written and produced by me

why bring it up if you don’t wanna talk about it
why say those things about me if you know how i feel
i don’t care how i am naturally,
at least what i do makes sense compared to you
i don’t think you’ll truly understand,
because too many people simply agree with you

sometimes i wonder what it would be like to think that way
sometimes i wonder what it would be like to punch you in the face
but i know the consequences of doing that,
but consequences never come across to you
too many people think that what you do brings joy
but for every good emotion there’s a negative equivalent
a low IQ and a lazy mind is the only thing you know
 
i understand what you’re going through
but taking your pain out on me makes me feel like an asshole
breathe the air and the grass around you maybe then you’ll understand

you really don't understand

if you aren’t on my side
then what do i do with my life
you’re here and you’re gone 
like bird near a front window
you’re simple but you’re intense

baby boy!
no reason for you to not say those things
i’m always showing you i love you,
but you don’t listen,
you look at me then you look away
you have a small smile on your face
i wonder why,
are you not telling me something?

your friend told me you liked me but
you said that they weren’t your friend
why were you talking to them then 
it’s like i’m the air you inhale 
but you say you don’t need me 
i can’t see what you see in me
but i still can’t breathe when 
you look at me like that
smile on your face
eye contact in the rain
it doesn't get worse than this

do you like me?
are you in denial?
make up your mind 
before i go insane

baby boy!
no reason for you to not say those things
i’m always showing you i love you,
but you don’t listen,
you look at me then you look away
you have a small smile on your face
i wonder why,
are you not telling me something?

look away

what we had was only a few months long
i understand you've already moved on
you’re in bed with a girl that
likes you for the sex
you liked me cause you wanted my body
a manipulation wannabe 
your pictures are magnets for girls like me

im foolish, to think that,
you didn't see me like that
in my head, about you,
too much reminiscence 
the girl that, you posted
has got my mind loaded
im crazy, yeah crazy 
why are you so lazy?

lazy

written and produced by me

2am taking an old bottle of juice
people telling me this isn’t an excuse
get a call from someone i’ve never seen before
with someone i don’t even talk to anymore
“honey she’s dead, there’s nothing that we could do,
she’s in the room” and that’s all that they knew
2 years ago, wondering when things get fun
i didn’t know that it would become undone

people were in the room, there on the left
i couldn’t listen to the words they said
the only thing i could do was hear them
fading away,
fading away
people were in the room, there on the left
i couldn’t listen to the words they said
the only thing i could do was hear them
fading away,
fading away 

built a new home that my future will live in
beautiful, doesn’t have any blemishes
but i need to try my best and protect it
keep it from getting hurt from the bad weather

people were in the room, there on the left
i couldn’t listen to the words they said
the only thing i could do was hear them
fading away,
fading away
people were in the room, there on the left
i couldn’t listen to the words they said
the only thing i could do was hear them
fading away,
fading away

undone

further

(verse 1)
You see me, now I see you
Lost and found, it’s meant to be
Fall away, we grow apart
Now you’re gone, can I see you again?
Travel far, you know a few
I want you, far as i see
I need you, look at the stars
Stronger bond, can I talk to you then?
 
(chorus)
So i'll watch your soul dance from here
While i fall in even further
I can’t help it
You’re too perfect
Fears overtake like it's vital
Can’t get tired of this cycle
Your pure beauty
Overcomes me 

(verse 2)
I hope you didn’t forget me
I still think about you daily
Is it a sign or obsession
I want you to know,
I won’t let you go
I might be in way too deep
I think that you’re all I see
Whether it’s meant to be or not
I really don’t care, I will still want you

(chorus)
So i'll watch your soul dance from here
While i fall in even further
I can’t help it
You’re too perfect
Fears overtake like it's vital
Can’t get tired of this cycle
Your pure beauty
Overcomes me 
 
(verse 3)

I’m sorry, I can’t find you
I’m sad cause, I really care
I know you, you think i don’t
That’s only cause, you don’t know I love you

further

social life

(verse 1)
Everytime i look around
I can’t help but notice you
But my words feel like they’ve downed
God, what ever will I do?
I’m watching the things you do
The way you talk to people
I can’t feel what i should do

(chorus)
Your words hurt like a rose bush
But at least they build something beautiful
What’s a social life when I see you?
I like your style, i like your smile 
But i just don’t know the point
Are you shy and scared to speak just like me
Thoughts and words overcome me

