She makes me feel so worthless, evil and unwanted

Dam… I sick and tired of everything even myself

;, rose are dead violets are dead outside I'm smiling inside I'm crying.   i wanna die sm that I'm not sure if i make it out to my birthday 💗

struggle doesnt last forever. fight what doesnt let you see clearly because all its doing is blocking your path. once the path is clear its easier from there.

The dog that weeps after it kills is not better than the dog that doesnt; My guilt will not purify me.

!!!! Be carefull when you're reading through comments, since there are talks about sh and s*icide and other sensitive topics. Please seek help if you feel like life is going too hard on you or you feel like giving up. You are not alone. 

-this song is by Have a Nice Life

𝘼 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙢 𝙙𝙚𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨... (READ DESC)

Mindtrap

you can't impress anyone with normal pictures of the sea

a glimpse of heaven, or wherever you are

repressed

This is the best version of the instrumental you will find

loser monologue (Instrumental Extended)

If you are suffering from any of the following things, I have appropriately listed resources you could use.

Anxiety:
https://anxietyinteens.org, nami.org

Self-harm: 
http://www.recoveryourlife.com

Suicide and crisis lifeline:
https://988lifeline.org

National Helpline for Mental Health and Substance Abuse:
https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline

Domestic abuse:
https://www.thehotline.org

LGBTQIA+ Related Issues:
https://www.thetrevorproject.org

Remember, you are not alone, you matter, and you are loved.

you left me on suicide sunday [Slowed + Reverb]

Stream "in another life" a sequal to "see you in heaven"

https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/lochhaven_inanotherlife

released via @listen24seven

Watch on Youtube: 
https://youtu.be/BDf0HngLDU8

see you in heaven - single

see you in heaven

Stream

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thank you <3

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3TsOvph59qVeY1MRYgbIKK?go=1&sp_cid=5c8a2b107784b025351d136fb0cba536&utm_source=embed_player_p&utm_medium=desktop&nd=1&dlsi=c160cf115b38411d

last time we were there

you’ll be ok
listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4bPAjzzRgXSoCOXVftIMK2?si=412db05c334e4b96

give me a hug before you're gone

Released 2 years ago, this EP was inspired by some alternative ending fan fiction of Cyberpunk Edgerunners that only existed in my head (an attempt at a happy ending that still goes horribly wrong). One of its tracks is a cover of Severance's theme song with some Stranger Things vibes. 
Enjoy!

Mindtrap

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