This is very nice, definitely going to check out more of your stuff!

LEX - Nostalgic ft. Midikun (prod. Pafko)

yes i had trouble pronouncing apostatize and yes it is very rough AND YES the cover is poorly photoshopped stock photos together but i just want to put it out so here r the lyrics

you’re what i devour on a daily basis
i spend countless hours tryna turn the pages

i can’t stay focused all alone
you’ve left me hoping since sophomore year
yeah it’s like i’m frozen, in the cold
and you’re in my vision, decisions
and you’re in my vision, decisions

and you’re standing miles away
but you’ve got a grip ‘round my throat
Can you let go?

I see your smiling face
and red lights, and i can’t help but go

cause i can’t stay focused all alone
you’ve left me hoping since sophomore year
yeah it’s like you’re frozen, in the snow
and you’re in my vision

you’re what i devour on a daily basis
i spend countless hours tryna turn the pages
god, you’ve got some power to keep me hooked for ages

(i swear i) could apostatize, but couldn’t disbelieve you
i can’t forget your eyes, you’re my only faith group
god, you’ve got some power

cause i can’t make sense of your effect
it’s so offensive to conquer my head
yeah it’s like you’re right here, in our bed
and you’re my religion, my vision

you’re what i devour on a daily basis
i spend countless hours tryna turn the pages
god, you’ve got some power to keep me hooked for ages

(i swear i) could apostatize, but couldn’t disbelieve you
i still know your eyes, you are my sole faith group
god, you’ve got some power

decisions (rough demo)

Invisibility Cloak

whose side are you on?

just a demo. prob gonna delete this. prob gonna re-record it.

lyrics
born into a lie
a family had you tied
left when I was ten 
I thought you had it all
watched the buildings fall
it was so sad
I wished you'd crashed 
I was thankful you were alive
but im not so sure this time

I didn't cry that fall
a birds nest
a grave I saw
fell into the yard
stared into their eyes
I didn't see the life
quickly I felt ashamed
I knew the time I had
it wouldn't last
I was thankful I was alive
but im not so sure this time

to think you had it all demo

i’m the cat ur the fireman

[verse1] 
I cried in my bed for a couple days 
and now I feel like I can’t anymore 
I try to erase all the pain from my face 
but I know that it is still there 
I‘d like this to change but I know that it won’t 
I know this is how it’s gonna be 
it’s me in my bed being sad in my head 
but no one will ever see 

[pre chorus]
do you really believe it when I say 
that I’m good couple times a day 
I say it over and over again 
lie to myself and to them 

[verse2] 
I feel like it’s time 
to die and leave behind my life 
though I don’t wanna die 
I feel like I just might die 
is there another way 
for me to pass a day 
without a tear down my cheek
what would even change 
I’d be gone 

[pre chorus]
do you really believe it when I say 
that I’m good couple times a day 
I say it over and over again 
lie to myself and to them

im okay

i don’t really know why
my biggest fear was working a 9 to 5
when our love was gasping for air
i dont really know why
i’m standing here on my birthday night
and you’re standing over there

i gotta take time
put in the work
and i don’t really know if it’s sposed to hurt
but i hope you’ll love me still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll love me still

and love you i will
i’ll still love you still

i don’t really know why
my biggest fear was running out of time
when our love was dying in my arms
i dont really know why
it’s torture forcing myself to watch you cry
knowing i did the harm

and babe there’s no amount of “sorry”
to fix the wreck i made
and there’s no amount of apologizing
oh, i gotta take

take time
put in the work
and i don’t really know if it’s s’posed to hurt
but i hope you’ll love me still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll love me still

and love you i will
i’ll still love you still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll still love me still

lets still love us still (demo)

the snow kept me warm when you left me to freeze
how can i forgive when you left me like this
cold and alone in the mist
i won't miss
the feeling that i got from that kiss
you don't really give half a shit
you just want attention from the people who wont give
you the light of their day
you just sit and you'll waste away, away

i'm just getting tired of this shit
i can't understand why the fuck you act like this
i'm upset but i just gotta keep on movin on
though i'm sick, feel like a bitch

catch my breath and hope for the best
i'll just keep on yelling til i get everything off my chest
i can't keep these thoughts to myself, that won't do
so i'll sit here and yell them out to you

out [prod. pekarot]

necromancers r just healers with bad timing

Dans Astre T, Carlos Chapman tisse rivières et vents en sept langues, des murmures français aux calligraphies arabes, du japonais au swahili. Avec Alouma Aves et Ffynnon Chapman, la musique devient pont entre peuples et chapitre vivant du roman L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

In Astre T, Carlos Chapman weaves rivers and winds in seven languages, from French whispers to Arabic calligraphy, from Japanese to Swahili. With Alouma Aves and Ffynnon Chapman, the music becomes a bridge between peoples and a living chapter of the novel L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

日本語 (Japanese)
Astre T で、Carlos Chapman は七つの言語で川と風を紡ぎ、フランス語のささやきからアラビア語の書まで、日本語からスワヒリ語へと渡っていく。Alouma Aves と Ffynnon Chapman とともに、その音楽は人々をつなぐ橋となり、小説 L’Autre Version de l’Histoire の生きた一章となる。

हिन्दी (Hindi)
Astre T में, कार्लोस चैपमैन सात भाषाओं में नदियों और हवाओं को बुनते हैं—फ़्रांसीसी फुसफुसाहटों से लेकर अरबी सुलेख तक, जापानी से स्वाहिली तक। Alouma Aves और Ffynnon Chapman के साथ, यह संगीत लोगों के बीच एक पुल और उपन्यास L’Autre Version de l’Histoire का एक जीवंत अध्याय बन जाता है।

العربية (Arabic)
في Astre T ينسج كارلوس تشابمان الأنهار والرياح بسبع لغات، من همسات الفرنسية إلى خطوط العربية، ومن اليابانية إلى السواحيلية. مع Alouma Aves وFfynnon Chapman تصبح الموسيقى جسراً بين الشعوب وفصلاً حيّاً من رواية L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

Español (Spanish)
En Astre T, Carlos Chapman teje ríos y vientos en siete lenguas, desde susurros en francés hasta caligrafías árabes, del japonés al suajili. Con Alouma Aves y Ffynnon Chapman, la música se convierte en un puente entre pueblos y en un capítulo vivo de la novela L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

Kiswahili (Swahili)
Katika Astre T, Carlos Chapman anasuka mito na upepo kwa lugha saba, kutoka minong’ono ya Kifaransa hadi maandiko ya Kiarabu, kutoka Kijapani hadi Kiswahili. Pamoja na Alouma Aves na Ffynnon Chapman, muziki unakuwa daraja kati ya watu na sura hai ya riwaya L’Autre Version de l’Histoire.

im okay

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