[Verse 1]
I've been waiting for something or someone to save me from this
I can't act like I'm fine when I'm not anymore and it hurts
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath
Reaching out for a hand 'cause the hurt makes it harder to be
Breathing out as I watch every season go by in complete
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Verse 2]
Searching for a god or something that is bigger than me so I wait
Reaching up at the sky sending prayers that I know won't be met
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Bridge]
And it's too late for you to save me
Your words cut like razor blades

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

barely bleeding

[Intro]
All the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
And I'd be lying if I tried telling you that you're not everything I want

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I keep a picture of you in my pocket
And last night, I almost lost it
I used to think I should quit you
But I'm so addicted, it hurts
Remember the nights that we would stare at the lights by the train tracks
And you would always listen to Dashboard
That was the first time that I realized

[Chorus]
All the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
And I'd be lying if I tried telling you that you're not everything I want
'Cause I tried running away
But I came right back today
Just hoping that you'd let me say, "I'm sorry"
'Cause all the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
Inside my heart

[Verse 2]
I wasn't ready for this, looking in hindsight
It's like bringing a knife to a gunfight
And sometimes, I listen to your voicemails
Need something to fill the void
Remember the night we almost got in a fight in your driveway?
And you told me that you needed space
That was the last time that I realized

[Chorus]
All the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
And I'd be lying if I tried telling you that you're not everything I want
'Cause I tried running away
But I came right back today
Just hoping that you'd let me say, "I'm sorry" (Sorry)
'Cause all the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
Inside my heart
(Inside my, inside my, inside my heart)

[Outro]
Remember the nights that we would stare at the lights by the train tracks
And you would always listen to Dashboard
That was the first time that I realized (Realized)
All the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart

pieces of you

[Verse 1]
Your lips were cherry red
You smelled like cigarettes
And you're my best friend
You were my best friend
And I taste liquor on your mouth again
You told me that the last time was the end
So I'll keep waiting
I'm always waiting

[Chorus]
Hiding bottles in the closet
I wish that you could stop this
I know you love me and you mean it
But you keep swallowing your demons

[Verse 2]
The hardest part was walking away
But I keep looking back almost every day
I just miss you
I wish I could fix you and us
And I can't take it anymore
These panic attacks and I keep shaking
I'm always shaking

[Chorus]
Hiding bottles in the closet
I wish that you could stop this
I know you love me and you mean it
But you keep swallowing your demons
Hiding bottles in the closet
I wish that you could stop this
I know you love me and you mean it
But you keep swallowing your demons

[Outro]
Your lips were cherry red
You smelled like cigarettes
And you're my best friend
You were my best friend

nothing,nowhere - cherry red (one take)

nothing,nowhere - nevermore (one take)

nothing,nowhere - hammer (one take)

[Verse 1]
I'll be at the graveyard if you need me
Ski mask, all black when you see me
Mankind is a f*cked up species

Look at the apocalypse on the TV
Linkin Park in the dark on a CD
Come home, Hybrid Theory on repeat
I remember growing up wasn't easy
All black, wakin up in the evening
I can still feel it all on the 16th

Nowadays tryna cope with the memories
Tried to figure out myself while I’m empty,
I can hear the devil now, tryna tempt me

Cause

[Hook]
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
 
[Verse 2]
Wake up and I'm down with the sickness
lately, I'm a man on a mission
Put myself number one on the hitlist
Number two, put myself as a witness
And I'm sick of it all, and it's f*cked up
Paradise, paralyze, yeah, that's tough luck
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up
 

[Hook]
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

Cause I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
And I scare myself to death

And I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

Please give me a reason,
Something to believe in
Staring at they ceiling, from my bed
(And I scare myself to death)

Bleeding, every night I’m bleeding
Someone stop the screamin, in my head
(I scare my self to death..)

nothing,nowhere - death (one take)

nothing,nowhere - clarity in kerosene (one take)

[Verse 1]
Broke your heart on your birthday
I would call but I don't know what I could say
Only skin, only bone, and I'm flawed
Crying in your parents' garage
So I'll sew my eyelids shut
So I don't have to be reminded of us
'Cause everywhere that I go is a photo
Every night I'm in bed with the vertigo

[Bridge]
It goes
Da da da dadada da, da da da dadada
Da da da dadada da, da da da dadada
Every night I'm going
Da da da dadada da, da da da dadada
Da da da dadada da, da da da dadada

