Name: Wasting Away (prod.surhanmercan) by Lost Soul
Duration: 2 min 14 s
Description: Wasting away, losing weight so much and relapsed with self-harm recently, been at a low point for a bit but that's life, isn't it...

For My Parents (prod.surhanmercan)

Reminiscing (prod.surhanmercan)

Explaining Myself (prod.surhanmercan)

I'm a natural crackhead, Rapping over eminems brain damage instrumental 

Natural Crackhead

A tribute to XXXTENTACION, when I first heard this song when it came out, I was in the deepest depths of my depression. I tried to kill myself twice by then, overdosed, but luckily, I got saved. Not many people know about that maybe not even my parents so there it is, out in the open.
Anyway, I always ramble sorry my b.
So it really resonated with me cause it just captured my mindstate perfectly at the time. I find Drowning and accepting to feel the sorrow and depression instead of trying to fight it  because the more I fought the worse I felt. So I just stopped, let the depression wash over me for another year until a thought popped up in my head but it wasn't MY voice you know what I mean? it sounded like someone telepathically told me to try mushrooms to cure me. Lo and behold my mate ordered some, 5 grams of cubensis with 100mg of MDMA and 3grams of Syrian rue. AND after the trip ended since it didn't feel much, just felt a bit higher than a weed high. So downed some DXM and that's when I started tripping, but the visuals were only when I closed my eyes, so I lay in bed and watched in awe. Woke up the next day with a smile on my face for the first time in two years, and genuinely felt like a newly reborn person. But it's still kinda in the back of my mind when life gets a bit too hard at times, it crawls back, then I get thoughts like this

Everybody Dies in Their Nightmares (prod.surhanmercan)

Wasting away, losing weight so much and relapsed with self-harm recently, been at a low point for a bit but that's life, isn't it...

Wasting Away (prod.surhanmercan)

Old school hip hop is back on this track, Jack shady motherfuckers, stay tuned, this album finna be fucken lit and finna send you back in time back to 1999

Crack A Bottle (prod.surhanmercan)

I'm the opposite man since my brains a little wired differently 🙃

Opposite Man (prod.surhanmercan)

All Hells Breaking Loose (prod.surhanmercan)

Jack Shady debut, alter ego of Lost Soul. Lost son of Slim Shady, was spawned from his essence, wasn't even born

Jack Shady (prod.surhanmercan)

Just a Lost Soul on a quest to find what has been lost. This is basically my music journal for my life and my therapy basically

Wasting Away (prod.surhanmercan)

Lost Soul

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