Lyrics:

I want you to think That i can actually change
I dont want you to think of me
As that junkie who always stays the same And cut after cut and smoke after smoke I feel my lungs go black and than my throat starts to choke
I want you to see me the way that i see you I see you made in marble and chizzled from straight out of stone
I know i promised id change but i couldnt do it again
I still pick up that fucking dirty ass was pen I swear didnt mean to relapse it just happens
But i want you to know that i will always love you my friend

Shit idk

Im tired 
And my hands are full wax
Its loke everything i do seems to fall and colapse

A failure 
Is what I’ve always been
I cant blame anyone else but my own incompetence 

Im short fat man with an ego to match his height
And everytging i ever is say is never wrong im always right

Dont talk to me before ive had my moring vodka coffee
I cant start my day without feeling the warm liquor burn my throat

Im a fool 
Im a joke 
Ima fucken mistake
Ima pig
Im a rat 
Ima fucken ingrate
Ima glut
Ima sin
Im so full of hate
Im a lair
I am selfish
I leave no food on my plate 
I eat everything i see
Ill even eat my feelings and youll see no crimbs left 
Ask me how are you?
Ill say hey im doing fine
But the truth is i wanna die

Mr Selfish needs love too

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
I feel the blood on my hands 
Just like you did that day 
I think I’m losing faith
Can you give me a sign
That my guardian angel 
Is right by my side 

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
But everyone i do 
I still feel the same 
I can’t control my thought 
Full of impurity’s
I hope that one day the mirror 
Can say that I see me
So give me a sign 
I know that it’s selfish
But I think of you don’t 
I’ll just end it

Clip my dirty wings

Lyrics:

A quiet night 
With no stars in the sky
All lit up with a giant beam
Of moonlight 
Oh why
Tell me why
Oh why
Tell me why
I thought you could change 
Into someone different 
I want to live my life
I wanna feel alive
A quiet night 
With no stars in the sky
All lit up with a gaint beam 
Of moonlight
Tell me why
Tell me why
I hate my life
Tell me why 
I haven’t been feeling 
Anything but alright

a rose without thorns

Lyrics 

Filthy and fucking ugly

Filthy and fucking ugly

Filthy and fucking ugly

Filthy and fucking ugly

You will never be

Someone worth waiting for

Youll never be

Someone great oh no 

You lie

All the time

You cry

For no reason at all

Youre so ugly 

And so fucking disgusting

I fucking hate the way you look

I hate the way you sound

And the way you sing

And the things you say

I just hate everything there is to be

I hate everything that is within me

I just wanna be someone else even for a day

I might look for a permanant soloution 

For me now

I just wanna find 

One fucking

One fucking 

One fucking

Escape

I wanna go 

Far away

From myself

Let me go

Escape

fields

voicemail

Its fucking ass
Lyrics 

Often times i sit around
I never know what im gonna do yet
Im only 20 years old 
But i wanna fucking let this go
There are days when i just wanna fucking die
Everyone tells me that im doing great in my life
But fuck you you dont know a godamn thing
You just see all that i show you
You just see the mask i put on
But deep down i wanna go
I onow how selfish it is to end my life
But what do i do when i just wanna feel alraight
There are days when i stare at the mirror
And just wonder why the fuck am i still trying
All these fucking drugs do no good 
I cant even feel them in my system not anymore
Omg i hate myself so much
I just wanna find a way to feel good
Maybe one day i will 
Maybe one day ill be happy to wake up and just be me
Oh wouldnt that be nice
But thinking about it i know it only a fantasy

I really fucking hate

i want you to be my girl

Lyrics:

I wanna find a way out of my own mind

I wanna find a way out of my own mind

You ugly fuck all you do is cry

All you do is cry

Wont you do something better for once in your life

Wont you do something better for once in your life

Wont you do something better for once in your life

Do something good

Just do something

Just do something

Do something

It’s shit that’s the point
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