[Verse 2]
Anxiety inside extremities
I'm losing touch, I got a tendency
To ruin all the things that I love
I could make amends
But you know I had enough, oh man
Not right now
You would think that I would feel alive by now
Twenty-something years and I'm still so down
Contemplate on moving like my legs tied down, oh no
Try to coincide, lack on my back and the void is inside
I can see my faults in the ceiling every night
I can see my faults in the ceiling every night

[Chorus]
So I'll drive all night through my home town
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
So I'll drive all night through my home town
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown

[Bridge]
Da da da dadada da, da da da dadada
Da da da dadada da, da da da dadada
Every night I'm going
Da da da dadada da, da da da dadada
Da da da dadada da, da da da dadada

[Chorus]
So I'll drive all night through my home town
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
So I'll drive all night through my home town
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
So I'll drive all night through my home town
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
So I'll drive all night through my home town
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown

nothing,nowhere - letdown (one take)

[Chorus]
I live inside the night time
She said "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with a new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah

[Verse 1]
I'm headed off the deep end
Since you left, I swear I'm barely breathin'
Lately, I've been steady speedin'
4 AM debatin' with my demons
I've been feelin' like it's too late, too late
Every day is like a doomsday, doomsday
I pull up on him with my switchblade, switchblade
And make him get a taste of my pain, my pain

[Chorus]
I live inside the night time
She said "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with a new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah

[Bridge]
Dreaming of your hands, how they felt inside mine
I can't understand why you wasted my time
Play Russian roulette all by myself 'cause
You live in my head

[Chorus]
I live inside the night time
She said "I didn't feel like it's the right time"
Well, I saw you with a new boy
I'm lookin' for somethin' that I could destroy
You know I hate it when you tease me
I see you every night when I am dreaming
Yeah, every time I see you right there
You turn a dream into a fuckin' nightmare, yeah

[Outro]
Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare
Nightmare, nightmare
I'm livin' in a nightmare

nothing,nowhere - nightmare (one take)

[Intro]
In time, I'll be hanging on your nightstand by myself
As I sit in the dust while you lay with someone else
And I wish that you could feel how it felt
Knowing I am just an ornament on your shelf

[Verse 1]
Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden, I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Funny how everything changes
Old feelings, new faces
They say home is where you make it
Resided in you, now it's vacant

[Chorus]
'Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you sleep but you're with someone else
And every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the drawer but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

[Verse 2]
Now I gotta keep it all in like it's all good
But everything changed when you left me in Oakwood
And if you could take it back I know you would
Won't throw me away when you know you should
Tell me what's real, is it all in my head?
Every night, every word that I said
They say move on, but I'm better off dead
How can I sleep when I'm next to your bed?
How can you keep me confined in a frame?
Memories fading, the faces will change
But I still live in your head, so I stay
Next to your bed, watch me wither away

[Chorus]
'Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you sleep but you're with someone else
And every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the drawer but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

[Bridge]
In time, I'll be hanging on your nightstand by myself
And I gather dust alone on your shelf

[Chorus]
'Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the drawer but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

[Outro]
Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden, I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Funny how everything changes
Old feelings new faces
They say home is where you make it
Resided in you, now it's vacant
Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden, I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
Honestly, you never needed this
Honestly, you never needed this

nothing,nowhere - ornament (one take)

[Verse 1]
I'm a twenty something
Something's runnin' through my veins
I'm feelin' quite alone
Used to say I gave a fuck about a shit
But now that shit that I dismiss gets in my bones
And you can tell your friends that I'm a mess
And that I always stay at home
But your alcohol will fade away
Those local bars and glory days are gone

[Chorus]
And how about that?
Still stuck in the past
Did you think it would last?
This, too, shall pass

[Verse 2]
Passed out slow, yeah
It's all in my head
Or it's all too real
Either way, I'm fucked
Either way, I've had enough
And I did this to myself

[Chorus]
And how about that?
Still stuck in the past
Did you think it would last?
This, too, shall pass

nothing,nowhere - twenty something (one take)

[Verse]
Run it up, run it back
The beat hard, big facts
I don't even gotta say it, like
I don't even wanna say it, uh
'Cause you don't even know me, like
You don't even know what it's like
Throwing up in the bathroom
Punching holes in the-

[Pre-Chorus]
Know you can see me pull up with the drip
Blood on my fist, know that life is a bitch
Feel like I always be throwin' a fit
Life is a club, I don't know how I fit, like, yuh
Fuck about a 'he say, she say'
Swervin' in the whip like a speedway
Me and Trav on the beat like a relay
Everybody else feeling cliché

