Sed 😢

Hey Good Lookin'

For anyone thinking this sounds like Kendall Miles "her". Kendall and I are friends and I let him use the song, he didn't steal it. His version is great and you should check out his music.

if you got too high
you might get sick and die

but i could stay night
as all the angels cry

sleep next to me

lyrics:

Now he wants to start talking. 
“Go ahead,” when I’m walking. 
Face the lie that I’m hawking. 
“No, don’t wanna, won’t happen.” 

Pope is a rockstar. 
You take your clothes off. 
Heading for the last fight, 
Before our worlds part. 

We can wait forever for the world to untrack 
We can wait forever for the worthwhile track 

And oh you want to start talking 
Fall together-- I’m walking. 
Face the lie that I’m hawking. 
We can always fight. 

You can be the highlight. 
Pope is a rockstar. 
Hoping on a late night. 

How you wanna start talking? 
How you wanna start walking? 
We can make a landslide, dive-in. 
We can let it all go, cave-in. 

(EL) 
You wanna start talking 
(EL) 
You know what I’m walking 

Hoping and a hoping that I won’t cry. 
Hoping and a hoping that I won’t try.

pope is a rockstar

Cat Be Damned - Soft Collision

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for me here (old EP version)

stream on spotify and apple music!! <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/5RgKCe3aqPX3U5YKEiurRA?si=nLDVYvr9SMKGnET3Ckikyg
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/aquarius-girl/1437560904?app=music&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

i can love u desperately, though your love aint guaranteed
oh i wish you knew the deal, gotta learn from far away
and i simply needed space
space for me to be, and i think you need it too
i know u call me selfish for assuming
but i did this for you too
got me wrapped around your finger even though im far away
please believe me when i say
everything i do im gonna think of u
dont know what else to do
you got me, you got me baby
everything i make im gonna make for you
baby be patient for me and please dont fall in love with someone new
i promise one day ill come back for you
oh u say u hate me now and u burn me with your words
callin me a fool, sayin that i fucked up everything and you'll never forgive me
though im doin this for you
baby cant u see there is such a thing
of lovin someone so much that u need to give them time to let them breathe
but u dont understand, i wish you understood
oh i hope one day u do
everything i do im gonna think of u
dont know what else to do
you got me, you got me baby
everything i make im gonna make for you
baby be patient for me and please dont fall in love with someone new
i promise one day ill come back for you
believe in u, belive in me
we're meant to be together
i told u weren't lying
i know u aren't relying
and now i am providing u the time and space 
to let u grow into the person that i know, that i know u can be
and i can be her too
and ill come back to u when i am ready for you baby
i ain't ready for u now
im not ready right now, please don't hate me
everything i do im gonna think of u
dont know what else to do
you got me, you got me baby
everything i make im gonna make for you
baby be patient for me and please dont fall in love with someone new
i promise one day ill come back for you
i promise one day ill come back to you
i promise one day ill come back to you
i promise baby one day ill come back to u
i promise baby one day ill come back to u

someone new (banks cover)

Get it on iTunes! https://itun.es/i67g4nD

HELP

i dont wanna waste my time

More music coming soon. Hope you like this one :)

If You Wanna Die

surprise! here's another song, sorry i've been absent for a while. school ends soon for me so i'll be able to start uploading things a little more regularly :-) for now, hopefully, this suffices. i'm not 100% sure how to feel about it, i had no idea it would be four minutes long but wowie it was haha 

anyways, enjoy (or just listen and then never listen again, either is fine)

buy/support me :-)

please don't

i've been super excited to release this one
hope u all enjoy !
check out maia's other stuff here it's amazing i promise:
https://soundcloud.com/mxmtoon
lyrics, so you can sing along :) ~
i was hanging with you
and then i realized
i didn’t think it was true
i was surprised

when i found out i’d fallen for you

i didn’t wanna believe 
my feelings for you
i didn’t wanna believe 
i could lose you

if i told you just how i felt

i can’t help it
i’m falling for you 
and i can’t quit it 
cause i’m stuck on you

it might be pathetic
and you might be skeptic-al
but i just want to be with you

please tell me boy can you
get a clue or come thru
cause i just want to be with you

i’m scared...
of telling you how i feel
maybe
it’s better
if i try to conceal 
the truth
for me
and for you

but i-
i’m still stuck on you   
i-
i’m still falling for you

Falling For U (feat. mxmtoon)

MAYBE this had to go to waste 
Didn't feel the same 
Caught in the old mess
MAYBE your love just faded away 
With nothing more to say 
But something still remained 


MAYBE  it's not my place to say
What went wrong with this 
Old love … this Old love

MAYBE I've gone to far to say
That I don't feel the same 
Lost in this Old place 

Maybe it's not my place to say
What went wrong with this 
Old love… this Old love

MAYBE

A very early song of mine I finally recorded for my EP 'Disposable Love'
You can find it on Spotify and what not if that's your vibe!
Pic by @alyciarubulis

//LYRICS//

Cause I don't know you but I'd like to know you 
If you know what I mean 
I might not like you but I doubt that I won't like you 

Roses are red, violets are blue 
and I think I'm in love with you 
Making me blush every time that I'm with you 

Something about you that make's me wanna light up inside 
It's to do with you eyes 
Nothing you say or do is ever gonna change my mind 
Cause I'm in love 

Roses are red, violets are blue 
and I think I'm in love with you 
Making me blush every time that I'm with you

STREAM/BUY

A Shitty Love Song

baby blue (king krule cover)

In A Year Of 13 Moons

it's all temporary, just hang on it'll become better. 

lyrics:
how does it feel
to feel nothing at all i wonder
i imagine it’s grey
like the world suddenly lost its color

but i’d be lying if i said
i hadn’t wished to feel nothing 
to feel nothing at times

cause feelings are painful
i don’t wanna suffer through 
all those moments without you
when i lost you

anger and sadness 
they’re always there
they’re always pretty rough 
to cope with 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and when i do
i’ll be 
so better for the rest
so much better in my chest
can you feel can you feel 

and when you do 
you’ll be
so happy that you felt
so happy that you dealt with it 
yeah you dealt with it 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and i used to think
that being numb would ease the pain
but i was wrong
i was so wrong

it’s just better to feel 
and know you’re alive
while reminding yourself that it’s temporary
oh it won’t last for long

purchase it here :-)

temporary nothing

i made this last night.

I drink my coffee black but baby you’ve grown so sour
I’m sorry I was late but baby my love’s evaporated
I think you may have overrated
Those feelings you feel, for sure
But I don’t know, no
It’s no game to me but can’t you see 
I’m drowning

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/46QOCEAtBHqUFchS5TSgo3?si=c3a4n80kSC-xEW7KLZj1RQ


UPDATE: credits to Hahanoui for the use of her incredible artwork♥️ Check her stuff!
http://hahanoui.tumblr.com/

Black Coffee

Screams and Dreams

you feel like you can't get out of bed
there's so much weight on your shoulders
the world seems so cruel
but what can we do?
it has always been this way

but i got you
i don't wanna see you cry at night
and i want you
i'll wipe away your tears 
and bring you close into my arms

isolation and desolation
suffocated and deranged
someday we'll find a way
to get away from this mudane
but for now let's stay this way
holding each other so tight

i got you 
i don't wanna see you cry at night
and i want you
i'll wipe away your tears 
and bring you close into my arms

<3

i got you

Different to my other songs but still give it a share <3

Sed 😢

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