a complete remake of an old playlist, with the same name, from about two years ago. i was unable to log into the old account, not able to edit the playlist, so i just made it here. contains the same demo bangers and now, even more :3

my windows are dirty but i like the way the sun looks through my curtains (PART TWOOOOO🙁)

out on all streaming platforms: https://bit.ly/dirtyhairfetishacoustic
no
i won't sign
i can't lie
i'll be fine

well, I know it's selfish
to be myself
but I can't help it
will you love me
will you drug me up so I can't feel this pain

feel this pain
feel this pain
i feel this pain

i promise you
i'll be fine
if you decide
to change your mind

i won't be around you
i don't care
i'll be gone
i'll be out of all your hair
your luscious luscious luscious hair
all your hair
i'm inside my mind and I can't find my way out

all by me, inside and out.
HTML - HARVEST THE MOST LUCK

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dirty hair fetish (acoustic)

i don't own this track i have only edited it.

Rises The Moon - Liana Flores (Slowed and Reverb)

I saw you in the school play, and it made me want to die.

Stream 'Star Without A Sky' : https://vernmatz.fanlink.to/starwosky

Perennial

Stream

vern matz - Star Without A Sky

Ande Estrella comes from a multicultural background--she musically and lyrically expels her perspective as a Filipina-American woman who experiences white privilege. She wrote "Purple Flowers" observing racial injustice that exists, specifically in the United States, melodically grasping the weight of what is in and out of reach as a small but significant individual.

This somber, haunting anthem illustrates Purple Flowers that fall off jacaranda trees, representing the illusion of modern day America which appears beautiful and free, at the expense of unnecessary wealth and exploitation of its people. It observes whitewashing alike to a country doing its laundry--"shrinking history in driers, teaching whiter in school"

Purple Flowers

Everyday (demo)

lyrics:

i wanna do more than hold ur hand
baby for you i’d learn how to slow dance 

i wanna do more than get in your pants 
and take more than a glimps and more than a glance 

but would you even be in to me?
would you even bat an eye?
are you even in to girls? or in to staying the night?

I wanna say hi but i dont know how 
cuz god what if I trip when I speak out loud 

and i wanna tell you everything im feeling
but im so terrible at two wheeling 

plus i dont know if u would you even be in to me
would you even bat an eye?
are you even in to girls? or into staying the night?

slow dance (demo)

baby blue (king krule)

lying on the ground
i dont make a sound
holding myself, they look at me
i am nothing now
i am nothing
i cant feel their eyes on me
or the floor, wet against my face

clutching my skin
pulling it off
shaking hands 
removing myself from myself
exhausted,
they walk out
go back to their room
they turn into me

zoo - MOP

talking

This song is for Edmond, who was one of my first friends in the Bay. He is still missing after the devastating fire at an Oakland art collective on 12/2. He showed me the Sibylle Baier record, Colour Green, right when we first met. The dude had impeccable taste. We all have different ways of processing, and this is mine. I love you dude. 

All proceeds from this song will be donated to the Fire Relief Fund on this site: www.youcaring.com/firevictimsofoaklandfiredec232016-706684

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Tonight (Sibylle Baier Cover) - Oakland Fire Benefit

The soulful sounds of alienation

Come Back

feel the way i feel

untitled 01 (demo)

a little collab with Andrew Russell @llessurwerdna from merda band @merdaband on Instagram 

Im not gonna complain i deserve it cause I caused you pain and now I’m going insane, So heres a message for you doll I don’t expect your call because you despise my name

Dont expect a call back but just know b4 I go that I really liked u an it wasn’t just a joke I miss you deeply
Dont expect a call back but just know b4 I go that I really liked u an it wasn’t just a joke I miss you deeply

Hey just noticed ur call not that I care at all but my dear ur still here, don’t know why u remain if feelings arent the same but its strange that I don’t hate ur name 
        
Dont expect a call back but just know b4 I go that I really liked u an it wasn’t just a joke I miss you deeply
Dont expect a call back but just know b4 I go that I really liked u an it wasn’t just a joke I miss you deeply

Hey (please just go away) I have things to say (don’t know why you stay) don’t let pride get in the way (your the one that stade) I miss all those times we kiss (like the ones you had with him)
just listen, your the one that I’m still missing

missed lines (feat. Burgundy blues)

(lyrics)
kick back, sit back, and watch over me
you're such a disease
and you infect the ones who put up with the shit that you pull,
that's why you're so alone
you live a sad life, bad life
you're all alone, nowhere to call one, no one picks up the phone
and i can't feel sad because you want control (you want control 2x)

lay down, face down, you feel empty
you caught your disease
and you feel it in your chest when you breathe
and now you see, the damage you did to me,
so you call my number, but it just rings, and that really stings
but i can't feel bad when you made me feel alone
so now you're on your own
-

lol i wrote this when i was ANNGRRRY

ur disease

MY VALENTINE

here's a lil demo. If you're reading this, I #love you

summer nights

calico

im here for a good time, not a long time.

my windows are dirty but i like the way the sun looks through my curtains (PART TWOOOOO🙁)

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