I’m kind of tired 
Lyrics:
I dont wanna be here anymore 
I just wanna close my eyes and snore 
It’s getting a little harder to get out of bed 
Sometimes I’m kinda wishing I wake up dead 

But I’m scared
I’m scared of losing all the people I love 
And oh I’m so scared
I’m sitting on the rooftop up 10 flights of stairs
Oh and I stare 
I stare at the ground and just prepare 

and I’m so fucking scared 
And I’m so fucking unprepared 
And oh now I’m falling down 
I’m
Falling faster and faster 
Down to my despair 

And I hit the floor and I went splat 
I saw my arm go so flat 
Oh god why did you make me die 

And now I have a crowd form around me 
I have my blood on my surroundings 
And now I’m becoming so cold 
Is this what it means to let go

Let Go

I can’t put the fork down today 
All of these thoughts rumble in my brain
I think that I’m going insane 
Oh baby I am not okay 

I still eat all my feelings away
But still can’t seem to gain any weight 
I hate my body my souls and I 
God I just wanna fucking die 

I just wanna die
I hate my soul and fucking mind 

And maybe it’s not so bad 
But I don’t seem to stand a chance 
I’m fighting against my own mind
And I think I lost for the millionth fucking time

And this is it 
My final straw 
I’m feel so week 
I’m gonna end it all 

I’m gonna end it all today 
And don’t you dare tell me to stay 
When all you wanted was for me to go
Go so fucking far away  

And now the time has come for me 
To have me dead is you wanted to see
So now i give you my final gift 
Watch my soul float away and drift

My Finale Gift To You

Lyrics:

I want you to think That i can actually change
I dont want you to think of me
As that junkie who always stays the same And cut after cut and smoke after smoke I feel my lungs go black and than my throat starts to choke
I want you to see me the way that i see you I see you made in marble and chizzled from straight out of stone
I know i promised id change but i couldnt do it again
I still pick up that fucking dirty ass was pen I swear didnt mean to relapse it just happens
But i want you to know that i will always love you my friend

Shit idk

Wrong notes but its not jazz

Lyrics:

I really liked this flower and it was so pure
But it looked so much better 
growing on its own and of that i'm sure
Sometimes i still think about that flower 
Even though i have a garden 
And with every rose i cut and tulip that i trim 
That pretty flower is still what i miss

And In my garden i plant these seeds
Trying to grow you but i just sprout weeds
I don't regret leaving you alone
But i really wish i had one of you to grow for my own

Oh how i wish i could see you grow
Your small pedals and delicate stem
I miss you and i wish that you weren't with him
I know you'll never love me because in the end 
It’s like you said
We're just friends…

Oh how i wished that you watered me too
Oh how that i could grow alongside you

a pretty flower is best left untouched

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
I feel the blood on my hands 
Just like you did that day 
I think I’m losing faith
Can you give me a sign
That my guardian angel 
Is right by my side 

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
But everyone i do 
I still feel the same 
I can’t control my thought 
Full of impurity’s
I hope that one day the mirror 
Can say that I see me
So give me a sign 
I know that it’s selfish
But I think of you don’t 
I’ll just end it

Clip my dirty wings

Lyrics:

A quiet night 
With no stars in the sky
All lit up with a giant beam
Of moonlight 
Oh why
Tell me why
Oh why
Tell me why
I thought you could change 
Into someone different 
I want to live my life
I wanna feel alive
A quiet night 
With no stars in the sky
All lit up with a gaint beam 
Of moonlight
Tell me why
Tell me why
I hate my life
Tell me why 
I haven’t been feeling 
Anything but alright

no stars tonight

Am I wasting my time?

Ithinkhesslowingdown.m4a

Lyrics

Hurt me and ill love you
Tell me what to do
Ill listen through and through
Ill do what you want me to do
Hate me and i love me
Tell me am i crazy
Why am i waiting for
Someone who will never 
Come back into my life
Into my life
Into my life
Into my life
I wanna see you again 
Even just once 
Itll make my life
To know you dont hate me
To know youre still out there
Being you
Just being you
Being you
Just being you

Standing alone waiting for noone

Ive been trying for years to feel something different for once
I get left alone
I get left alone and i have nothing to do
I just wanna know 
Will i find out?
Please i dont want to be entrapped anymore
I wanna go somewhere where i dont feel like im a waste of space
Oh no
I just wanna know what its like to be 
Whats it like to be you
So easily ammused
You have no worries when you wake
You live day by day doing what you want
Whatever you want
I wanna be you
Oh i wanna be you
Wanna be you

Whats its like to be you?

It’s shit that’s the point
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