I Wondered What Dying Feels Like

Collected Recordings (1994-1999)

Strictly Ballroom - I Love...

my unraveling heart - ...and then i feel nothing

audience of one - saosin

Bass-Elijah Figgers
Drums-Aden Walker
Guitars-Liam Rita and Jude Rita
Keyboard-Matthew Bartley
Vocals-Liam Rita, Jude Rita, Aden walker, and Matthew Bartley


Recorded Mixed and Mastered by Jonas Vece
(@secondbornsound on IG)

Sick Like a Dog

please I am so desperate 
to get out of this room 
everything I had, you ate and now
I just feel gloom
endorphin filled, stomach filled
I feel just doom 

just two years old 
still he asks just for you
your father is sickly 
your mother doesn’t have a clue 
I tried I got it now

Guide me through the broken hearts 
Through this tattered map
Guide me through shallow hearts
Through the shallow hearts 
Come back my love 
I wanted you
I’ll never leave I’ll never run
I got it now 

I got something you never wanted 

with your cigarette sized fingers
just guide me through 
with each road that must be home
my god if you love me
my god if you left me
my god if you hate me
my god you’re still with me
With your cigarette sized fingers

hermosa demo

motel 6 room 217 or something like that demo

knumears- untitled

You have my word and you have my truth
Let your heart out and bear your fruit
I am yours until I die
She is mine named by July

I have ran through this grueling path
Hold my hand my love understand
Hate is for me and love is for you
You told me ten lies I told you 10000 truths
Kiss me, hold me, love me sincerely 
Tie my hands and beat me severely 
I scream your name 7 8 0 3 
To hope one day you mean nothing to me

I can’t see anyone the same anymore
It’s like we died we decay like before
Her bloody eyes is all I want to see
When I sleep, her body lays upon me

But I don’t care if you don’t
And I don’t feel if you don’t

iwish iwas still w u demo

a relationship is the price you pay for the anticipation of it 

watch how I fall 
yeah you did 
lie to me 
yeah 
ahhh
it's all clear 
done dirty 
all of my heart 
multiple things 
fuck you all 
yet you listen 
bring it out of me 
all the time 

I can't get it now 
it's worthless to the sound 
I can't get it now 
it's worthless in the ground 

I love my silly little actions but ooh the consequences

A Streetcar Named Desire (demo)

Withdrawal

Anomie - Avorter n'est pas tuer

Leer - As Cool As An Attempted Suicide

I Would Set Myself On Fire For You - The First Word That Comes To Mind

Burned Out Bright - Sunrise, And The Day To Come

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my unraveling heart - ...and then i feel nothing

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