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down the drain down the drain
let me swallow what i want to say
let me wring my hair out to dry 
let me cut my fingernails
let me put up a fight
(Not gonna give up so easy this time)

(Chorus) 
Wish I could go back to being a kid
Wish I didn’t have to fight every day to live
Have wasted too many thoughts
On giving you seconds shots
When u don't deserve it
I will not give in to you this time
I know what u are now
And I know your kind
And I know u don't deserve it x2

think it makes a difference what u say
you’re smaller than any father of mine
think you can make the past okay
well you can’t 
that chance has already passed you by 

(Part b)
I’ll see you in another life
Maybe it’ll be better a different time
I don't know where I’ll go
But any movement is better than just sitting 
Waiting for the wind to blow me
In some direction

(Chorus) 
Wish I could go back to being a kid
Wish I didn’t have to fight every day to live
Have wasted too many thoughts
On giving you seconds shots
When u dont deserve it
I will not give in to you this time
I know what I am now
And I know your kind
And I know u dont deserve it x2

second shots

Better

I'M GOING DIGITAL

I guess u weren’t in love (prod.by its isaac)

Pre-Order The Wytches new album 'Three Mile Ditch' now https://smarturl.it/ThreeMileDitch

A Love You'll Never Know

Pre-order Album

Wasting Time

Mixed & Mastered by weirdfacesinthemirror

MY ROOM V2(on spotify and apple music)

Fall

lyrics:

i haven’t done my best but ill do it now
all these years i was too busy fighting for my life
now i feel like i am allowed to sleep
i can crawl into my bed and melt into my sheets
if im too paralysed to get up after all
i will stay in bed and scrapbook not just lie and sulk
i will continue on
i will not hurt myself
i will stay alive i’ll make the very best of it

i know my shrink she says im not nice to myself
but i will try to act as though i am my dearest friend
i will brush my teeth and i will take my meds
i will do all of the things i couldnt do back then
if im too sick to do what i want to do
i will make a list to make sure that im able to
i will forgive myself
for years I’ve spent in bed
and i will stay alive so i can play my songs and sing

i haven’t lost the game  im just not good at it yet
and that is fine when i have all this time to be the best
i will clean my room  and ill do laundry too
i will even take a shower i won’t fucking lose
if everything feels dark i will close my eyes
and i will count the moving lights and all the dancing stars
i will take a breath
i will ground myself
and i will sleep and wake up try again another day
 

why does it seem so abstract to be fine?
at least i am not crying all the time now
stomach please stop bubbling with rocks
churning full of fear and full of knos
but i will prove them wrong, every single dark thought
that doubted me ill prove to them that illness hasn’t won so
i dont think ill ever be like you
 but ill be happy too

I'll Be Happy Too

soon not soon enough

https://cocainejesus.bandcamp.com/album/christ-figure

CHRIST FIGURE OUT NOW

It Hurts for Me to See You (CHRIST FIGURE OUT NOW)

dont want nobody 
on my body
nobody but u

blow the wind goes
no where to go
but dont run 
dont run 
dont run 
dont run

yeah

**** you (demo)

angelmemory.m4a

Uhhh I haven’t released a song in almost 4 years hello hope u enjoy?

destiny's Album

up in the clouds (demo)

end it all

It's alright
It's the beauty that's inside
In the sound
It's a super super Sonikku dreamwave
It's alright
It's the beauty that's inside
In the sound
It's a super super Sonikku dreamwave
It's a super super Sonikku dreamwave
It's a super super Sonikku dreamwave
It's a super super Sonikku dreamwave

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