all my fault

capo 9 c/em

crying in the bathroom the walls are closing in
i feel so numb lost my only friend
and it’s all my fault i swear it’s all my fault
this might be the end i fear it might be

it’s been so long since i made a friend 
in the shadows all i see are demons
and it’s all my fault i swear it’s all my fault
this might be the end i fear it might be

she was a taurus i’m a pisces
don’t bare your teeth yk i might flee
we talked on the phone almost nightly
about red wires and white strings

ik my musics just a pipe dream
used to be studious then i stopped trying
i just want to do as i please
just want to make sure there’s no one like me

being on my own is very frightening 
this pandemic was really bad timing
starting to feel like none of my friends like me
but i know that’s just my anxiety

i feel like compliments are niceties 
my mind gets really really feisty
sippin white wine in my white tee
i promise you i’m trying

and it’s all my fault i swear it’s all my fault
(repeated)

all my fault

capo 8 g -> c 

#acoustic #fuckvoicememos #singersongwriter #suckmyass #folk (????) #ilovemycats #indie #musician #recordingartist 

i hate writing these lolol i never know what to put i need a lobotomy fr


lyrics:

rx 

capo 8 g c

there are some things prescription meds can’t fix
like how the world is going to shit
and how my family’s a bitch
they don’t support my existence

like how my left eyelid twitches
every time you throw a fit and
it’s always my fault in the end
i don’t think i deserve this

ohhhh 
i said i’m sorry
ohhhh
don’t look at me that way
ohhhh
i already apologized
ohhhh
even though it was ur fault in the first place 

there are some things prescription meds can’t fix
like how my moms new boyfriends a dick
and how he always gives me shit
for simply wanting to exist

how every time i flinch
when he moves his hands towards his hips
oh god i hope this shit ends
i don’t wanna have to do this again
tomorrow (x4?)

hope u all r doing well <3

recorded this on my phone lol

prod me i am quite proud of it tbh


lyrics

cast a sigil
i been feeling evil
blank stare, my eyes glisten
i been feeling distant
i been lurking round the corner store
fiending for a feeling
lay me down to rest so i can finally stop breathing

i open up the gate 
bright shadows cast a light
imma burn it to the ground
homelander look a like
im manic stay away
i fight demons in the night
carousel, wishing well
don’t come round i’m not alright


verse

i been searching round the hills n i been looking everywhere
spending hours every day trying to find someone who cares

who is kind, who is right, who will always be there
through the night, when i’m not alright, who will hold my hair

when i’m throwing up, cuz i’ve never been sicker
n i’m not mature i can’t handle my liquor 
through the day, through the night the devil whispers
take my hand i swear you’ll never be richer 

bridge 

who goes there 
oh state your name
ik i fucked up u can’t look at me the same
i wallow in self pity
pouring up another shot, stay with me

hook

verse

don’t give him a higher power don’t give him a reason
don’t give him anything anyone to believe in
we walk thru the graveyard ur gown glistens
i come from the shadows and ur my merry mistress 
merry christmas happy holidays and merry yuletide 
i come from the catacombs where it’s damp and dark inside
hop in my horse drawn carriage i can take you for a ride
i can take you out behind the hill out to shore to see the tide

vap1d

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