yolo

from this comp https://throughthesoil.bandcamp.com/album/through-the-soil?token=EC-064796050J2702404

In a lonesome room I found the answer!
It came out thru some bottles of wine
The world spins on win or without you 
So you who cares what you do with your time?
You can be one slow to anger
Or you can be the most unkind
So don’t expect to leave a mark 
When you disappear i bet the sun will still shine 

You crave attention
You wanna feel alive 
You wanted freedom
 but 
You closed your simple eye 

Cause at the end of the day it’s only human 
To turn away from what you know is right
So I don’t blame myself for the confusion 
That comes with a life that I didn’t buy
You can hurt yourself for what happened
Or you can stunt your growth and never try
You have to face the fact it’s all futile 
You’ll grow old, Whither out  And die

What a sensation
It is to be alive 
And though I know it’s feeling
I wanna feel alright
I wish I could just lay here 
And never open my eyes
But when you think it’s over 
There’s a light on the other side

Simple Eye

RIOT GRRRL

Buena Park

More Amor

Another day spent staring down at my feet 
I’m a shell tossed about in a sandy beach 
Possessing thoughts although they’re few and far between
I find it easy floating freely, letting waves wash over me 

And there are lifetimes I have still yet to see
I long for more, yet refuse to pay the fee 
I say I love you though I don’t know what it means 
You can show me, when you hold me there is nothing else I need

Except a purpose 
And no matter how much I work it 
Nothing ever feels like it’s truly worth it 
I can’t latch on to fading moments 
I still desire a purpose 
Drowning deep beneath the surface 
Crushed by the weight of my hubris,
A foolish state of being 
Where’s the prescription for this sickness? 
I would gladly take it instead

clayton.wav

Sensitivity

Spotify ~ https://sptfy.com/sales-july
Apple Music ~ https://music.apple.com/us/album/july-single/1644221705
YouTube ~ https://youtu.be/a3ijLu7lCZs
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