Why can’t I have both?
It’s like a purple punch right into my throat 
Now I’m alone to cope
I spit, and I choke

I wanna see you on the floor of my car,
I wanna fly I wanna take this way too far,
Even though I’ll never know who you are
I wanna, wanna 

You look past me, 
Cause you can’t look at me
Do I make you happy?
I want it that way
You look past me, 
Cause you can’t look at me
Do I make you happy?
I need it that way, that way

Why can’t I have love?
Maybe it’s the genes or its the drugs
I broke your back three times
I crawl away, but you seem just fine

I wanna see you on the floor of my car,
I wanna fly I wanna take this way too far,
Even though I’ll never know who you are
I wanna, wanna 

You look past me, 
Cause you can’t look at me
Do I make you happy?
I want it that way
You look past me, 
Cause you can’t look at me
Do I make you happy?
I need it that way, that way

I tried to tell you
Even after all that we’ve been through
THAT I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE
Wish we could go back to before

I wanna see you on the floor of my car, 
I WANNA DIE, I wanna take this way too far,
Even though I’ll never know who you are,
I wanna, I wanna, wannawananwnana WANNA 

You look past me, 
Cause you can’t look at me
Do I make you happy?
I want it that way
You look past me, 
Cause you can’t look at me
Do I make you happy?
I need it that way, that way

Purple Punch (rough mix)

Out of Context (BASTARD!!!) remixed

Don’t know why i thought that i needed you
Like glass, you’re transparent, see-through 
You love me, yet you’re so naive                        
Beat me down and take what you want from me                     
You always thought, but you were never really right 
I’ve packed my bags and i'm on the road tonight
Give up, you never saw me for me
Fuck you, i’ll be who i wanna be

No i don’t wanna, i don’t wanna be this way
And you’re a fool if you think i’m gonna stay
You’re dumber if you think you’ve controlled me
Not once in my life have i behaved 

So now I'm gone but where do I go now?
The animals hold me up or keep me down
I try to run but i end up on my knees
Thrown up by the world, it's hard to breathe 

Don’t know why i thought that i needed you
Like glass, you’re transparent, see-through 
Give up, you never saw me for me
Fuck you, i’ll be who i wanna be    

No i don’t wanna, i don’t wanna be this way 
No i don’t wanna, i’m not gonna, gonna stay
No i don’t wanna, i don’t wanna be afraid  
No i don’t wanna, i don’t wanna be this way

Jane Doe & the Government Tools