this is about many failed relationships, situations and familial relations :)

Lyrics:
It must be something that I said that made you feel the need to run away from me,
The closeness that you felt with me it put your mind at ease but made you feel so scared,
So tell me where it all went wrong and I will tell you how you were afraid to lose control,
Your heart was never really there I guess I built a phantom one to feel like you could care,

Something shifted when you threw my love away,
I thought if everything you'd do and I couldn't stay,
Now I've found myself again just for you to come and ask if we could start again,
I wonder now,

Am I easier to love now that we're over x4
Now that we're over, 
The parts I missed in me are coming back with ease so what makes you feel needed,
Am I easier to love now that we're over,
Now that we're over

Am I Easier To Love?

Hate Is A Losing Game

I love to hate but only people that are under me,
It's all ok as long as I can do it socially,
I'll play the game as long as I am not the one below,
I'll kick them down so that they never rise above their role,

It's hard to see they're running me and stripping me of all my needs I'm slowly losing all of my humanity,
I'll always want to tear it down but be afraid to touch the ground because I've only known myself from way up here,
I can't leave I'm comfortable there's no way I'm turning,
All of this is not my fault but I swear I'm learning,
If you wait then things will change if you just believe it,
Lets keep everything the same but there's change I feel it 

coming....

Hate is a Losing Game - Sol Child

Please don't cry I don't wanna lie I don't wanna keep you stuck this time,
With all my words I know what will work I know how to keep you in this hurt,
Till you're so tired and no longer fight until I have dimmed the light inside,
That shined so bright and stronger than mine its getting to hard for me to hide the broken parts I was willing to keep,
To stop myself from feeling like I could be weak,
Do I took all my strength out on you it was all that I knew,
I was willing to prove that the love I was given was true,
In my heart it was dark,
So the light that you gave me was only revealing a truth I have taken their hurt out on you,

Heirloom - Sol Child

I believe I'm not a vibe when I don't drink,
there's other reasons there I think but I'll just sink,
another 4 5 shots I've got that in me I've got to pass out before those memories start creeping in,

a way a way they find,
a way a way they always find, x4

who are these strangers all around me this ain't home,
or did I fill that up so I won't be alone,
I've got to find a bathroom I can't be here,
why did I look there cause now my chest is filling up with fear,

then my hands start shaking,
its cause of me I'm breaking,
now I'm stood here facing,
whats left of me,
its already over,
now I'm getting colder,
so I'm already taking,
whats left of me,

but what am I sposed to do without you there,
I know that I'm a fool to be so scared,
but you are all that I knew so now I'm slowly fading is anything left of me worth all the shame,
cause I struggle to find a reason so I'll stay away from you.

Crutch - Sol Child

Lets go back to being kids when we didn't hear our voices telling us that anything with us was so wrong,
back to when we would scream and we'd shout our favourite songs until they grew old and the joy would always be there,
when we'd run until defeat but we didn't feel a loss we just felt like we crossed into another world with our friends,
shall we do it tonight?

take flight in our minds until we feel tight to fight for our younger selves,
lets take flight in our minds until we feel loved inside from our younger selves, x2

I be coming alive when I'm with you,


Kids - Sol Child

finding myself until I'm breaking through it all,
I never knew what hiding cost,
till I was looking at myself behind the walls, 
I built so I could hide it all,
away from myself,
I couldn't be helped,
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
convinced myself that it was me against the world,
it started as a little girl,
she didn't know any better so she just curled into a ball until she heard,
my voice through that noise,
telling her she's worth it all,
its my job to remind her

that she is

beauty and all the works she was more than they deserved and when I was at my worst she was pushing me to see the wonder in who I am I don't know how I have missed that the love I always seeked it was living inside of me.

Natalie's Melody - Sol Child

crushed Snippet

SYLVIA

Show me how you're in ecstacy
whilst I'm dying in the place we used to dream
of our future and how we'd always last
thought I'd see your face and somehow it would pass
but you're still in them all

As I scroll through all the pages that you've made
with somebody who has taken my old place
they make you smile I see it in your eyes
there's something there I never saw when you were mine 
I'm not there at all 
I'm not there no more


I know that you are moving on
It just hurts that you are gone whilst I still long
Cause my heart is still in hands that I can't reach
You'll move on whilst I still fight for my life 

Yeah You are my life 

EXSTACY

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As an independent singer songwriter who also exclusively produces their own music, it makes my music a metaphysical representation of my world, who I am and what I've experienced it is the total encapsulation of what a 25 year old black british queer woman who has grown up in London sounds like in 2024. listening to me is like having a conversation with an old friend that you haven't seen for a while.

Daisy Boi

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