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//あなたは私に死んでいる//

lyrics
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droppin' my friends like flies
i'm so mortified
i don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what i find
cue the voice inside
kill my fucking mind
smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
i'm just lost in my
head and i know why
you don't care but i declare this love will never die

i can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
let it rain
i know pain
i know blood will always stain
i know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
what's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage
what's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same
i'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
all my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame
fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time i hear your name

so you packed your bags that night
sewed up your wings to fly 
repetition kept me quiet but i got so high
nothing new in my 
realm i guess i'm fine
that's a lie
that's a lie
that's a fucking lie

how do you sleep at night?

follow redrose

trust me (prod. by redrose)

looking at myself in the mirror what a monster
had to load it up and then i eat it like its knackwurst
i cant open up i gotta fiddle with the lock first
whats the point of climbing when u worried if the drop hurts
i just slipped outside inside my nikes
rain had coat my shit and i can hear em laughing at me
i see all my forms like 2014 with the acne
im not gonna hurt em am i lying bitch i might be
bap
i just slapped that boy into reality
i just bent his mind and made him crave his own fatality
no
looks like everything about my salary
ya u got the weekend but the rest you living hourly
check
check
ya i got a cheque
break bread
half of it went to the meds
and the rest had put a polo pony right on top my chest
its a flex
its a flex
i got on at royal york like i was living in the rex

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

i never listen
i never listen
i couldnt get it
i hate the beef
but i eat it up
if u gonna bread it
you got to drinking
and said some shit
told me to forget it
i wish i could
but my memory
gonna know u said it
i go to sleep
hoping catching z's
gonna gimme leverage
when im asleep
its a lucid dream
bout what im forgettin
im drinking up
when im smoking up
knowing ill regret it
im passin out
when im throwing up
like i need a medic

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

it's a cruel, cruel world (eric godlow)

lyrics:

all that remains
in this sunken city tragedy
how can he sleep
when people turn to savagery
i just wanna talk
tell em i just wanna speak
rest of hidden face gonna get him in his sleep
i got ammo
i got trigger words to say when she get mad at me
people
feast on bouts of public negativity
doctor
i dont like that look u got but give it to me honestly
if i fear for my life i guess release could bring serenity

float on
baby whats the point of all this touching 
if i gotta keep my clothes on
every time im walking home from yours i had to act like i was
no one
told me wrap up my hand inside her hair
after she tell me i gotta hold on
sorry if i hesitate i havent these feelings i got in so long

all that remains
in this sunken city tragedy
how can he sleep
when people turn to savagery
i just wanna talk
tell em i just wanna speak
rest of hidden face gonna get him in his sleep
i got ammo
i got trigger words to say when she get mad at me
people
feast on bouts of public negativity
doctor
i dont like that look u got but give it to me honestly
if i fear for my life i guess release could bring serenity

the sunken city debacle (eric godlow)

lyrics:

im locked inside my head
unconsciously conscious
wraith walking shadow men
after all we do it for the screen time woah
walking to the plug im on a bee line woah
2am mcdonalds uber eats woah woah
3am i never get my me time woah
she just put my sheets beneath the sea line woah
i just racked my brain removing landmines woahhhh
expect my waves connecting to my family thru the phone
expect the unexpected i might never leave my home
expect that added tension when i step inside my zone
30 30 is 60
perc dissolve in the schweppes
this murky water could fix me
im zippin down my guiseppe
my clothes depress when im sweaty
my scales just rip at the fleece
im exposed the devil i say a prayer for i sleep

36,000 feet underwater in the western pacific (eric godlow)

lyrics:

night
u don't wanna talk then alright
bite
I wont take the bait when I see it baby
I cant give you everything im just a human
woah why
why u always try to fight
ok
I might call u over then like
olé
then im flying round you like im
sensei
baby I could do this shit like
all day
if that's ok with you
girl im getting so sick of you
and I think its bout time we
headed back home im sick of this party
it felt like 20 hours before it really got started
and every time I shave im gonna always get carded
if I aint think ahead my night is over before it started

its been such a long time
such a long time
i think i read like 36 intelligent societies among the midnight sky
it made me feel alright
i feel alright
honestly its not 100%p of me i tap into the other side
woah turn it up
if you love me then hold me tight
i was on thinning ice
man im getting sick of this world i dont wanna live this boring life
i just had a dream about a feeling i had never felt before
and now i miss it almost every night
sometime in our lives it takes the worst of things to teach us
what to do when no one else'LL help you fight

cool fighting scene from your favourite show (eric godlow)

lyrics:

skies above me cry out grey
i went ahead and burnt it all today
it was never meant to go this way
i was suppose to keep u safe
its a big world so much you could dream up
she max out the shower and get the steam up ya
i got a small brain not too much to think of
could u teach me what its made of ya