[Chorus]
Bloodlust
A crush, a kiss, a kill
It's all the same
True love
Is nothing but a war
It's all the same

[Bridge]
You're the knife I used to drag across my veins
You're the gun that sends the bullet to my brain

[Pre-Chorus]
Know you can see me pull up with the drip
Blood on my fist, know that life is a bitch
Feel like I always be throwin' a fit
Life is a club, I don't know how I fit, like, yuh
Fuck about a 'he say, she say'
Swervin' in the whip like a speedway
Me and Trav on the beat like a relay
Everybody else feeling cliché

[Chorus]
Bloodlust
A crush, a kiss, a kill
It's all the same
True love
Is nothing but a war
It's all the same

Would you die for me?
Yeah, love, it's all the same
Would you die for me?
Yeah, love, it's all the same

[Outro]
You're the knife I used to drag across my veins
You're the gun that sends the bullet to my brain
I'm tied to the tracks and you're the speeding train
And I hope someday that you can taste my pain

nothing,nowhere - true love (one take)

[Verse 1]
You cannot hide
And there's no time
The slow decline
In your mind
You are not mine
I'm not yours
Why would I try
When you're not sure?
I've been falling out, upstate
Try to save me, it's too late
Voices in my head, talking
So I got the keys, I hop in

[Chorus]
Like I am just a reject
Putting back the pieces
Pushing you away like
I don't even need this
Laying on the freeway
Thinking 'bout what she say
Waiting for a semi-truck
Like I don't even give a fuck
I just need a reason
I can't find a reason
Watching all the cars go
Passing like the seasons
Feeding all my demons
See you when I'm sleeping
Now I think I like it like the pain became my Jesus

[Post-Chorus]
Ooh, everything fade when I get this way
Ooh, every damn day gotta feel like this
Ooh, everyone knows that I lost my way
Ooh, every damn day gonna be the same

[Verse 2]
There's nothing in me
Like asphalt or concrete
Memories, fifteen
Suffocating in my sheets
I can hear the sound, racing
Laying down now, take me
Something in my head, hiding
I see the lights, shining

[Chorus]
Like I am just a reject
Putting back the pieces
Pushing you away like
I don't even need this
Laying on the freeway
Thinking 'bout what she say
Waiting for a semi-truck
Like I don't even give a fuck
I just need a reason
I can't find a reason
Watching all the cars go
Passing like the seasons
Feeding all my demons
See you when I'm sleeping
Now I think I like it like the pain became my Jesus

[Post-Chorus]
Ooh, everything fade when I get this way
Ooh, every damn day gotta feel like this
Ooh, everyone knows that I lost my way
Ooh, every damn day gonna be the same

[Outro]
Ooh, everything fade when I get this way
Ooh, every damn day gotta feel like this
Ooh, everyone knows that I lost my way
Ooh, every damn day gonna be the same
Ooh, everything fade when I get this way
Ooh, every damn day gotta feel like this
Ooh, everyone knows that I lost my way
Ooh, every damn day gonna be the same
Ooh, everything fade when I get this way
Ooh, every damn day gotta feel like this
Ooh, everyone knows that I lost my way
Ooh, every damn day gonna be the same

nothing,nowhere - rejecter (one take)

[Verse 1]
Yeah
I did it all on my own, no promo
I got fans gettin' tats of my logo
I remember when nobody came to my shows
But I kept on comin' back like a yo-yo
In high school, they would laugh, try to label
Eatin' lunch with nobody at my table
Everyone that used to doubt got a day job
I just made a few stacks off a merch drop

[Pre-Chorus]
Think it's about time that they go and take me serious
If you not feelin' this, you probably delirious
I'm on one, yes, I'm on one, they could never be
Me, 'cause I'm the reaper in your dreams, 'cause
Think it's about time they trade the clout for sobriety
I can feel the hate buildin' up, it's inside of me
I'm on one, yes, I'm on one, they could never be
Me, 'cause I'm the reaper in your dreams, 'cause

[Chorus]
Play the guitar like a young Santana
Reppin' VT like my name Bernie Sanders
Livin' two lives like my name Danny Phantom
All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer
Play the guitar like a young Santana
Reppin' VT like my name Bernie Sanders
Livin' two lives like my name Danny Phantom
All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer

