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My Heart And My Mind Teamed Up

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self control

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Lyrics:  

Life chapters like I'm a speed reader
He didn't care either
Can't forget how you touched me
Felt things I couldn't see
Tragic that I'm still your muse
Cause in the end I always lose
Loves a trick for the few
Who are bored with nothing to do

Some summers they go so fast
I thought that our love would last so long
The pain and good is in the past 
That excludes the pain you'll always mask

To be left for a thing hurts for more
Than a girl you adore
Because even when I'm poor 
I'll still have more to live for
I used to smoke and have a sore throat
I'd go outside and put on a coat
Reckless boys are my type I know 
My heart just wishes it wasn't so

I have never met someone
Who deserves my friends, not just fun
I beg you please don't settle for a man
Men who cheat, how could I be a fan?

Men who think we'll wait for them
Can't they tell they've already sinned
Spent their time getting under my skin
For years, my life, has been waiting to begin
I don't follow anybody but my friends
Tequila camping is the fun that never ends
Shout at the sky cause she sends us rotten men
Or ones who don't care to see within

They always split and leave
At the hardest part
I'm angry I can't see
What'll hurt my heart
I'm tired of packing
And worrying
About where I can be
So nobody yells at me

It's not my job to show you what you're missin
In a year you'll be reminded of our kissin
It'll keep you prayin and a wishin
For me, when you're slowly slippin

Life Chapters

Audio Recordings 1-5

03. Still || Here

holditdownchoppdnscrewed

Full Album "LOOK!" out now !!

Stream: ffm.to/shimmertraps-look.oyd
Vinyl: spiritgoth.com/products/sg28-shimmertraps-look
Cassette: cassetteclub.co/
YouTube: https://youtu.be/gPCgVo3h4nw
Bandcamp: shimmertraps.bandcamp.com/album/look

Shimmertraps - Lilac

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd4RpaMSpEE&t=180s

Cool Girl / Drive

Dawn 
it breaks 
the dew is ripe and cicadas quake 
from pines and pastures prime with hay.
The warm breath of the fields,
tell me do you know how it feels?
And tell me do you have a reason
to stay inside for disinfectant season?

Hey baby 
I'm not concerned
with the things in the air 
or the money I earn.
It's happening,
the booming flu 
it's gotten to me and it's gonna get you.

Na na na na na na na.
This is a song about taking a fatalistic attitude on a catastrophe and choosing to try to have fun and maintain an appreciation for the things around you in the meantime. 
my good pal Adis from the group Chinese Cherry provided the drums for this one and this is his SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/chinesecherrry

intro

Disinfectant Season (feat. Chinese Cherry)

Cruise

If I had some more time
I'd find time 
If I had some more time
....
If I had some more time
I'd find time
If I had some more time
I'd find time
But there's no time
But there's no time
But there's no time
But there's no time

Drums: Billy (Chameleon Queen)

Where Tf Time Goin Mang

Letra:
Salí a caminar un rato, tan solo 
si pudiera hallar  la calma, en casa
ya no aguanto más la brisa, de mi ventana
debo colorear mi alma, por nada
por nada

Por nada (la vela nunca se apago)

Por nada

New track out. But also an old track that's been kicking around for a long time. Glad to finally have it out as part of Remote Control Records upcoming 'Bloom and Simmer' compilation, which is out in full on June 26th. https://remotecontrol.lnk.to/BloomAndSimmer

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