Almost See Your Face - Updated mix uploaded 1/21/22
Folk Song 1. All songs are written in character.

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Lyrics:

Things keep on growing still
Day by day
On this world
It’s a bright blue day
On Vespucci beach 
Without you here

I can almost see your face
Echoed in, the waves ahead
I can almost hear your voice
It sounds suspiciously like gunfire o’er the ridge

Things keep on going on
Year by year
Wherever we are
It’s a cool dark night
The stars above
The vine wood sign

I can almost see your face
Echoed in, the stars above
I can almost hear your voice
It sounds suspiciously like sirens o’er the way
I can almost see your face
Remember the shape of your smile
I can almost hear your voice
Sounds suspiciously like only one got away

Take care of yourself
Take care of your friends
\The last words you said
I can’t believe this how it ends

Almost See Your Face

In Here for a Long Time
Collab 3, lyrics written by Peren, vocals by Doe and Peren.

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Lyrics:

Burning rubber cutting under the overpass
We’re on the grind again
three uniforms breathing down our necks
they're looking for an easy win
I've been scrubbing at my hands
Trying to get the blood off my skin
five rounds fired, two of ours down
This should have been an easy break in

Was it worth it? is it worth it?
shots fired, lost a tire, losing engine
have to keep moving;
tank is dropping fuel and we're losing ground
who will end it, who will stop it
smell of thermite in the air, 
we were so sure that we had an easy in, easy out
there will be no getting out of this 


We’ll be in here a real long time
Orbiting what must be done
I could let you know how this’ll go
The scene at the end of all time

I hate to say goodbye
You wouldn’t recognize the you that must be you
But then again, maybe I 
don't know myself anymore


it's a stunning realization of where we were
open wounds in heart and mind
no method to know how to be sure
our lives, our fears, what we find
is this how we wash away 
our own sin?

is it worth it, is it worth it?
I am following every step,
they are watching my every move
only one chance
how do we get it right, how do we get it right
there could be an easy in, an easy out
there will be no getting out of this

In Here A Real Long Time - Peren x Doe

Lyrics:

Would you believe me if I said
I've been lying to you since we first met?
I wish I had the guts to tell you sooner
but my stomach hasn't settled yet.

Can the fluid in my lungs
quench the thirst for respiration? 
'cuz I just want to give you my last breath
Will the apologies you made
ease you through the gates of heaven?
That's the only thing more permanent than death

I tried to be a man of faith
now I'm starting to rethink my younger ways
"Carve your story out in stained glass
make sure you follow the right path" X2
I never thought of it like that

(Does it get easier?
No.)

How could you be so selfish
to leave me so young?
In a room full of grimace
you were the first smile I found
Things were better with you around
Your face is a ghost, your name is a relic
your laugh is a waveform I wish I'd written down
You were the silver lining to every cloud

Younger Ways

The first of two versions of Open your Heart, this one featuring Giles Dickenbottom.
Vocals: Giles Dickenbottom, aka twitch.tv/jackariah
Lyrics, instrumentation, composition, additional vocals: Peren Meliamne, aka twitch.tv/tylerjames2344

i'm not too proud to say the blame is mine
i didn't think it through, I didn't see the line
it's not easy to see the hurt, when the hurt has made me blind
you opened your heart
you opened your heart

i'm not to cold to feel these sticks and stones
what used to go unsaid, now it feels unknown
love hurts til it breaks, and then it /makes itself at /home
it opened our hearts
it opened our hearts

to tell you i'm hurt too is the easy thing to claim
it doesn't do enough to dwell in yesterdays shame
a heart broken by love is the hardest one to tame
i'll open my heart
i'll open my heart


and i'm seeing now how I caused the 
weight to hit your shoulders
crashing into what I chose not to see
i'm feeling now the way that I have
shut myself off from all of the
people who could have been enough for me



i'm not too lost to say that losings fine
burdened down by memory, burdened down in time
i used to feel my best with you now I barely feel alive

Open Your Heart - Peren x Giles

There’s something about the way you look at my mouth
It’s like your waiting for words to come out
Your pupils flick between my teeth, my eyes and then you grin at me
Cheek to cheek, while we’re hand in hand
There’s so many things I’d say if my brain could comprehend

When it’s you and me 
There’s a stunning silence, the violence is hiding away
When it’s you and me
All I wanna say is-

You’re lovely,
Why do I care so much about what you think of me?
You’re lovely
Darling can’t you see, if this is ever after ill stay in it happily

Why do I have this feeling like the Butterflies right in my chest
When I see your smile my whole world turn upside down
It nothing’s like comparing to you
Hand in hand, flying away into the unknown
You’re my awkward potato, my moon and my sunhine
And I can’t believe

