Pure is the first single of my first official studio album. It’s an ode to the ups and downs of people. I wrote it back in December of 2023, when I was covered in the mist of Milan, the city I come from. Meaningful experiences are what I look up around me, even if it means to suffer. And it’s the first lookout at my own self navigating new and obscure waters, my inner world.

Mariluna x Duckdealer - Pure

"Not To Disneyland" is a deeply emotional and personal track where I open up about the painful experiences of violence I endured from my father. Through raw and honest lyrics, I take you back to my childhood, a time when my journey wasn’t to a place of joy and wonder like Disneyland, but to a realm of suffering and fear, akin to Silent Hill.

The song begins with an innocent question from my younger self, trying to understand why my life was so starkly different from that of other kids. The images I evoke are powerful and heart-wrenching: the devil haunting my dreams, the fog and flames representing my constant state of dread, and the bruises on my knees as a testament to the unwarranted punishments I received.

I share the story of my abusive father and my absent mother, too preoccupied with seeking out relationships to notice the hell I was living through. The descriptions of the physical abuse are intense and painful: being forced to eat ash from cigarettes, the belt coming off, and the terror and humiliation that followed.

With a direct and unfiltered narrative, I convey the guilt and sense of loss, expressing a desperate question about what I have become and how hard it is to find my shattered soul.

"Not To Disneyland" is more than just a song; it's a cry of pain and a plea for understanding and empathy. It's an invitation to reflect on the invisible scars that domestic violence can leave and the resilience needed to try to rebuild oneself.

Mariluna x Duckdealer - Not To Disneyland

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7. Secret Love

8. Tamagotchi

9. Loop

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