Bro genuinely carried me through a breakup and i was so bummed to see ur spotify wiped but im so gassed to have checked soundcloud all this time later

SIDE EFFECTS OF LIFE [prod. grayskies]

prod.king theta

The words I said, the love I give, the things I did for you
Oh I missed
I messed up bad, Im feelin bad, I feel too sad
Im coming back real quick
Im too dumb
Im too numb
Ill get up
And try again
Just know that
I do love
You, and
I hope we try again

I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you

I
Keep pushing, pushing forward
Im too guilty getting lower
I need peace my heart is like a boulder
Wanting time with you 
spending time with you

I want you way too bad
I fall asleep too sad
Knowing that I cant have
You

I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you

I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you

old picture - i hold onto you

prod.tilak 

lyrics:

I keep biting off my skin
I keep crumbling till I fall
Im biting, suffer n crawl
Im tryin, suffer n crawl
I could never go to sleep
I go stumbling n then I fall
Im crying, standin too tall
Im dying, lie down n stall

Sit down, relax and let yo head get submissive
Got no control
I been chillin in my head, bottle flippin
Another ghost
I mean, they locked me up
I mean, my head is stuck
I mean, I did fuck up
I need rounds two couple bucks

Not much a problem kid
I stick to myself and to my business fuck that drama shit
Hurt the ones you love so you could fit it in, its astonishing
Murder, sex and drugs forgive the sinning only love when god
Is winning, tell the devil hide his kittens
God forgive the narcissistic, god forgive the optimistic
God forgive the analytics, god forbid I try to fit in
… imma mind my business, imma help myself pick up my health
And find the sickness, they hate me cause im the sickest

I keep biting off my skin
I keep crumbling till I fall
Im biting, suffer n crawl
Im tryin, suffer n crawl
I could never go to sleep
I go stumbling n then I fall
Im crying, standin too tall
Im dying, lie down n stall x2

ANTI-DOTE

PSYCHO

MOST WANTED (ft. Rosey Lynx)

used to know / ft GNLUV

Alexa

shadow

a song abt my gf, i will for forever have her wrapped around my head. 


 im anxious 
im anxious 
im feeling sick to core 
i feel the knife n my skin 
its nothing i wanted more 
its nothing i wanted more 

(from you)

slowly slowly 
 bring the knife to my skin 
   slowly slowly 
 carve your name in my skin 

for forever 
for forever 
for forver she said 

for forever 
for forever 
for forver she said 

slowly slowly 
 bring the knife to ny skin 
   slowly slowly 
 carve your name in my skin 

for forever 
for forever 
for forver she said 

for forever 
for forever 
for forver she said

name in my skin (prod. kinsei)

tried an old distorted sound I used to do in 2021
cover art by me

[ANKHH]
patience is fleeting.
scars on her heart left her bleeding, 
leaving claw marks, for my love she is feenin. 
tired of living, the days just repeating

stuck in a loop.
for what?
is it message from god? i am done.
shutting my curtains dont even want sun. 
better off dead, i am grabbin my gun.

life is in shambles, crumbled at my feet.
stomp a lil bitch leave em dead in the street.
dont give a fuck who come barkin at me.
tell that lil boy dont come barkin at me

[KIRA]
she getting closure, I’m tryna get closer to figuring out wtf is the plan.
I’m off the oxy I’m outta my body but I had to stop fuckin round wit the xans.
I’ll be the fool [?????] my heart cannot take losing anymore friends.
I’m never fearing fuck nigga he just [???], could die by the hands of a man.
You just wanna talk on the net [???] I could promise you don’t want the hands.
Wait, get back. Too many drugs I might have to relapse.
I tell em wait, get back. Pussy boy run up he might catch this strap.
I tell em wait, get back. I got a knife and u finna get stabbed.
Fuck all them times u was turnin your back.
I said fuck all them times u was turnin your back.
yuh yuh, had enough

name in my skin (prod. kinsei)

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