When it’s you and me
There’s something about you I just can’t describe 
when you with me
My fears all disappear and all I can say is

You’re lovely,
Why do I care so much about what you think of me?
You’re lovely
Darling can’t you see, if this is ever after ill stay in it happily

Taking a walk at night, I take your hand, hold it tight
spin you around And watch you bathe in the moonlight
You’re radiant, and im silver 2
We’re not valorant ranks Im just comparing me to you
You’re the shawshank redemption, or interstellar
Im Sharknado or maybe twilight new moon

But anyway
I know if I need anything you’re just a call away
I hope today
When you hear this song, you don’t cringe at the things I say 

But anyway, you’re lovely
Im just saying you’re amazing, you light up my days and you
Love me, so I can do anything 
Not to be narcissistic, but thanks for putting up with me

Lovely (ft. Lulu)

TOXIC

Eezy - Blame Me

If you'd asked me ten years ago
Where I'd be now
I never thought I'd be this low
I'm stuck underground

I'm trying to find who I am
It's harder than I planned
The constant worry's mostly 
what I can't stand

I don't wanna feel sorry for who I am 
or how I share my joy
But this independence I've found
Gave me a new voice

Cus I'm tired of leanin, 
leanin so hard
on the words of others
it weighs on my heart

Ooooo, on my heart

I know I'm constantly doubting
The skills I have built
When I look at others
I feel so much guilt

What I've spent my life building,
It's going to plan
I just struggle to see it,
It's gotten out of hand

I don't wanna feel sorry for who I am 
Or how I share my joy
But this independence I've found
Gave me a new voice

Cus I'm tired of leanin, 
Leanin so hard
On the words of others
It weighs on my heart

Ooooo, on my heart

If you'd asked me ten years ago
Where I'd be now
I never thought I'd be here,
Singin' to a crowd

Look at where I am now

Lyrics & Melodies by Ellie Nite
Instrumental by Giles Dickinbottom (Jackariah)
Mixing & Mastering by Ryan King

Leaning

Writing, instrumentation, composition, vocals - tylerjames aka Peren Meliamne - https://www.twitch.tv/tylerjames2344
Mixing and Engineer - Ryan King - https://www.twitch.tv/ry4nk1ng

Lyrics
there is an ocean
with no waves and no sound made
there is a lifetime
always new and never prime
there's a way home
we never knew, in blood and stone
it's a heart break, easy mistakes
we're drifting down to the bottom of this lake

into the unknown
iron cut equal parts with stone
there's a ruthless root in my bones
a sign for the alone

there is a forest
never grown, from a single seed
there is the smell of decaying
the sign of something new
there is a full moon
a band of pale yellow light
it's a black wing, gasoline
we're in the between

Ruthless Root

Writing, instrumentation, composition, vocals - tylerjames aka Peren Meliamne - https://www.twitch.tv/tylerjames2344
Mixing and Engineer - Ryan King - https://www.twitch.tv/ry4nk1ng

Lyrics
there's a missing syllable
in the gap between understanding
and whatever we have left in our words

i went out to find it
the birds sang to  me
before they fled, and i found i had lost my way

the last single leaf
quivers in the wind
I am staring at 
what might have been
when it falls, it falls faster
and I am left there
with nothing and no one


There’s a poisoned perspective
In the space within comprehension
And the scraps I have left of what was my love


I am a Wanderer

Wanderer

Written by : Ronin
Prod. by : Matthew May

Make It Move - Ronin

Lyrics:
I wanna feel the fire
Two hearts, I’m terrified

I’m afraid of falling in love
Of falling in love tonight
Twin flames
I’m feeling a rush
I’m fighting what feels so right

Running up that hill
Wanna dance with you
And you keep me wanting more

Late night, the thrill
In a hotel room 
Closed eyes while we explore


I wanna feel the fire
And I am terrified
 
I’m afraid of falling in love,
I’m falling in love tonight
I can’t fake it
Feeling a rush
I’m coming to feel alive

Running up that hill
Wanna dance with you
And you keep me wanting more

Hands around my waist
Look into your eyes
I’ve never felt like this before

I’ve never felt like this before
You throw your jacket on the floor
And push me up against the wall, explore.

I wanna feel the fire
And I am terrified (x2)


Music Production, Mixing, Mastering by Onchibaby
Lyrics & Melodies by D4N1ELLE

Feel The Fire (prod. Onchibaby)

The soundcloud for TylerJames who also releases music on nopixel as Peren Meliamne and streams as tylerjames2344. 

tylerjamestwitch@gmail.com




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Wanderer

Tyler James (Peren)

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