~~1:1 written a year apart~~

denial & acceptance

[@zumtru, guided by @magpyee]
lyrics:
im just doing what im supposed to do
brother in the back with a bunch of tools
feeling too sick, i cant go to school
feeling too sick like i got the flu
new clip like im supposed to shoot
aim it at your head like i hate you
i been in the back with a bunch of tools
build a new heart, build a love that's true

i just hate what i cannot lose
- "do you love me?"
"i dont know if i do"
try another push, im supposed to shoot
do you blame me if i hate what you do?

im just doing what im supposed to do
build a new bond, that's a link in the loop
try to keep pushing til i cannot lose
will you blame me if it never comes true?
still sick, i've still got the blues

blue blood, there's some red in that bruise
save a space, if you've got the room
load a new clip but I'll never shoot

Push

They say pill are _____,
He's better off dead,
Thoughts in his head ,
The thoughts in his _______,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
I think theres a couple screws loose,
These pills are not prescription,
What will he do,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue,
I need you,
Baby I need you,
I'm co dependent,
I'm so dependent,
I'm ugh...
I don't trust him,
I wouldn't love him if I were you,
She stays true,
Make my head rush like glue,
Stick to you....

I just popped two benzodiazapine,
I just want life to be a dream,
But it's like the movie scream,
I don't know who's on my team,
I just killed my ego & I'm coming clean,
I'm a sour apple but I got sweet teeth,
I just need a little ______,
Diggin into her body,
Flesh on me,
I said I'm sober but I'm on the xans,
She said it's over but she's in my hands,
She still wants me,
Benzo freak,
Pillcell geek,
I don't feel like me...

Oh doctor whats the problem,
I think theres a couple screws loose,
These pills are not prescription,
What will he do,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue,
I need you,
Baby I need you...

Oh doctor whats the problem,
I think theres a couple screws loose,
These pills are not prescription,
What will he do,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue...

Oh doctor whats the problem,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue...

im so dependent, i want life to be a dream

Red Monkey jeans

Get Up - Swords2 [Human Junior]

@simplestraightforward @maxdoutt

and slowly i thnk im holding out
guess thts enuf for now
and surely the moment im running off
stays in my chest for now

and maybe if all my cells, they were helpin
im warming up after ths song finding shelter
all thru my nose guess im nt sleeping i felt it
u tell me off, im just a weakling and selfish

daily its overwhelming i capsize
so tell me if i was sinking wuld u stay

no i cant help it
biting on my tongue
fake smile just a dum kid
will they ever hear ur voice na i doubt it
its all in the air
poison wehere yur mouth is
dont know where my house is take me to it

break freefall tn
im stuck to you inside
take your pills you cry
green eyes black down ur sides

Determined Demo Finalllll3.5.24

P Plates n Dragon Cash

feat @exitsigils
prod @ephermerid1
@openmicnightnextweekend

(Lewis.)
Day after day
I don't know why
Can't sleep without u by my side
Do I stay 
Do I go 
What do u want?
I will never know
I will never know
Make this house into a home
Make this house into a home

(Xaria)
Day after day, staring at the wall
wondering where it all went wrong
I know you hate to see me this way
So far away, day after day

But I know that I'll see you when I open my eyes in the morning
You're right there by my side
Cuz I know that you'll stay even when it gets hard and I know it gets so hard when my brain takes control of the things that I wish I could say

Day after day, staring at the wall
wondering where it all went wrong
I know you hate to see me this way
So far away, day after day

day after day(after day after day) w/lewis.(ephemerid)

Divided

Heavy drum and bass and uk
Rap music in all one.

High Risk

MK ft. Chrystal - DIOR (Jvst Enzo remix)

wanted to make this track about when techno was underground in the dark moody atmosphere and the dj was playing out of site!! letting the music play and everyone feeling what techno was and still it today. Had an amazing time making this one with a great vocalist Sonia,Many thanks for the help in making this track and the support to all who know me.

Divided

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