유마 - ハルノヒ(Harunohi)

표지 / 음원 제공 - 트위터 @haruaotaku

하루아, 타키 - CHE.R.RY (체리)

Velvet Reverie

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August 31, 2025

Surrounded by those thinking the worst of me,
Outnumbered by the ones who loved cursing me,
Satisfied when they start blaming me,
Revel in every time to start shaming me,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

I'm not perfect but I'm proud just to get by,
I'm still holding onto the guilt that it took to survive,
And It isn't your fault for all these grudges I bare,
Under all the scar tissue this person still cares,

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I've just been punished before,
Failure held over me, By those who like to keep score,
There's a storm cloud building inside
And I can't take any more!

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I still see them out there waiting for me,
Lurking for an ambush behind every tree,
Just know through all the show I'm still trying my best,
And I exist in between tolerance and forgiveness,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)



Buy me a coffee

Can't Say That I'm Sorry

하루아 & 의주 - カブトムシ

유마(YUMA) - 예뻤어

타키(TAKI) - sparkle

예뻤어 - 유마

&TEAM(앤팀) Love so sweet - 죠(JO),케이(K) (원곡: 嵐 아라시)

&TEAM(앤팀) 타키(TAKI) - sparkle(스파클) (원곡: RADWIMPS)

Fading Silence is my first official album, released under the name Paulo Oliveira with the independent label PO&ElectronicBox.
It is an intimate work, where every track reflects deep emotions and moments from my life.

This album is especially dedicated to my late wife, Ana Cristina, my greatest inspiration and life companion. Every sound carries her memory, my love, and the silence that remains.

With influences from Progressive Metal, Atmospheric Rock, and experimental music, Fading Silence takes you on a journey through melody, heaviness, and atmosphere.

Thank you for listening 🙏
For now, available only here on SoundCloud.

Lyrics 

You said we were everything we needed to be
We held the key together
We spoke in tender words
All we needed was to breathe
You touched the hidden part of me
Cristina, you still remain

Did you ever think a moment could mean this much?
Did you ever dream that love could bleed so true?
I still carry the weight, I still hold the flame
Even when silence tears me in two
Forever bound, forever near
Always with me

You dreamed a fragile lie
I heard the fracture break
Your absence filled the sky
My silence turned to ache
No faith in love remains
Still, your fire calls my name

Did you ever think a moment could mean this much?
Did you ever dream that love could bleed so true?
I still carry the weight, I still hold the flame
Even when silence tears me in two
Forever bound, forever near
Always with me

We needed more time
Still so many things to say
Lost in time forever
Searching for a gateway
Through broken skies, I still believe
Cristina  always with me

Always with me…
Always with me…
Forever, Cristina…
Always with me.

Always With Me

타키(TAKI) - sparkle

yuum。。

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