carry me away
fucking air lift me away
my mind has reached its limit though id really love to stay
indulging in my pleasures for i meet my timely fate
she had approached me at the party but i aint have to much to say
i
she said it was cute and its ok
cant
no no you mistook my go away
breathe
and thats just bout as forward i can take
without you
i guess u just gotta stay like
old cogs
power this machine
they jammed up
if you love me why you always got defense up
she said its bout time u man up
i think its bout time we wake up
dreams wont bring themselves into fruition on ur day off
crystals scatter my coal nugs
i smoke this wood furnace and i go numb
all day
on the road
all night
im missin home
late night
shes on her own
still shes an angel
on the phone

paint peels
from the walls
forgive me
my face is falling off
ion wanna hear no screaming as my human rots
soon enough ill touch on ur head and ill consume ur thoughts
its funny just how long it took to start wearing off
i drill my feet to rockets and swap my hands for table saws

all day
on the road
all night
im missin home
late night
shes on her own
still shes an angel
on the phone

excerpt from a book i found in the woods (eric godlow)

Mixed by Bixby. 

Cover art by N1ghtforce

Lyrics <3

like I’m smokin
only gonna try when I’m token
Never was a vibe
My heart stolen
Only wanna ride
When I’m toast in

Gas me up you don’t know me
Why tf you gonna act like you’re my homie
Never want to cry but baby does not hold me
I just wish to die so long as it’s not lonely

Sewerperson

winter time
candle lit nights
it was nice
it was fake
she would watch me walk away
into the night as i held my face
it happened over time i wasnt born this way
rip into my chest and you can feel my pain
i would run my hands along her gorgeous face
she would float her back on top my open waist
baby i could make it feel like we were still ok
everytime we reconnect life gets in the way
lately all these negatives been bruising my faith
but i promise ill be fine 

I know it’s time
I know that it’s time for you to leave me
I’m sorry I make you sad
I wish I could just believe me
When you say you love back 

Faceless like a face lift
I tell her that I love her with a face pic
I’m done racin I can’t take it
Still you know I’m finna pull up 86
Graceless when I fall out now
I am no king don’t deserve a crown now
How come when I smile all I see are frowns
Wish I could turn my whole life around

Not Lonely (Feat. Sewerperson) (prod. Takingnone)

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

folk song from the settlement on the edge of the earth (eric godlow)

lyrics:

storms coming
get inside quickly
since noon its been heavy 
and its roughly 1:50
times are changing
and i dont think i like it much
still i cannot help but feel like i aint do enough

when the dust stays down for once
when the plates beneath us hum
but ill understand for once
i am not her oxygen
and when trees stand bare and thirsty
and when the leaves fall down to earth
with my hands all scraped and dirty
can you bring back my worth
its a real long time till tomorrow
i think we should try and work out all the kinks
i just want spend some time with you
but it feels like its borrowed
girl help me out cause i do not know what to think

storms coming
get inside quickly
since noon its been heavy 
and its roughly 1:50
times are changing
and i dont think i like it much
still i cannot help but feel like i aint do enough

i see fireflies through our tent (eric godlow)

lyrics:

if this is how it ends
well im glad you were part of it
this was all inside my head before
i even started it
you made it to the end and i appreciate the tolerance
really im my brain inside my head and that is it
these holograms around me somehow willing me to live
and i know i cant touch u i mean really really touch you
on atomic level shit but thats not how were meant to fit
if you look at people walking everybody moves the same
perfect mess of flesh and bone equipped with total mental reign
when you think about it really only difference is the brain
so thats why im looking thru you when im talking to ur face
please dont be scared
theres nothing for me to think about
its over now
im sober now
i power down

catching up cuz she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when you go out
cause when i fall asleep youre the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak now you busy to go out
threw my dreams out all i do is seep now

its over.  you can go home (eric godlow)

lyrics
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what’s it like to me?
think i finally got the answer if you wanted to see
take a look in my mirror cause it’s shittin’ on me
like a pigeon to a branch when i be up in the trees
pick me up with the breeze
take me far away from here cause i don’t like what i see
constantly contemplating if i really believe
all the feelings that i’m feeling lately life is a dream

but not a good one
really it’s a nightmare
we could hit the park but i don’t really wanna bike there
heard you like my music but the way you treat mes not fair
i address the issue you sell my address for flight fare
and i’m scared
but justifying that is hard & i swear
my focus isn’t on it but i caught it in my sights there
20/20 vision 2020’s been a nightmare
we comin’ full circle ain’t nobody fuck with my square

