmares 
i’m so scared cause you’re right there 
you’re staring straight at me 
i pretend that i don’t see 

flooring it on 92 
try to get away from you 
and it happens every night 
race me to the red light 

wish i had some xanax 
i should really learn to manage 
look at all the different faces 
and i start to panic 

slowly start to fade away 
fuck i made a big mistake 
can’t do this shit anymore 
i think i’m fucked up to the core 

i always have nightmares 
i’m so scared cause you’re right there 
you’re staring straight at me 
i pretend that i don’t see 

flooring it on 92 
try to get away from you 
and it happens every night 
race me to the red light 

tell me i’m no good and i do things that no one should 
tell me i’m a waste just push me down spit in my face 
fuck it i give up cause i just don’t know what to do 
ill just go home get real high and put on scooby doo 

i always have nightmares 
i’m so scared cause you’re right there 
you’re staring straight at me 
i pretend that i don’t see 

flooring it on 92 
try to get away from you 
and it happens every night 
race me to the red light

m0nster

my hearts too big for my body 
and that’s why nobody likes me x2

wish i wasn’t like this 
but i don’t get to pick 
he calls me a genius 
i feel pretty stupid 

i know im a weirdo 
he likes me so it’s cool though
wishing i had more friends 
always hitting dead ends 

my hearts too big for my body
and that’s why nobody likes me x2

people call me sensitive 
i think my heart is just too big 
people always think i’m rude 
but it’s just cause i’m scared of you

heart too big

fucked up on the couch but you’re by my side 
crying late at night but you mute my mind 
i know that you’ll stay until the sunrise 
probably stay over another night 

sorry if you wake up in dream world 
i know it’s tough but i’m glad you could be here 
always afraid it’s the last time that i’ll see him 
just wanna be his baby til the day we’re buying coffins

i do it often, i overthink everything when we’re talkin 
you know i just want a ring, but it’s all good 
so instead ill sing about my problems,
i won’t solve them 

fucked up on the couch but you’re by my side 
crying late at night but you mute my mind 
i know that you’ll stay until the sunrise 
probably stay over another night 



bought a half, choke it down and laugh 
all this weed is why i never have a lot of cash 
i’ll be broke til the end of my days 
just because it’s easier than changing my ways 

feeling like i’m dreaming 
hear a sound and look down, 
and i’m bleeding 
staring while i bleed out, i don’t feel it 
you’ll miss me when i’m gone and im a spirit 
delirious 

fucked up on the couch but you’re by my side 
crying late at night but you mute my mind 
i know that you’ll stay until the sunrise 
probably stay over another night



fucked up on the couch but you’re by my side 
crying late at night but you mute my mind 
i know that you’ll stay until the sunrise 
probably stay over another night

dream world

wanna play with you but you don’t play fair 
always a bad loser wish i didn’t care 
tell myself it’s okay while you pick another game 
think of who you used to be and cry cause it’s a damn shame 

even up the score 
i wish i could get some more points 
you can mop the floor with me 
id do anything for you 

i know it’s just a game 
but i hate it all the same 
i can take the blame 
if you promise me you won’t change 

wanna play with you but you don’t play fair 
always a bad loser wish i didn’t care 
tell myself it’s okay while you pick another game 
think of who you used to be and cry cause it’s a damn shame 

smoke and order pizza 
queue up to play dva 
i’ll do anything i have to 
just so i can keep ya 

smoke and order pizza 
queue up to play dva 
i’ll do anything i have to 
just so i can keep ya

gamer girl (preview)

percussionist turned mediocre songwriter 
she quirky doe 
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