(verse 2)
“Take one breath, and you’ll be free”
I wish it was that easy
Everyone seems to be fine,
But i don’t feel so sublime
You can say what you’re feeling
While i'm over here kneeling
Wondering where it went wrong
Stopped feeling like i belong

(chorus)
Your words hurt like a rose bush
But at least they build something beautiful
What’s a social life when I see you?
I like your style, i like your smile 
But i just don’t know the point
Are you shy and scared to speak just like me
Thoughts and words overcome me

social life

downfall

(refrain)
You’re terrible,
And i’m worse for wanting someone who’s unbearable

(chorus)
I’m praying on your downfall
Waiting for you to stall
I’m starting to get sick of,
Starting to get sick of
Looking at you with her,
Looking at you with her,
Stop acting lovey dovey 
with someone who isn’t me

(verse 1)
You tricked me and now i can’t be free
You’re a flirt and you made me submerge
In your depths, In your soul
Way too deep, i can’t leave
Which is what exactly scares me

(refrain)
You’re terrible,
And i’m worse for wanting someone who’s unbearable

(verse 2)
What was I thinking?
Am I going deaf?
Cause i’ve heard things about you
That imply you’re a loser
And i don’t wanna be a girl
That becomes just like her lover

(bridge)
I’m getting too attached
Cause now i’m in a trap

(chorus)
I’m praying on your downfall
Waiting for you to stall
I’m starting to get sick of,
Starting to get sick of
Looking at you with her
Looking at you with her,
Stop acting lovey dovey 
with someone who isn’t me

downfall

useless

(Verse 1)
I love so deep easy to hide
No one can see me feeling my despair
I’m stuck with you
I’m stuck with you
I’m stuck with you

(chorus)
Whatever I do is useless
You run through my head like nonsense
You can’t find a way to escape
I think you might be stuck with me
I just wanna be done
Love for you is like dun
Vulnerability,
Hyperactivity
Desperation and attachment

(Verse 2)
Haunting my dreams like a phantom
Feeling the presence of a ghost
I’m trying not to act to possessed
But i think I’m already obsessed

(Haunting my dreams like a phantom
Feeling the presence of a ghost
I’m trying not to act to possessed
But i think I’m already obsessed)

(chorus)
Whatever I do is useless
You run through my head like nonsense
You can’t find a way to escape
I think you might be stuck with me
I just wanna be done
Love for you is like dun
Vulnerability,
Hyperactivity
Desperation and attachment

useless

no reason

(pre chorus)
You find yourself all lonely,
Some things you can’t think about
People think they’re consistent
But they make you feel like dread 
They’re thinking they rule the world
When they’re really the outcast 
Life looks so easy for them
But on the inside they’re dead

(chorus)
Everytime you tell yourself it’s alright
Then people try and go bring you down
No reason for them to act like that
No reason for them to talk like that
Everytime i tell myself it’s alright
Then people try and go bring me down
No reason for it to hit like that
No reason for them to move like that
(everytime i tell myself it’s alright)

(verse 2)
Feeling what they’re telling you
Seeing what they’re showing you
Doesn’t matter what they do
You feel trapped in a cage
Feeling nothing but rage

(pre chorus)
You find yourself all lonely,
Some things you can’t think about
People think they’re consistent
But they make you feel like dread

(chorus)
Everytime you tell yourself it’s alright
Then people try and go bring you down
No reason for them to act like that
No reason for them to talk like that
Everytime i tell myself it’s alright
Then people try and go bring me down
No reason for it to hit like that
No reason for them to move like that
(everytime i tell myself it’s alright)

no reason

"insomnia"
written and produced by me

why did i let myself believe
that i had a chance with you
why do i wanna 
stalk your socials just like i used to
why do you pop up in my mind 
like a windows 7 with 
a virus

taking up my time
and making me stressed
my friends don’t know i feel this way
they think i’m way past you
but no
you’re an annoying popup

no, no, no
just let me sleep
baby, 
tell me to be quiet
but you’re not actually here with me
it’s just my mind bringing me back to the old times

why did you enter
and never escape the maze 
of my mind
where everything repeats itself
i really thought i was over you this time
but remember back in winter when i saw you all the time
i have no reason to like you
you’re just a player 
a stupid boy
that only likes women for their bodies

no, no, no
just let me sleep
baby, 
tell me to be quiet
but you’re not actually here with me
it’s just my mind bringing me back to the old times

FELF

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