Everyone is going to die, and no one is going to remember you so fuck it. I say that I don't want to talk about it. Actually I do, but i'm afraid of your reaction. The pity in your eyes when you realize how fucked up I really am. "You never do anything for me". Absolute bullshit. I fake a smile, I put everyone else before myself, I avoid talking to you because I don't want to add on the stress. I hide my feelings. Why? Because nobody is going to be there for me but myself. Nobody notices the pain you are going through until you are breaking down and crying on the floor. But even then nobody notices, because you are breaking down and crying alone. Completely alone. You hate that every time you sit and cry in the dark alone, that after each cry you get used to it. But even if you get used to it, it still hurts every single time. Nobody cares until your'e dead, But even if you're dead you will be forgotten. So fuck it. Fuck life and fuck everyone.

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