loneliness and despair

sabh

I hate this damn place.

Copy of Fried By Fluoride

She Hates Me

You Tell me what you believe in
I push it away
I won’t let you control me 
The Witches they laugh
Oh how I wish I were home
The things I couldnt hold 
I see you’re certain, well
You need a certain hell
To Decompose your mind I need to see it go inside
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again
It works out, it works out always
I fall for whatever you make
It always gets captured in frames
The Praxis you practice it fades
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again

soil

atlas

cry cuz you're so worthless
die without a purpose 
why do we do all this
well, I can't tell

Cuz I'm so bummed out
My life's not fun now
I'll just shut down
Cuz I'm so bummed out
I'm so bummed out 

Lie down forever
Try but doesn't get better 
why am I so bitter 
Well I can't tell

Bummed Out

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memories

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apathy

analog_mannequin - milk cassette x.mp3 (slowed)

you WILL delete discord
you WILL stop being a pedophile

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling detached
There's no coming back
I wanted to say that
I hate you
The hate in my heart
It drives me so far
Away from the things that
I always knew

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

[Verse 2]
You're all getting kids
You're all bowling pins
That I would strike down
If life was a game
So thoughtless and cruel
You think you're so cool
I don't think you deserve
Another day

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?
I miss thе one that I know I lost
I miss the one that I lovе a lot
Drinking again in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

The Love I Lost - Fried by Fluoride

stuck again, it never ends
know you're running around my head, i'm tired
i'm tired (and i tried)
i still feel you in my lungs
i'm sorry, i'm sorry
i'm sorry i care so much

i feel like i figured it out
even if i didn't im here
i hope you don't figure it out
you'll end up head over heels

(you can let me crawl into your skin until you feel)
(i feel like im dying)

i'm sorry i care so much

yaelokre • harpy hare //

Lyrics 
I hate you so much
But i can't leave you anymore 
Cause you're all i have
Why did i commit to this
Why do i pretend like i'm happy in this place
When i know that i'm not
Was it my mistake to think of you as the one and only 
That i love
Yeah im a fucking fool
I miss all my little friends 
I miss all the things i would do with them
I just wanna feel like 
My life means something again
But it means nothing
Can you touch me
Can you say it's alright
Can you tell me another lie
Can you please kiss me
Can you please love me
Can you please tell me nothings gonna change.

abcense of subtance

Lyrics:

Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say that your pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Cause i think about it all the time
Yeah i think about taking my own life
I havent felt myslef in such a long
Muthafucking time
I still wanna cut myself when im alone
I still wanna grab a rope and throw it over 
the ceiling fan
And see what happens when i hang
I think about it every fucking day
And i dont know how to cope with these feelings
So i sit in my room and i sing these silly fucking songs
Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say you are pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Though your past your prime
Do you ever think about not breathing
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Yeah i wanna fucking die

Do you ever think about not breathing

@prodsickboi

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

12 gauge shotgun on my back
bitch i ain’t cutting you no slack
pour a little bottle of the cognac
bend that lil bitch over and break her back

take a lil nap off a xan
i’m taking the world in my hands
ashing the blunt on my pants
she’s asking me what’s my plan

(what’s my plan)

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

i can feel it changing me
will i ever get myself back
i know you know what i need
i know it’s fucking killing me

i’ll smoke a cigarette and fucking hate it
breathing so slow don’t think i’ll make it
i’m falling to pieces can’t you see
why won’t you come and set me freeeee

(let the blood spill on the floor
oh i cant take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core)

12 gauge

Lucky

i'm sorry

I’m feeling distant again

I don’t know what the name

Of this feeling is

I wanna feel real

But we’re falling apart

Tell me what is wrong 

What the fuck is wrong

I don’t wanna feel this way

No of these things make sense 

So what the fuck Is wrong

I really wanna know 

Why I feel this way

All this mind numbing pain 

Please make it stop

Feeling distant again

Departure Lane

Lyrics:

I cut myself again
Did you notice?
I slit it vertically 
Just for attention
I don’t care if you wanna stop me
Because you know that I won’t listen
Yeah I won’t listen
I won’t listen to you
Or to any fucking one who tells me
How to live my life
And I’ll say 
fuck you and I’ll cut it again
I’ll cut it again 
And I don’t give a fuck if I end it
I think that it’s time for me to go
This time hopefully it’s quick not slow

i told you not to leave me alone

#lofi  #sadcore #chill #alternative #bossanova #slowcore #nightcore #introvert

Entrance（AKG cover）/ エントランス

The Obsessives - Home

Sawan by Naalayak/ Sahil Samuel 
1st single release 

Written & Composed by ''Sahil Samuel''

Produced by ''Naalayak/ Sahil Samuel 

Vocals|Acoustic Guitar : Sahil Samuel
Mixed & Mastered by ''Keshav Dhar"

Naalayak/ Sahil Samuel -Sawan

Bust your kneecaps

Blackpilled Again

I'm Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room (UhOhSlater cover)

you not the same (slowed down version)

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