lyr.

i dont know 
what you are
but you eat me inside out
how can i 
say one word
just to make you feel at home

when im gone do you wanna fall asleep 
in her arms
its not me 
but its fine 
while i fall
say goodbye 
i do not 
wanna die

close your eyes
one last time 
let me crawl into your skin
when i die 
i would cry 
just to see your life begin 

is it lies 
was she right 
was my existence a sin
you were mine 
but im tired getting tired getting tired of my blindsight

at home

lyr.

sleep to the rhythm of my breath 
i’ll be up a while but i dont want you to stress 
i could not begin so i couldn’t reach the end 
if theres a beginning then i wanna find it 
cause’ im always stuck in the middle 
stuck in the middle 
stuck in the middle of it all
and theres no one else in the middle 
else in the middle 
esle im the middle of it all
so i fall 
asleep
in my agony 
dont 
keep
running after me 
and i might never wake up if i dont then can you end my life 
because im scared that i might wake up somewhere where i cant make it right 
and i cant stand the thought of being here forever in my mind
so just relieve your thought of ever getting me to feel right

i’ll be up a while

inability

OH CEE DEE

easily disturbed

l0ve m3.

lyr:
im always so scared that i dont know you that well
what if you wake up and i cant be your light now
 i am so replacable im nothing much , how
could you ever think that i could make it right, wow 

love or lose love or lose baby ill just grab the noose
tie it right around my neck but i will leave it loose
love or lose love or lose baby love or lose 
you can tie it tighter and decide if we can love or lose 

and i feel im not enough can i just fall asleep
turn the heart monitor on,  listen to it beep
distributing all my thoughts makes me feel weak
and these feelings that surround me i dont wanna keep 

love or lose love or lose love or lose yea
love or lose love or lose love or lose yea
tie the noose, and you choose, love or lose yea
love or lose love or lose love or lose

l0ve or l0se daycore

lyr:
im always so scared that i dont know you that well
what if you wake up and i cant be your light now
 i am so replacable im nothing much , how
could you ever think that i could make it right, wow 

love or lose love or lose baby ill just grab the noose
tie it right around my neck but i will leave it loose
love or lose love or lose baby love or lose 
you can tie it tighter and decide if we can love or lose 

and i feel im not enough can i just fall asleep
turn the heart monitor on,  listen to it beep
distributing all my thoughts makes me feel weak
and these feelings that surround me i dont wanna keep 

love or lose love or lose love or lose yea
love or lose love or lose love or lose yea
tie the noose, and you choose, love or lose yea
love or lose love or lose love or lose

#hyperpop #digicore

l0ve or l0se

lyr. 

it was never you 

dont want you to go 

 i just wanna hold you 

hold you until the morning comes 

things inside my head

are so visual

they create a feeling 

a feeling that detirmines where i fall 

falling toward the ground until my skin breaks off my bones  

till my flesh leaks out and my guts spill down, and a word is not coming out of my mouth 


no-one ever helps when the world crashes down

if i wasnt who i was then id have made it out by now 

yeah it hovers above me like the devil 

everyone one that i love thinks that im evil


im not goin to heaven babe i just wanna see you smile 

but i never get to see it cuz im always on my own 

if i ever drop dead one day then i hope that its with you 

but i doubt that you’ll be there cus everything i do makes no sense

no sense, everything i do is fucking nonsense

nonsense, nonsense, everything i do is fucking nonsense


it was never you 

dont want you to go 

 i just wanna hold you 

hold you until the morning comes 

it was never you 

dont want you to go 

 i just wanna hold you 

hold you until the morning comes 



#hyperpop #scenecore

it waz nevr u

lyr.

your voice sounds distorted like a ghost 
i know things nobody else knows 
delusional oh yeah i know 
i believe im a god no no 

more spending time inside my room 
the voices in my head consume 
they make me believe whats not true 
i dont know what im spos’ to do

staring at my bed
things around me start to dissapear somewhere unknown 
i think im dead 
cus i cant see clearly are these delusions my home 
your eyes are red 
i can tell you hate me and you just want me to go 
but i cant stand 
listening to everything i question i dont know 

i really wish that i could stay
but i cant when i feel this way 
cant have you seeing me decay 
i know ill never feel safe 

the leaves turn orange its the fall 
theres demons standing in thhe hall 
i kust dont know if i should call 
for help theres no-one here at all 

staring at my bed
things around me start to dissapear somewhere unknown 
i think im dead 
cus i cant see clearly are these delusions my home 
your eyes are red 
i can tell you hate me and you just want me to go 
but i cant stand 
listening to everything i question i dont know 

staring at my bed
things around me start to dissapear somewhere unknown 
i think im dead 
cus i cant see clearly are these delusions my home 
your eyes are red 
i can tell you hate me and you just want me to go 
but i cant stand 
listening to everything i question i dont know

D1STORT1ON

lyr.

breath 
on
my neck 
its cold 

these 
bones 
feel worn out
 so

sit
here 
no words echo

wind 
blows
it sings our thoughts



nothing ever matters 

the world goes soft

all the colours scatter 

black and white hearts


sun above is blinding 
i cant see ahead 
how can i fix fate when 
nothing here makes sense 

wings bound up in wire 
so big i could soar 
if i could just excape 
what would i have in store

fall ser1nade

stanger 1n my head

what a waste

idk anything about music or what genres my shit is sorry guys

i use FL studio 4 the beats n voice record on my ipad

alaasni

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