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lyrics: 
Feel like I'm dying again feeling pain in my heart let me get some more medicine 
No point in trying again when we break it apart I think that'll be evident
Voices inside of my head been relentless I rarely get time to myself 
Choices I made in a mess of a mindset they sent me to dwell in this hell
Call me whatever you want I'm a junkie like oh so you noticed aswell?
Falling forever my gut feels funny tonight I'm a ghost in this shell 
Don't be so kind I don't think I deserve your respect and I don't want your help
I sit in silence and think about stepping off edges but I never fell...

EDGES [PROD. STXYALXNE]

bone marrow

FUCK IT (prod. Troy Junior)

go away

lala

Didn't want to keep this one to myself
Photo by AdmPhoto

Wont Wait For U

KILLJAY - DROWN PT. II (REMIX) [PROD. STILLPOOR]

Mother of Mine
is the most honest song I’ve ever written. It’s a thank you to the woman who held our family together when everything around us was falling apart.

My mom didn’t have an easy life  but she gave Ava and me everything she could. She worked late, cried quietly, and sacrificed her own dreams just to keep us safe. I saw her fight battles no child should ever witness, and I grew up fast because I wanted to carry the weight she never complained about.
This song is my way of telling her all the things I couldn’t say as a kid: that I saw her pain, that I saw her strength, and that everything good in me came from her.
If you were raised by a strong woman… if you watched your mother break and still stay gentle… if your whole heart is shaped by the love she gave you  then this song is for you too.
„Mother of Mine“ isn’t just a tribute. It’s my promise: I’ll spend the rest of my life giving back what she gave me in silence

Written by: Nada Samir & Matthew Avery Produced by: JustMatt, Matthew Avery & Nada Samir Performed by: Matthew Avery

lala

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