I walked so far to kill you all
but in the end I just wanna kill myself

I don’t wanna be alive another day
Why do you all look so surprised I’ve always felt this way
I’d rather be under the ground than stuck in this fucking place
Yeah
give me a break I’m nothing to no one and everyone’s fake
Put a knife in my stomach so I can escape
I’ve been chewing so long but the pains all I taste
I’ve been working so hard with no piece from the cake
I can’t handle my anger and all of this hate

In the end I just want to be alone

In the end I just wanna be alone
In the end I wanna die

Walked so far to kill you all but in the end I’ll kill myself
Bitch I tried so hard
just know I tried so hard
Walked so far to kill you all but in the end I’ll kill myself
Just know I tried so hard

But in the end I’ll kill myself
Cuz I know in the end my life doesn’t even matter

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BRUUDE - IN THE END [PROD. BVPHXMET]

Glen Hansard-'Lowly Deserter'

INTERWORLD x ZXCURSED x SADFRIENDD - METAMORPHOSIS 3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_SrViAxIL0
DVRST - DREAM SPACE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSPiDFZmAnQ
INTERWORLD - RAPTURE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DeLLmFuMIGc&t=0s

METAMORPHOSIS 3 x DREAM SPACE x RAPTURE [P4nMusic MASHUP]

This Is How It Ends

Take Me with You

not to be understood

7.31/Sara

Sara's Got Big Plans

Matthew Heller’s latest record, Criticism, Judgement, Heartbreak, and Peril, marks a significant moment in his evolution as an artist—a point where his self-reflection meets his bold commitment to examining the complexities of the human experience. These songs dig into themes of growth, discomfort, and a deep yearning for connection. It’s a raw and honest exploration of what it means to wrestle with one’s place in the world, and how to navigate a life filled with contradictions. Heller isn’t afraid to face the uncomfortable truths head-on, whether it’s his own struggles or the broader issues he contemplates. Each song on the record invites the listener to join him on this journey, to reflect alongside him, and to find resonance in shared human experience.

When I'm With You -  DP master v1 - 16 bit

When It's Raining

So Blue (For You)


I say yes
I do understand 
You deserve it
And I don’t 
Catch those bowls 
That are yours 
And present them
It’s a show 
Don’t you know
Oh come on
You do want it
As I do 
Yes it’s true
It’s true
They are blue
Incredibly blue
For you

And I hope you’re happy
So happy for everything 
Can’t you see
I made it for you 
It’s for you
For you 

I say yes
I do understand 
You deserve it
And I don’t 
It’s an alternative kiss
The way we meet
Every time that I dream
With my open eyes 
Staring In your open eyes
Until you smile it away 
Oh come on
You do want it
As I do 
Yes it’s true
It’s true
They are all blue
Incredibly blue
For you

And I hope you’re happy
So happy for everything 
Can’t you see
I made it for you 
It’s for you
For you 

But you’re never happy 
And I feel blue
So blue
For you

You’re never happy 
And my life is blue
So blue 
Because of you

And in the end I know 
That I 
I feel blue
So blue 
For you
For you

You’re never happy 
And my life is blue
So blue 
Because of you

And in the end I know 
That I 
I’m not happy at all

CHROME HEARTS

SHADESOFBLUE

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