5 Am In Obs

SoulRue - i'm not alright

Lyrics

Always wanted you and no one else
No one else

I won’t lie I’m really dead inside
You don’t see it though got a smile I hide behind
Fell to my knees never felt so weak
Sweep me off my feet now I’m six feet deep
I ain't wanna lose you but I'm losin’ me
Lately been lonely silence be abusing me
Layin' in this coffin heart barely knockin'
Craving your company breath barely droppin'
Around you I don't use no caution 
My voice gets low as it slowly softens
Bury me alive in your options
At least when it hurts I’m watchin’


I sleep all day I’m up all night
Tell em I’m okay but I’m not alright
Keep them curtains closed block the light
I’m stuck in my head just losin time
Messages blowin up my phone
But I leave em on read sorry I'm trynna let go
Smile on my face but I’m really alone
Just waitin for the night to take me home
I guess I should move on but I can’t
Second guessing every move every plan
Runnin in circles worn out my shoes
Every road just leads to you

Empty threat another debt
They all winning while I drown in regret
Try to rewrite what I already bled
But the outcome just repeats in my head
If I could just rewind time
I’d speak those thoughts I kept inside
Change those nights I stayed in bed
Let love speak not fear instead
Never let my mind take hold
Of all the things I dread the most
But now I’m cracked my soul exposed
Tryna build back what I let go

Staring at the ceiling breathin slow
Heartbreak echoes in the undertone
Tried to erase your name from the page
But the ink still bleeds still stains
Now I’m drowning in emotion
Don’t even fight just floatin
Every turn brings me back again
To a place where it all began

I sleep all day I’m up all night 
Say I’m okay but I’m not alright
Curtains closed yeah no more light
I’m lost in thoughts as I try to fight
Phone full of ghosts I don’t reply
Smile for the world but I’m barely alive
Just me and the dark in my disguise
Just wait another night and I'll take my life

So I sit in all this silence echoes of your name
Wishing I could heal but I'll always feel the same

Always wanted you and no one else
No one else
Always wanted you and no one else

i'm not alright

5320 gang shit
the calm before the storm
cameras popping we posing on lense bitch
ooooh and fuck you- Blxck X

JayFalis x Savage T x FuegoFredy x Blxck X- G.A.S.

These just some tracks I did way back
last year and now I feel like ready to let
em go and move on ya know

Rest in POWER Jahseh!

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Sawce! Ft. Simon Jay

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