Conspiracy (w/ Saber Bourne)

i done been through some shit these past few weeks and i dont feel good
everybody say im selfish, bae im just misunderstood 
i aint selfish, bitch im ten toes & im stood
despite everything that i didn't do
nigga im still #stamped in my hood

a nigga been so damn stressed
i dropped the pen, said no more art
see i wanted to end my life last week
but i aint know where to start
had to sit with myself in the dark
i thought i had evil inside of my heart
cause my momma was really in need
but i aint wanna help her with those things
cause every time that i do i- shii
cause every time that i do i get treated as if im beneath those things

had to put my pride to the side
and walk away from the place that i stand
i was findin solutions, while findin myself
thats the problem with bein a man
everybody gone count on ya actions
but when it come to YOU they dont give a damn
they'll put you down in your face
but still expect you to give helpin hands
i miss my baby so much, 
man i just wanna hold her hand
i love my baby so much
man you niggas just don't understand
but you understand 
its so hard bein a man

when it come down to this shit i dont know where to stand

man i almost lost my mama
no it wasn't 1 time, it was 3 times
and im stressin bout commas
im stressin bout bein man
my living condition
my friend that got stuck with a drinkin addiction
im stressin about stressin my woman out
i aint realize that
she told me to go work on myself
cause i aint even have to feel like that
im stressin bout niggas up on the net
when he aint even bout that life
you gone respect me fore i step
but that shit bother my pride

[past few weeks] prod. splurcetti

Gambler's Fallacy (Ethics)

P+RN [prod. Kuzi]

Wish I can blow in 24 I'd take my boys on tour
When I hitting no complies I heard the world was yours
Can't turn my back and that's a fact all eyes on me Tupac Shakur
Take them shots if you gon shoot say fuck the rules and go to war
Say fuck the rules and go to war
Spent them nights inside my room trying figure out my lore is it enough 
Yea
Is it enough
When I’m in that studio I’m booted trust 
When I’m rapping I can’t have enough 
We gone make em double dutch
Wish I can blow in 24 I'd take my boys on tour
When I hitting no complies I heard the world was yours
Can't turn my back and that's a fact all eyes on me Tupac Shakur
Take them shots if you gon shoot say fuck the rules and go to war

For the one time I want no lies take them shackles off my feet 
The truth the key I took the right turn and I left deceit 
In the sunshine feel the rain drop off of me into the sea 
I’m in a different place I bust the wall like Rainbow Siege
See I’m a seal the way swim I feast on happy feet
You try to flex on me I break the seal and cause a leak
That cog inside of yo machine  if you ain’t know is me 
I’m stopping shit Can’t put me in no box I ain’t deceased 
In fact I’m well aware I’m not supposed to be here in this seat 

For the one time I want no lies take them shackles off my feet 
The truth the key I took the right turn and I left deceit 

Wish I can blow in 24 I'd take my boys on tour
When I hitting no complies I heard the world was yours
Can't turn my back and that's a fact all eyes on me Tupac Shakur
Take them shots if you gon shoot say fuck the rules and go to war
Say fuck the rules and go to war
Spent them nights inside my room trying figure out my lore is it enough 
Yea
Is it enough
When I’m in that studio I’m booted trust 
When I’m rapping I can’t have enough 
We gone make em double dutch
Wish I can blow in 24 I'd take my boys on tour
When I hitting no complies I heard the world was yours
Can't turn my back and that's a fact all eyes on me Tupac Shakur
Take them shots if you gon shoot say fuck the rules and go to war

24/7 Bomb Threat

THE DISCO

we cant talk it out prod. idk

NO TRICK (PROD @BANDIT LUCE)

o2andres - on main prod somwhr

Uhh yea damn!
Uh, like bitch I am the man!
Alright, look, uh (damn!)

I don’t pen things, man I just write rhymes
My heart full to the brink of past loves and slides 
My head rung on backwards
My pain persist to passion
I drink to cover scars, and the drinking tends to rehash them
Finally found the will to forgive mom, man I’m happy
To clear the air with her spirit through conversations with Yahzmine 
I really think I’m past it
I’m kinda getting too old
For fixation on past moments a nigga just can’t condone
Bro I’m on!
Shout out to my cousin, bro I’m on!
Social isolation though still be up on my phone
Trying to find a way without losing all control
Bro I’m on
Shout out to the bros who be keeping me envougue
Shout out Carlito, KAR11, AG with the loan
So I’m never alone even when the money fat
Imma get a hundred racks and spend it on a shelter
My therapist calm me down when I’m anxious from the pressure
My ex made me realize I’m not different, I’m a splitting image
Of everything I hate about people reflected in schism
I’m learning to love myself though it’s hard to love a sinner
When my sins weigh on me and my soul is deeply conditioned 
To negativity 
Positive affirmations, man I’m back to basics
Learning to accept who I was is the steps I’m taking
I’m kinda done complaining
How much more of life can misery become complacent?
How much more of life is wasted being sad and anxious?
Nigga fuck that!
Anger is a staple, necessary for the come back
Self reflection in mirrors need to bounce back 
Off your friends checking you for shit, don’t get vexed, dog, It’s a love tap (they love you!)
And I still got the flame, I thought I lost that!

DAMN

STEEPING DOWN

lil kyo XR (リルキョウxr)  is an artist/producer based in New York, giving off a blend of soul, R&B, alternative, jazz and rap music. 
During the midst of the global pandemic in 2020, he released his 1st project, "San Bernardino", which is largely rap and jazz based . However, he has since released several other projects that blend multiple genres with vocal styles compared to Drake and Michael Jackson.


DAMN

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