[Verse 2]
CDG on my feet when I hop out
Me and Jay on the beat, that's a bop now
Whole squad goin' dumb like it's summer school
I got hits, got smashes like a drummer do
OMG, now you see me on the TV
Went from sellin' pizza and now I'm sellin' CDs
I know you see me, know you need me, but believe me
I feel like dyin' like my name Lil Weezy

[Pre-Chorus]
Think it's about time that they go and take me serious
If you not feelin' this, you probably delirious
I'm on one, yes, I'm on one, they could never be
Me, 'cause I'm the reaper in your dreams, 'cause
Think it's about time they trade the clout for sobriety
I can feel the hate buildin' up, it's inside of me
I'm on one, yes, I'm on one, they could never be
Me, 'cause I'm the reaper in your dreams, 'cause

[Chorus]
Play the guitar like a young Santana
Reppin' VT like my name Bernie Sanders
Livin' two lives like my name Danny Phantom
All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer
Play the guitar like a young Santana
Reppin' VT like my name Bernie Sanders
Livin' two lives like my name Danny Phantom
All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer
Play the guitar like a young Santana
Reppin' VT like my name Bernie Sanders
Livin' two lives like my name Danny Phantom
All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer
Play the guitar like a young Santana
Reppin' VT like my name Bernie Sanders
Livin' two lives like my name Danny Phantom
All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer

[Outro]
(Hammer, hammer)
(All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer)
(Hammer, hammer)
(All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer)
(Hammer, hammer)
(All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer)
(Hammer, hammer)
(All my shit bang like a motherfuckin' hammer)

Hammer (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Intro sample]
And now, for my next number, I'd like to return to the classics

[Verse 1]
Growing up, I had a dream in my mind
Then it came true, now it got me losing my mind
I don't wanna seem ungrateful so I keep it inside
Got me reminiscing, thinking of a simpler time
Like me and Lopez used to skate down the block
Passing time, spitting rhymes at the old parking lot
I can't even drive past all the spots that I love
'Cause they're nothing even close to anything like it was
But when I see a group of kids in the spot
I wanna shake 'em, wanna tell 'em they don't know what they got
Wish that I could travel back and try to tell me to stop
'Cause I had everything, I never needed a lot

[Pre-Chorus]
It's like I woke up one day and suddenly I grew up
I can't remember when it happened, it was all too abrupt
Driving 'round my old town, it's pathetic, I know
The only time that I was happy and I can't let it go

[Chorus]
Was it all really better then?
Or am I just getting in my head?
And I just wanna go back
I wish that I could just go back
Was it all really better then?
Or am I just getting in my head?
And I just wanna go back
I wish that I could just go back

[Verse 2]
I would never trade a friend for the fame
But I been on the road touring and it isn't the same
Losing touch with all the ones that I love
How many calls I gotta miss 'til they stop giving a fuck?
Been feeling down, so I hit up my mom
She told me everything will pass so put it all in a song
I know my family can see I got a lot on my plate
Seems like every time I'm home it's only just for the day
So I been putting all my thoughts in this verse
And I don't know that if it's helping or it's making it worse
I just know its been a while since I felt like I'm fine
I've been trying to learn to live my life one day at a time

[Pre-Chorus]
It's like I woke up one day and suddenly I grew up
I can't remember when it happened, it was all too abrupt
Driving 'round my old town, it's pathetic, I know
The only time that I was happy and I can't let it go

[Chorus]
Was it all really better then?
Or am I just getting in my head?
And I just wanna go back
I wish that I could just go back
Was it all really better then?
Or am I just getting in my head?
And I just wanna go back
I wish that I could just go back

[Outro]
Go back

Better (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Verse 1]
I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton
I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine
I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives
Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen
Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed
Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread
Feeling like this panic that I have will never end
And so I fantasize about a gun up to my head, yeah
And now these pills got me feeling asleep
When I'm awake, can't get away
Even when I sleep I feel pain
Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain
About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane, yeah
And I just want to know what I did
Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this shit, man
And I just wanna know when it happened
When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker

[Chorus]
I wanna know when the pain stops
Walking around with the same thoughts
I wanna know when the pain stops
Face down, fucked up with the door locked
I wanna know when the pain stops
Walking around with the same thoughts
I wanna know when the pain stops
Face down, fucked up with the door locked

[Verse 2]
I've been fighting this with everything that I have
And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad
Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face
I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more
I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest
I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best
Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god?
I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts

[Bridge]
I wanna know when the pain stops
I wanna know when the pain stops
I wanna know when the pain stops
I wanna know when the pain stops
I wanna know when the pain stops
I wanna know when the pain stops
I wanna know when the pain stops
I wanna know when the pain stops

[Chorus]
I wanna know when the pain stops
Walking around with the same thoughts
I wanna know when the pain stops
Face down, fucked up with the door locked
I wanna know when the pain stops
Walking around with the same thoughts
I wanna know when the pain stops
Face down, fucked up with the door locked

Dread (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm finding clarity in kerosene
Incinerating all these memories
I haven't spoke to you since 17
Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me
You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
A hollow body like a figurine
I always felt like an accessory
There's love and hate but this was in between

[Bridge]
And all I know
Is that there's clarity in kerosene
And all I know
You can't take back the words you said to me

[Chorus]
I hope you choke in your sleep
(Choke in your sleep)
While you're dreaming of me
(Dreaming of me)
Suffocate in your sheets
(Suffocate in your sheets)
I'll be the last thing you see
(Be the last thing you see)

[Verse 1]
And I can see it, looking back now
Every day you'd try to put me in the background
I wasted all this fucking time on you
Every word you said to me, I knew it wasn't true
Roll around with that chip on my shoulder
I told myself that it would change when I'm older
But it's getting harder and I swear to God
That if I had the chance, I would take all the moments
I spent steady, waiting and losing my patience
You fucked with my head, know that I couldn't take it
And I can't forgive you
No, I won't forgive you

[Chorus]
I hope you choke in your sleep
(Choke in your sleep)
While you're dreaming of me
(Dreaming of me)
Suffocate in your sheets
(Suffocate in your sheets)
I'll be the last thing you see
(Be the last thing you see)

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm finding clarity in kerosene
Incinerating all these memories
I haven't spoke to you since 17
Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me
You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
A hollow body like a figurine
I always felt like an accessory
There's love and hate but this was in between

[Bridge]
And all I know
Is that there's clarity in kerosene
And all I know
You can't take back the words you said to me

[Chorus]
I hope you choke in your sleep
(Choke in your sleep)
While you're dreaming of me
(Dreaming of me)
Suffocate in your sheets
(Suffocate in your sheets)
I'll be the last thing you see
(Be the last thing you see)

[Outro]
I hope you choke in your sleep
(Choke in your sleep)
While you're dreaming of me
(Dreaming of me)
Suffocate in your sheets
(Suffocate in your sheets)
I'll be the last thing you see
(Be the last thing you see)

Clarity In Kerosene (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Chorus]
I can't help it, if I could I would change it
'Cause lately I've been feeling so vacant
I can't help it, if I could I would change it
'Cause lately I've been feeling so vacant
I can't help it, if I could I would change it

[Verse 1]
Nowadays, I been wasting all my days (Tryna change)
Holding out waiting for something to change (Cha-change)
Everybody always ask if I'm okay (I'm okay)
And I lie 'cause I don't know what to say (Oh)
It's like I feel like I'm going insane (I know, know)
I got enemies, they live up in my brain (In my brain)
And you ask me why I'm feeling this way (Yeah, yeah)

[Chorus]
I can't help it, if I could I would change it
'Cause lately I've been feeling so vacant
I can't help it, if I could I would change it
'Cause lately I've been feeling so vacant
I can't help it, if I could I would change it

[Verse 2]
On my phone and I feel like I'm in Hell (Like I'm in Hell)
All alone laying in the hotel (Hotel)
You always told me you would be the one to help (One to help yeah)
Then you left, now it's me and myself (Yeah, yeah)
Funny how it changed up like that (Changed up)
I feel like having a panic attack (Oh)
Can't understand, I could never really explain it (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Chorus]
I can't help it, if I could I would change it
'Cause lately I've been feeling so vacant
I can't help it, if I could I would change it
'Cause lately I've been feeling so vacant
I can't help it, if I could I would change it

Vacanter (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Intro]
(Destruction, destruction, I'm trying to forget)
(It's been years, I can picture your silhouette)
(Disruption, corruption, inside my head)

[Verse 1]
Ay, ay, ay
Why you gotta go set fire to the room like that? (Yeah)
Go and shut the door in my face and you runnin' right back
And I've been going off with your heart every day, no cap (Ay, ay)
But the pain gonna come either way and we both know that
So impatient, I've been feeling vacant
What am I chasing? Stuck inside this basement (Whoa)
Feeling useless, wonder what the use is
And the truth is, I don't wanna do this

[Chorus]
Destruction, destruction, I'm trying to forget
It's been years, I can picture your silhouette
Disruption, corruption, inside my head
So how am I supposed to feel now?
Treading water when you're not around
And one more night I think that I'mma drown
So how am I supposed to feel?
And how am I supposed to feel now?
(And how am I supposed to feel?)

