Chorus)
I feel like a spectator 
In my own mind
My life feels like a lie 
When I get high 
Why do I expect better
Through mine own eyes?
I put up my disguise
Every time I get high
I feel like a spectator 
In my own mind
My life feels like a lie 
When I get high 
Why do I expect better 
Through mine own eyes?
I put up my disguise
Every time I get high
I'm gonna get wrecked later 

(Verse 1)
I'm reckless every now and then
This story has been told
But every story has to end
I rented out the space 
In every mind that I offend
Living rent free cause you hate me
Makes no sense but I'm content
You never know when friends
Will shed their snakeskin 
They'll pretend
They'll fake relationships with you
To just benefit them
Then turn around and stab you in the back
A low defense
It's time to get real guarded 
Time to build that fucking wall again

(Verse 2)
I lost my trust again
No longer rushing in
I learned that lesson years ago
Depressions rushing in
And now I'm in a rut again 
Because I'm in my own head about
Who or what I'm up against 
But nothing's making sense
No more the older that I fucking get
The voices in my head they getting louder
I try to tune em out
Somehow they always overpower
Sours d's, a swisher sweet 
Similarly, I'm sweet and sour
Such a sweet defeat
I start to tweak like at the start of every fucking power hour

(Verse 3)
Glass house
I'm fortified with Mordecai
Just know the vibe
I drew a line right in the sand
Then chose a side 
My bros reside 
Inside the temple of my mind
I'm more than high
I'm mortified 
There's more to me than meets the eye 
Don't peep inside
I'm sleep deprived
I creep behind 
The scenes 
Cause I don't see design 
I seen a lot of shit
But nothing seems divine
I see through all the walls
It's causing me to hide
The fall is coming soon
It's time for me, deciding
If I'm ready for impending doom 
Or if I need to die 

(Bridge)
Ahead of time 
Head is high
Hope is low 
Hope you never have to know
Hope you never have to go through all of this 
I just really hope you know
But I'm real hopeless though 
Hope comes harder than before 
I want a better time
Head is high
Hope is low 
Hope you never have to know
Hope you never have to go through all of this 
I just really hope you know
That I'm real hopeless now 
Hope comes harder than before 

(Chorus)
I feel like a spectator 
In my own mind
My life feels like a lie 
When I get high 
Why do I expect better 
Through mine own eyes 
I put up my disguise
Every time I get high
I feel like a spectator 
In my own mind
My life feels like a lie 
When I get high 
Why do I expect better 
Through mine own eyes 
I put up my disguise
Every time I get high
I'm gonna get wrecked later

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