This song is about how our minds are our biggest enemy.

Anxieties (running through my head)

imagine having someone be so obsessed with you to the point where you are constantly being stalked, you feel unsafe in your home and you cannot pursue a romantic relationship because your scared they might get harmed. that's what this song is about.

Passion Killer

Ex-friends

I wrote this song three years ago to an amazing rock instrumental I found on YouTube by accident.

But then I lost the book I wrote the lyrics in. Then I spent The whole of last year trying to remember the lyrics. Then one day I had a eureka moment.

They Said That I Would Love It

Smileyfaces

this asphalt will never be as dry as my soul,
this muggy gives heaviness to my thoughts,
I never wanted to be no one except myself,
but what changes if I could be anyone else?
Each day passes as indifferent faces,
they look like every Saturday I waste around,
and boy I swear I didn't turn off your candles,
It was a way to be special for two times,

Birthday rooms for the day in which you get off from work,
and then come back home alone,
the bad grades at school,
and all the times spent traveling with strangers,
why don't you talk and laugh with me?
How I wish you could hear,
my hiccups in your mind,
so you can come wherever I'm and stay by my side,
for some time or for nothin,
here silence doesn't wanna hear,
from a crybaby who has had enough of his tears,

don't try to leave me in this building again,
I've tried to call you for so many times in vain,
but then I found that is not my birthday,
and there's no reason you answer the phone,

stupid cringy Sunday night,
It makes me feel like Kurt Cobain,
I shouldn't have drunk all those Cuba libre,
I would have been kinder at lunch,
but what really makes me act this way?
I'm not as Lil Pump who goes hard with that eskere,
It's so abrasive, decadent and unsatisfying
when you don't have the strength to pin your hopes on your kind,

but goddamn,
all these avatars make me feel like their image size,
I wanna rock but I don't wanna play live,
cause It's my attitude and I'm so bad at giving good vibes,
so let me stay alone in my safe place cause it gives me good vibes,

I hope I can wish you a happy birthday before we break up

Birthday Rooms

partyrouge

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