[Verse 2]
You only call when you need me
Only try when it's easy
I remember back in VT
Old Vans with the 'preme tee
I just feel like it was better then
Now it's different and it's evident
Now it's harder than it's ever been
Built a house to burn it down again

[Chorus]
Destruction, destruction, I'm trying to forget
It's been years but I still see your silhouette
Disruption, corruption, it's all in my head
So tell me how I'm supposed to feel now
Treading water when you're not around
One more night I think that I'mma drown
So tell me how I'm supposed to feel
(Tell me, tell me how I'm supposed to feel)
So tell me how I'm supposed to feel now
Treading water when you're not around
One more night I think that I'mma drown
(Disruption, corruption, it's all in my head)
So tell me how I'm supposed to feel now

[Outro]
(Destruction, destruction, I'm trying to forget)
(It's been years, I can picture your silhouette)
(Disruption, corruption, inside my head)
So how am I supposed to feel?

DESTRUCTION (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Verse 1]
When I think of love I see your face
But when I think of you I think of pain
My heart and mind are not on the same page
It's obvious I get carried away
All of the things that I don't know
All of the feelings I don't show
My mind doesn't know where to go tho
Got me standing in place like a photo
But I know you don't know
I should know by now
That every time that I make up my mind
And you know it's too late, 'cause I ran outta time
And you know it

[Pre-Chorus]
Now it's 3AM and I'm on the phone
Checking on your page while I'm all alone
You'd think I'd learn or I'd try to change
Why does this always end the same?

[Chorus]
I'm tired of falling out of love
I'm tired of the rise and fall
I'll leave before it starts
'Cause I don't wanna get my hopes up
I'm tired of falling out of love
I'm tired of the rise and fall
I'll leave before it starts
'Cause I don't wanna get my hopes up

[Verse 2: Dashboard Confessional]
I play it all inside my head so I remember
I think about the way we were back in November
Every moment that I waste on holding out for one more chance
Isn't worth the pain I hold so close to me
Wish I could forget it all

[Pre-Chorus]
Now it's 3AM and I'm on the phone
Checking on your page while I'm all alone
You'd think I'd learn or I'd try to change
Why does this always end the same?

[Chorus]
I'm tired of falling out of love
I'm tired of the rise and fall
I'll leave before it starts
'Cause I don't wanna get my hopes up
I'm tired of falling out of love
I'm tired of the rise and fall
I'll leave before it starts
'Cause I don't wanna get my hopes up

[Bridge]
I'd rather sleep alone than play this game again
I'd rather play it safe than feel the pain again
And I just know by now how this will end up
Maybe it's you or maybe I'm the one who's fucked up
I'd rather sleep alone than play this game again
I'd rather play it safe than feel the pain again
And I just know by now how this will end up
Maybe it's you or maybe I'm the one who's fucked up

[Chorus]
I'm tired of falling out of love
I'm tired of the rise and fall
I'll leave before it starts
'Cause I don't wanna get my hopes up
I'm tired of falling out of love
I'm tired of the rise and fall
I'll leave before it starts
'Cause I don't wanna get my hopes up

Hopes Up (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Verse]
I can feel the weight of the wind in my home town
Cause ain't shit changed since the last time I been around
And I been feeling low, feeling slow, feeling run down
I said "I been doing well," truth is I don't know now
And I can hear the pain in the way that you say my name
The cold gaze in your eyes
Tell me all the things that keep you up at night
If you sleep forever then you'll never have to fight
Where do I start
I got a big ego and a small heart
Rolling through with a bad attitude
And a mother fucking chip on my shoulder too
I'm like damn, how did it get like this?
I still hate my life, I'm still full of shit
And I got a thing for destruction
Down all the pills, said "fuck the instructions"

[Hook]
I can make the things that I love die
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
Push away the people who stood by my side
They ask me why I do it I don't know why
I can make the things that I love die
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
Push away the people who stood by my side
They ask me why I do it I don't know why

