ricky spanish

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

spotify

i still main game and watch on smash bros
produced by me

titles 웃 w/ funeral

@gnde @twikipedia @threedimensionsapart @quannnic <3

instagram

stuck in my head w/ grandee + twikipedia

video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8xCct8NZI
one song 2 end an amazing year with twinnem 
@midwxst
@billsburyjoeboi
mixed by slappy
lyrics
[pre-hook]
im not the same kid that i once was
when you met me
its a lot of offers on the plate right now
and its tempting
i can act like i never saw the texts that 
you sent me
or we could skip to the part when
you're in my room undressing

[hook]
baby just tell me what you wanna do 
we could slide back to the pad 
you can stop playing mad 
and your friend and you come thru
i was never mad in the first place
and im better than your ex on my worst day
ima be in LA on thursday
i said, baby just tell me what you wanna do
i aint never been for none of that he said she said shit
man just come thru
now theres way too much in my cup
and i cant stand up
but i couldnt give one less fuck

[verse: midwst]
a lot of things in front of me this shit's getting tempting
you saw where i was at and now you're seeking redemption
cause all of a sudden you fuck with me, up in my mentions
all this shit don't add up no it don't even make sense
you cut me deep, you left me there to sit and wait
blocked your number, blocked your texts
don't care what you are sending me
hoping that im stuck up in your head and in your memories
so that you can not forget my pain and all my misery

[hook]

come thru

come thru w/ midwxst (billsburyjoeboi)

https://youtu.be/ofLIE9JqVMU

prod zetra + vvspipes
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[lyrics]
baby i hate when we fight
my momma told me i aint living right
she want some dick put her ass ona flight yuh
my demons come out in da night
i told my shawty that we gon b fine
u see the pain when u look in my eyes yuh

think im in the mood 2 get fucked up
i fell in love... in love w the drugs
i need me some green i hit up my plug
its bad 4 my health but idgaf
u think that im crazy but im just a slut
he running his mouth he ran out of luck
n my heart is cold think i ran out of love
bitch im not ok ima keep it a buck

baby i hate when we fight
my momma told me i aint living right
she want some dick put her ass ona flight yuh
my demons come out in da night
i told my shawty that we gon b fine
u see the pain when u look in my eyes yuh

bae lemme take u 2 paradise
this is our story just u and i
i stg that ill nvr lie
and i know i cant go for nun
he trying me but that boy is my son
i hit the blunt, this shit hurting my lungs
oh thats ur girl? well she loving my songs
i swear i cannot make this up
bitch im young n i am breaded up
bitch im down bad i need me a hug
and ur down at the bottom ur stuck
snakes in the grass gotta watch my steps
choppa on me hit him in his leg
scary thoughts spinning in my head
im on my own im my only friend

baby i hate when we fight
my momma told me i aint living right
she want some dick put her ass ona flight yuh
my demons come out in da night
i told my shawty that we gon b fine
u see the pain when u look in my eyes yuh

paradise <3 <3 <3 prod zetra + vvspipes (video in desc)

Ecco2k & Bladee - Amygdala

prism

downhill w/ kmoe (jane remover)

lieu - murder

stfu prod sense

dante red - dropoff

prod me

11/23/2022

lyrics:

birds when i'm looking out the window
and i see your face but i can't let go
everybody tryna be a hero
stop playing games you cant save me now
house to house and wall to wall
i can't do it anymore
and i tried so hard not to think bout it, i fold onto the floor

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

talk tough and its reload
posted up with delta or im posted with the c4
jugg his shit dont think he need more
20 bands paypal the shit i love to see boy

thought he made it out the gutter 
its a decoy
running with the burner 
step up to me u get destroyed
he said he want smoke 
but i know he about to fold
opposition getting sold
im not for it ur fault

im the one whos getting calls
i dont answer cuz im not the one to stall
tell lil bro come get involved
and its gona be the last time he talks
but we not talking at all
thought i couldnt but i love to prove them wrong
nobody wana ask u, get him gone
dont try, take the fall

but i'm used to it
i saw way too much, it made me sick
i say i don't give a fuck but it still hits
i don't know if i can live life like....this
but i grow up
in the fast lane you gon see me doing donuts
i got 2 lives like a hit a fucking bonus
tarantino movie, when i pull up do the most bruh
i don't know them, why they acting like they know us?

heard she fucking with me she go everywhere i go yeah
and it's a cold world, but i know my heart gets colder
i put on a mask and leave my house like it's october
does it feel good when you know you getting older?
i don't - i don't wanna talk i'd rather put down the controller
and my new fan back then used to be a troller
my old bitch, forgot everything i told her
not no t shirt we gon put him on a poster

picture from picture, all up in my wall and,
i'm a winner but maybe not at all because,
hold onto the act up until it falls
18 still mad when they call my-

poster w/ lieu

i only want head that doesnt come with drama

FruitNinja.ipa (feat. twikipedia) [p. sebseb122 + delta]

#Udontwannadie

Haha fuck you

lieu - Haha fuck you

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

threat

dolly + alice + angelus - leg room [prod. dolly + alice]

burnout

prod delta
ily @twikipedia @notlieu

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ricky spanish

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