Waiting for this for so long ❤️❤️🔥

when is this going on Spotify 😬😬😬

hey, why are most of your old songs deleted?

I put myself through a Hieronymus Bosch painting and all I got was this playlist

Brain damage 8: Clean Band-Aids

/r9k/

back to 2021 style 

lyrics:

lost in time
mixed feelings
my dark circles increased
fuck i hate this shit
no one by my side
a motherfucker loser
a lonely clown
I hate myself
crying in my room
looking for something in this shitty life
in this shit life
My computer turned off
my problems coming back
lit cigarettes
everything is fucked up

everything is fucked up

normie girl rock my world
all i’ll ever do
is sit next to you in class yeah
that’s so fucking cool
if you wanna shoot up something
like heroin or school
cuz tonight has been so numb

normie girl cut my hair
make me wear what you
normies wear when you go to school
i also got a 90 on that test 
it was easier than i could expect
but tonight has been so numb

normie girl rock my world
come inside my car
you can take away my liquor 
and cover up my scars
we can have two kids and a dog and two cars
the semester’s fucking done

Normie girl rock my world

Track 7 of 7.

hiding in the back bleeding on my sleeve
please don't pay attention to me
took the shot cocked back the slide my ghost arose
took the shot my soul it left my body froze
--
i've turned so cold and numb
surrounded by empty shells
the bullet went through my brain i've entered bullet hell
x2
i'm in the back and i'm bleedin on my sleeve
please don't pay attention to me
took the shot cocked back the slide my ghost arose
i took the shot my soul it left my body froze





bullethell

raised by the world wide web (crustsox cover)

Bored and gone

@pnaxx
#techclub

spirals
dont call me on my phone i just wanna i just wanna be alone x2
i dont really wanna really wanna lie
lately i just wanna i just wanna die
should spare yourself just spare yourself some wasted time
dont call me on my phone
i just wanna i just wanna be alone
lately i cant lately i cant watch my tone
im not going back im not going back home
cause i dont wanna i dont wanna be alone
slowly building up the courage no more wasted time
senior year suicide x2
404me
Walking miles all by my self 
Burning bridges Burning all my braincells
Catch me lurking Fuckin hurting as well
I don't wanna feel like I'm all alone 
I just wanna i just wanna b alone 
And honestly i just weep
Another day
Not so sweet
I'm sick of playing this pretend 
Checking off the calendar until the end
The day I'll be at ease
I'll just sleep
Forever and i want to
I can't stay here w you
Waking up is so hard to do

senior year suicide ft. 404me

In memory of Ian

Unfortunately he never got round to uploading this song but hopefully it brings some happiness to his fans.



RIP Watermark

Rockstar, registered goy defender and good friend.

And everything he did

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
i even dyed my hair black
you look sad alone
come be sad with me
i’ll keep you company in bleeding 

with your fingerless gloves
sharing razors when we cut
i’m not alright 
with your fingerless gloves
sharing razors i’m not

please don’t drag it on
you make me feel like nothing
tell me that means something
you look sad alone
if you’re hurt and bleeding
i want to be the reason

every time you feel loved
i’ll tear you down and tell you off
i’m not alright 
white with a black wolfcut
yeah you can ruin my life
i’m not alright

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i fucked up the project file but here is what remains

close your eyes
dont look at me
you'll be terrified
im so fucking ugly

when i walk along the street
people think its halloween
im so fucking ugly

i've never kissed a girl Before
i know that they're all just laughing at me
hide my face behind my hands
and the tears start running down
im so ugly

oh
yes it's true
well
is it to you
you hold my wicked face and say its ok
you say that you really like it
that i look like something monstrous

close your eyes
dont look at me
you'll be terrified
im so fucking ugly

when i walk along the street
people think its halloween
im so fucking ugly

i've never kissed a girl Before
i know that they're all just laughing at me
hide my face behind my hands
and the tears start running down
im so ugly

you say it doesnt matter to you
well i say that it fucking matters to me
how do you not get it
you're a stupid fucking bitch
i dont wanna be a ghoul for the rest of my fucking Life

it'll never get better
so i'll stay home forever
IM SO FUCKING BLACKPILLED




Ugly

Blue eyes and red hair,
The only one that cares
And you're so far away
And I don't think that it's fair
I wish you were here
And I wish that I was there
But I don't really care
Just as long as we're a pair

Blue eyes and red hair,
I'll lay my soul bare
In 2 months I'll be there
Without a thought to spare
Cause you take it away,
Yeah, you take all my despair
I don't really care,
I'm so happy we're a pair

I cannot wait to kiss your lips
Or feel you trace 
the scars etched into my wrists
I need to feel like you
Want to be with me
As one and only
And suffocate my thoughts
Cause they don't ever help

help

my love letter to precorporate internet, this is technically nightcore lmao


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lyrics:

[incoherent mumbling]

I keep punching my wall
Ive got nothing at all
I’m smoking every day
I still call people gay
My life’s a grating bore
I’m at rock bottoms floor
Cuz I kept chasing clout
Now I’m neet dropout

I could’ve been a doctor, and raised my own a family
But those dreams fell apart in 2020
And now my memories, exist to torment me
the things in life i've seen just, make me, yearn for, what’s been 

Like
Club Penguin, and chat rooms
Way before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who've moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
to still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

2010
[instrumental]

I knew every trickshot, they did in MLG
way before it was e-sports, we called it major league
And I played modded minecraft, in 1.3.3.
but that was way before~ I was fucking deadbeat

Now all the new joji fans
Don’t know who frank is
And all the kids my age
Can’t hold on a relationship
When the hell did YT
Start to replace TV
What the fuck happened to 
Inter-net-re-lay chat (and)

Newgrounds, harambe, calling your facebook friends gay
Typing lolspeak, in roblox
Before the net was filled with bots
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
To still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

[guitar solo]

I hate the modern net, it’s just corporate slop
Since when was all of humor 30 second brainrot
And when did AI memes
Become mainstream?
It’s time to, stop (x3)

Let’s bring back
Myspace, and Miku, before #MeToo
It’s called trolling, not ragebait
We’re only posting awesome face
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like it’s so wrong
To still be, obsessed with when
It was 20-10

Club Penguin, and chat rooms, waaay before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who have jobs
Tell me they think I’m a slob
I don't care, i'm stuck back when
We were, back in, two thousand and ten

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this was just something i wanted to throw out before i get to work on the album thanks for listening

Stuck in 2010

4 years on and off of playing bass and guitar and I'm still so off time... I still think this is bad but it should be better than last time I uploaded it



i used to be fine now i never will again
now i waste my future for more time in my bed
i know ill crash soon
but i refuse to get up to standard
my retarded mind keeps me trapped inside an endless loop of failure

hey im a retard and im gonna end your bloodline
tell everyone im not sorry for wasting your time
hey to all my friends online this isnt a joke
my stupid bwaaa-ka life has got me by the throat

(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupiddd bwaaaaaa)

i cant rise to the task i crumble under the pressure
i cant harden up im as coal as ever
im just the rough with no diamonds to discover
completely fucked up by the indifference of nature

(humming)

(chorus 2x)

(fuck!!!)

My stupid bwaaa-ka life

https://soundcloud.com/roadkill777/misaki

Sharing Razors

Rick Reese

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