Weight Of The Wind (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Verse 1]
I'll be in the graveyard if you need me
Ski mask, all black when you see me
Mankind is a fucked up species
Look at the apocalypse on the TV
Linkin Park in the dark on a CD
Come home, Hybrid Theory on a repeat
I remember growing up wasn't easy
Now they say that I'm the shit like I'm feces

[Hook]
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

[Verse 2]
Wake up and I'm down with the sickness
Night late, I'm a man on a mission
Put myself number one on the hitlist
Number two, put myself as a witness
And I'm sick of this shit, man, it's fucked up
Paradise, paralyze, yeah, that's tough luck
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up

[Hook]
I scare myself to death

Death (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Verse 1]
I'm the light on your shed
Shining through your bedroom window
Keeping you awake
I'm the thoughts in your head
I'm every word you never said
Keeping you awake
Remember me with a smile on my face
So when I'm gone you can know I'm in a better place

[Hook]
I'm not so sure
About anything anymore
I guess I got what I asked for
I've been so sore
From always sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore

[Verse 2]
What's the point of waking up?
Why can't I give a fuck?
How can I see the bright side
With the blinds closed and I'm stuck?
They say I'll get it when I'm older
Well, I'm getting close and no closure
Now I'm feeling like it's over
We don't even have to go there
Like damn
Look at my life
Tell me why I can't do anything right
Don't wanna complain so I keep it inside
Losing my mind, wide awake every night
Remember the days at that old cul-de-sac
Feel like that shit was a dream looking back
Now I can't help that I live in the past where nothing will last

[Hook]
I'm not so sure
About anything anymore
I guess I got what I asked for
I've been so sore
From always sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore

[Hook]
I'm not so sure
About anything anymore
I guess I got what I asked for
I've been so sore
From always sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore

Nevermore (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Verse 1]
I can be a burden, baby, I can be a psycho
They call me a mistake and roll me off like a typo
And life just keeps on hitting me, I swear that I'mma fight though
So hit me with your best shot, staring down the rifle
I been looking back, riding on my motorcycle
I remember nights when I was feeling suicidal
I was falling out, boy, dead on arrival
Couldn't see the signs, I was living in denial, yeah

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm on the edge
You're in my head

[Chorus]
Tell me you love me
Even if you don't
I don't know when this will end
Tell me you'll stay now
Even if you won't
Baby, we can play pretend, yeah

[Verse 2]
I guess that what I'm saying is
I'm scared of going back
I remember every struggle, every panic attack
You saw the life inside my eyes fade away over time
I couldn't pick up a guitar
I couldn't think of a rhyme
I needed something to believe in
Somewhere that I could hide
They told me I should start pretending
Always kept it inside
And I was hoping these emotions were a lack of serotonin
Never thought that my own brain could ever turn to an opponent

[Chorus]
Tell me you love me
Even if you don't
I don't know when this will end
Tell me you'll stay now
Even if you won't
Baby, we can play pretend

[Bridge]
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?

[Chorus]
Tell me you love me
Even if you don't
I don't know when this will end
Tell me you'll stay now
Even if you won't
Baby, we can play pretend

[Outro]
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
Baby, we can play pretend

Pretend (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

[Verse 1]
Let's just forget everything said
And everything we did
Best friends and better halves
Goodbyes

And the autumn night
When we realized
We were falling out of love

[Interlude]
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant

There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said that weren't meant
There were some things that were said
But we never did

[Verse 2]
Not to be overly (Overly)
Dramatic
I just think it's best
'Cause you can't miss what you forget

[Bridge]
So, let's just pretend
Everything and anything
Between you and me
Was never meant

[Outro]
Was never meant

never meant (american football cover)

[Intro]
Paint my world a new grey
Pain comes in different shades
Slowly rot and decay
Yeah

[Pre-Chorus]
Lights on me like I'm shooting a movie scene
And I be going hard but you still got a hold on me
And nights like these take it back, it was you and me
But I can't understand

[Chorus]
Everything you ever told me
Lie to my face on the daily
I'ma go my own way
And I don't give a fuck if you hate me
Everything you told me
Lie to my face on the daily
I'ma go my own way
And I don't give a fuck if you hate me

[Verse]
Yeah, time to coordinate every chase that I had with you (Yeah)
Every day, I spent all my time that I had on you (Yeah)
Had to drag you underground just so you could see my everyday view (Yeah)
Life getting hard, I'm just trynna make it all the way through