(chorus)
swallow
all of that moscato
you said you wanna get fucked up
so tip back the whole bottle
i feel fucking ugly
all my friends lookin’ like models
the internet got my perception skewed full throttle
(2x)

i locked myself inside my basement
smoked till i got faded
must get back to basics
take a shot of bourbon
give yourself a fucking facelift
i’ll work on the album all damn night until i make it

and you can probably hear the frogs
in the background of this song
while they’re swimming in the pond
cause i just moved out of my moms
i got everything i want
i ain’t even gotta flaunt
cause it’s weird shit
like couches from the 80s
lights that star the ceiling and make it look kinda spacey
books about the cure or poetry from ali malee
and some charcoal colored towels in my bathroom for my baby
yeah it’s crazy
the life that music made me
my problems still exist but i got space to calm the shaking
anxiety don’t own me anymore ain’t that amazing
the focus is the future and the mornings i’ll be waking

(chorus)
swallow
all of that moscato
you said you wanna get fucked up
so tip back the whole bottle
i feel fucking ugly
all my friends lookin’ like models
the internet got my perception skewed full throttle
(2x)

follow ka1

full throttle (prod. ka1)

shoutout @guardinmusic @notlieu

art by @anglwntr

kevinhilfiger & guardin - i smply dnt care

lyrics:

how she know her values is filled up with all the right stuff
baby use ur brain i could fill it with things to think of
i put the core inside my obelisk giving him means to wake up
go 'head n stare into his eyes with disbelief and get ur face fucked
lasers
ah
touching on my skin feel like tasers
yah
every time she promise me she break it ya
the fear inside my heart cause hesitations ya
but baby this is my life
as soon my brain turn off so does my night light
if you cant hold my head i think that i might
the mobs outside theyre house been there a fortnight
this blatant lack of reason make the world cry
this blatant use of violence make the world die
we fear to speak against it through a hive mind
we fear to speak the truth and be the bad guy
ill adopt no principles
u throw at me
its just practical
im invulnerable
multiple
of these particles
collide inside
my skeletal
no love but all
for this love inside
only long as im
not pacified
by said above
get taken hold
get body robbed
i much prefer
my current life

oooooo ooo
oooooo
oooooo ooo
oooooo

cars lights
pass me while im trapped in this white ice
dog bites
its ok he just thought it was play time
ya
shit i gotta melt my skin im too cold
i just picked up my phone first time today
and i felt old
baby if u show through façade some sort of love then im sold
i spent plenty nights too deep in thought
and realized that im too cold
all of my greatest strengths remain in boxes left to go collect mold
guess u never really know what u hold

discourse with the lion fox hybrid (eric godlow)

lyrics:
you can catch me wit the 40
backwoods cause i travel like im Morty
in the woods gettin boring, gotta keep that fuckin thang on me wake up in the morning

i been too cold, watch me pull up in the snow
with my crossbow keep it silent hit you through the bone
i know, you hit me on the phone
babygirl im sorry i been gettin to da dough

im too ill you could catch a fuckin cold
i got big talk shawty it jus how i gotta roll
im big stuntin like im depeche mode
got that goth pop bumpin babe i got the antidote

you dont
really know how i feel
i be jugging everyday i keep that secret for real
you been lost but you know i could feel
i been in this shit forever so you know im right here

Depechemode

depechemode

feat @sewerperson
prod @prettyboyronmusic @ryanbevolo & ross gossage 
mix/master @albiddhk
art https://twitter.com/jetstreamjo

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CARROTS feat. sewerperson (prod.  prettyboyron + ryan bevolo + ross gossage)

running thru my head  (｡-_-｡) w/ sewerperson

Pray For Me I'm Busy

prayformeimbusy

lyrics:

onyx
rocky
onyx
navy
lavish
cabo
someone
save me
white
pills
white
whip
lowered
lower
step in you cant
see me

skull
on me
asta
yami
shoot
swish
nike
scotty
nike
louis
fabric
gucci
tommy
on him
big guns
in the lobby
shells
needles
broken
bodies
owls
kisses
all up on my upper body
snowy
summers
she gon practice taboo hobbies
deeper
darker
girl i just love the stories
skin
plasma
ancient
mantra
skewed
moral
propaganda
heavy
heart
i put too much points in mana
save
data
east side of grenada
since the last seed i swear ive known
careful where u try and build your home
shrubbery and branch shoot out of my bones
since he went rogue i swear hes grown 

onyx
rocky
onyx
navy
lavish
cabo
someone
save me
white
pills
white
whip
lowered
lower
step in you cant
see me

onyx
rocky
onyx
navy
lavish
cabo
someone
save me
white
pills
white
whip
lowered
lower
step in you cant
see me

onyx (youngkimj x rxney)

@guardinmusic

vocals by me and guardin, production by me

art by @asittingduck

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