Orange Juice

songs i made for the person i love romantically

utaughtmehow

bedbugs

faceplant

daddy issues (demo)

ithinkiminlovewithu

utaughtmehow (bedbugs - 2025)

on mute (unreleased)

This song is almost a filler track with no clear sense of direction at all. With its emptiness, I added recordings of ambient sounds to fill in. Repeating and falling into old patterns has always been a challenge to me and this song perfectly captures it.

rinse repeat (auto - 2025)

sauvage (auto - 2025)

Silenced for too long. This dreamy synth pop song was made after I got pissed over an unsolicited opinion. "Don't tell me what to do!" Was heavily inspired by Robyn's "Don't fucking tell me what to do." The beat is derived from the overused cabaret beat over an electronic drum machine. Overall, the song is my silent scream of not being able to live and make my own decisions as a young adult; in spite of that, I beg and differ from the many mistakes of my past, pleading of resolution and a chance to make things right.

let me fuck it up myself (auto - 2025)

A parody of Lany/Lauv songs of the late 2010's. It's getting mad over petty things, and folding over simple and sweet gestures.

fold (auto - 2025)

faceplant (bedbugs - 2025)

This is the first electronic alternative pop song I ever made in Garageband. Loop because I learned how to loop on the very same day, and I wrote the lyrics on top of it. It's a loop, and a loop of past trauma.

loop  (auto - 2025)

crazy (scrapped - auto - 2025)

This is one out of three songs I wrote for my then partner. It's vulnerable, soft, and admitting insecurity. It's inspired from the saying "don't let the bedbugs bite" which means not letting your own personal demons get the best of you. It's also a confession of being jealous of someone's less chaotic and simple life.

renzo

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