[Pre-Chorus]
Lights on me like I'm shooting a movie scene
And I be going hard but you still got a hold on me
And nights like these take it back, it was you and me
But I can't understand

[Chorus]
Everything you ever told me
Lie to my face on the daily
I'ma go my own way
And I don't give a fuck if you hate me
Everything you told me
Lie to my face on the daily
I'ma go my own way
And I don't give a fuck if you hate me

lights (4444)

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I can be a burden, baby, I can be a psycho
They called me a mistake and wrote me off like a typo
And life just keeps on hitting me, I swear that I'ma fight though
So hit me with your best shot, staring down the rifle
I been looking back, riding on my motorcycle
I remember nights when I was feeling suicidal
I was falling out, boy, dead on arrival
Couldn't see the signs, I was living in denial, yeah

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm on the edge
You're in my head, so

[Chorus]
Tell me you need me
Even when you don't
I don't know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
Tell me you'll stay now
Even if you won't
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)

[Verse 2]
I guess that what I'm saying is
I'm scared of going back
I remember every struggle, every panic attack
You saw the life inside my eyes fade away over time
I couldn't pick up a guitar
I couldn't think of a rhyme
I needed something to believe in
Somewhere that I could hide
They told me I should stop pretending
Always kept it inside
And I was hoping these emotions were a lack of serotonin
Never thought that my own brain could ever turn to an opponent

[Chorus]
Tell me you need me
Even when you don't
I don't know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
Tell me you'll stay now
Even if you won't
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)

[Bridge]
Play pretend, pretend, pretend, pretend
Pretend, pretend, pretend, pretend
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?

[Chorus]
Tell me you need me
Even when you don't
I don't know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
Tell me you'll stay now
Even if you won't
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)

[Outro]
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
Baby, we can play pretend

pretend

[Verse 1: nothing,nowhere.]
Razors on the dashboard
Sneaking in the backdoor
Don't wanna, but I can't stop
Maybe I will when I get caught, yeah
Blood on the seats now
Speeding, going downtown
Now I'm on the TV
And I want you to see me

[Pre-Chorus: nothing,nowhere.]
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
I know I need to stop (I know I need to stop)

[Chorus: nothing,nowhere.]
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
But I cannot 'cause, baby, you're my drug
And now I'm stuck, now I've got your blood on my hands
Blood on my hands
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
But I cannot 'cause, baby, you're my drug
And now I'm stuck, now I've got your blood on my hands
Blood on my hands

[Bridge: nothing,nowhere.]
(Now I've got your blood on my hands)
(Blood on my hands)
(Now I've got your blood on my hands)
(Blood on my hands)

[Verse 2: KennyHoopla]
See the city at night, licking your lips
Know exactly what you want, just how you wanna get it
I was staring in this mirror since the clock hit ten
Loose lips sink ships, so your smile locked in
This is something you can't sleep off
My love was with a Molotov
Pierce my skin, prove I'm not gone
I know we all somewhere

[Pre-Chorus: nothing,nowhere. & KennyHoopla]
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
I know I need to stop (This is something you can't sleep off)

[Chorus: nothing,nowhere.]
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
But I cannot 'cause, baby, you're my drug
And now I'm stuck, now I've got your blood on my hands
Blood on my hands
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
But I cannot 'cause, baby, you're my drug
And now I'm stuck, now I've got your blood on my hands
Blood on my hands

[Outro: nothing,nowhere.]
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
But I cannot 'cause, baby, you're my drug
And now I'm stuck, now I've got your blood on my hands
Blood on my hands

blood (feat. KennyHoopla)

[Verse 1]
Head in the soil
Brain in the clouds
Carousel eyes, I'm spinning around
And around and around

[Pre-Chorus]
I had your back
You turned yours on me
I was so blind, now
It's easy to see, yeah

[Chorus]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep your distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend
Hello, hello, hello?
Pick up, pick up the phone
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend

[Verse 2]
Stuck in the past or living for now
What is the difference
If you ain't around?
Ain't around, ain't around

[Pre-Chorus]
I had your back
You turned yours on me
I was so blind, now
It's easy to see

[Chorus]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep the distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend
Hello, hello, hello?
Pick up, pick up the phone
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend

[Bridge]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep your distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend

[Chorus]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep your distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend
Hello, hello, hello?
Pick up, pick up the phone
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend

nothing,nowhere. (one take)

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