This song still needs a  lot of work Beat credit to @prod. bloom x Teej

You said goodbye but I want you to stay, cause yeah I hate to see you walking, i’ve been lost in this place, and i’m, feeling groggy I stayed up really late, because I fear that something's stalking, and it’s primed for the chase, so please don’t leave this place without me, in these surroundings, you’re the first person who found me, this is Rock Bottom

Do you even realize what you’ve done?  Come we’ve gotta get out of here 
The clock strikes midnight and their shadows form on the walls, the void is growing near
Do you even realize what you've done? Come we’ve gotta get out of here
The clock strikes midnight and the statues break from the walls, the void is opening

Our lifelines intertwine, are we just a point in time, or is there something more divine behind this existence? We both met at the same point in time

Rock Bottom (Work in Progress)

It takes effort and a lotta bit of patience, let’s skip a few pages, wanna feel like I’ve made it, Stand back everybody’s contagious, let’s skip a few pages, wanna see all your faces,
It came as no surprise to me yeah it all adds up when you see that sum  
It came as no surprise to me yeah it all adds up when you learn that someone is always watching, always waiting, always thinking, while you’re breaking down again

Chorus????

It takes effort and a lotta bit of patience, let’s skip a few pages, I wanna bask in the greatness, Stand back cause everything is makeshift, let’s skip a few pages, wanna skip a few pages
It came as no surprise to me yeah it all adds up when you see that sum  
It came as no surprise to me yeah it all adds up when you learn that someone is always watching, always waiting, always thinking, while you’re breaking down again

This is a rough work in progress 

TL;DR (Prod Zebra Tiger & King Theta) - Lyrics in description -

I’ll be going Avengers, ‘til I can’t find my dentures, like photo booths, yeah you get the picture, so fuck what they say in the scriptures, life is our greatest adventure, and I’ll be your mentor, so please call me Splinter, that’s Master Splinter, you think you’re quicker? Well I beg to differ, I get two out the quiver, before you could shiver, I’m giving you tremors, just look at you quiver, just look at you whimper, the life of simper, you are the giver, well life does taste bitter, you can’t be a spitter, it’s good for your liver, and I don’t want second, cause second is silver, I’m fresh out the tap, yeah I don’t need a filter, the keg is tapped, so fetch me a pilsner, no chance i’m last, because I am a killer, survive each crash cause I am the pillar


Cash in that check, you’re living on cheese, fight for your wants and die for your needs 

Cache up those checks, have more than you need, fight when they hunt and die for your dreams



They say I’m losing my mind, I say I’m struggling, yeah I just struggle with, finding happiness

They  say I’m losing my mind, I think i’m struggling, yeah I just struggle with, finding happiness


Don’t need your judgment, not up for discussion, I’m always on point, just call me percussive, I’ll fight them in hundreds, they’ll die by the dozen, I’ll buy them with hundreds, with thousands still coming, we all have our price, find someone who doesn’t, we all want a life, where money is nothing, so I’m gonna try, yeah i’m gonna jump in, it’s time to see if I swim, and if not then who knows, that’s the way it goes


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Living on Cheese  (Prod. Pacific) lyrics in description

Beat "Bonjour" produced by pacific music  (pacificmusic.info) personal use not for profit

Lyrics:

Life is what you make it, I made it Hell, that makes me Satan, yo I’m down here, look under the basement, suffocating, I need an excavation, plus resuscitation, I can’t give you an explanation, can't give you an estimation, my exclamation, emancipate me 

I seldom worry that I will not have the time, perhaps time is much more precious and I’ve wasted most my life getting high, getting by, getting by, getting high, maybe life is much more precious and I’ve wasted most my time

I still pretend, I'm not off the deep end, but I've leaped in, I've got demons, and I feed them, mom can I keep them? I'm gonna lean in, it's not a secret, I'm a heathen, and I'm priestless, not a deacon, a behemoth, not a reason, to leave the legions, see my allegiance through these lesions, it's prestigious to bear these glyphs, not a beacon, a behemoth, leave your grievance for Jesus, egregious and facetious, no credence for my thesis, I'm bleeding out through these wrists, I'm needless so heedless, I'm sleepless, no sleep since six

Verse 1 looped in lieu of 2nd one being written 



Behemoth (lyrics in description)

Prod. ZBeats x IOF "Still Here" not for profit just trying to learn to sing

Lyrics:

You told me that nothing matters, but you matter to me 
You told me that you would rather pack your bags and just leave, then put up your feet

Something’s been stressing me, I let it get the best of me, I’m recklessly, not tepidly, but steadily falling apart,
Would you think less of me? If life got the best of me, and readily, not tepidly, but severed me: opened my scars? 
My scars, would you think less of me if I readily opened my heart? My heart, If you want all of me, I'll hold you with both of my arms, 

You told me I never mattered, well what’s the matter with me?
You told me that I should never, question you when I speak, then questioned me, indeed, our lives are just beliefs, beliefs at siege, believe, that peace may outlive greed, believe, in we, a team, believe that we'll go green, believe, the seed will take with ease, believe, believe, believe in dreams, believe in me 

Something’s been stressing me, I let it get the best of me, I’m recklessly, not tepidly, but steadily falling apart,
Would you think less of me? If life got the best of me, and readily, not tepidly, but severed me: opened my scars? 
My scars, would you think less of me if I readily opened my heart? My heart, If you want all of me, I'll hold you with both of my arms


My Scars (WIP) - Lyrics in description

Not for profit practicing singing. Prod. Pacific - "Cry" wearepacificmusic.com

Lyrics:

I am just a misprint, a Myers-Briggs misfit, never bought a fitbit, never in attendance, couldn’t get a witness, never made an entrance, I only run on sentences… oh, did I mention, I couldn't buy a ticket, couldn’t ease my tension, couldn’t pay attention, I’m never in contention, [I] always break conventions, [I’m] finding new dimensions, that’s a run on sentence..

In the back of my mind, lies the dark that I hide (hi!),  it slowly eats me inside, I am calling my lifeline, it’s the path that is mine, the yarn that cannot unwind (sigh), it wholly beats me inside,  I am darker than night-time.  

[I’m] not a chip off the old block, I’ve got my own walk, and I think my own thoughts, I fell far from the stalk, plus my pops walked off and we don't even talk, don't get it crisscrossed, cause I’ll leave you grid locked, if you’re pissing me off, it’ll get you flipped off, I am watching you all, like the table’s pit boss, if you ever flip flop, I will rip your limbs off, push you off a clifftop, and then yell out lift off

Needleless the own source of my adrenaline,
You don’t need them, be the source of your own betterment,
Needless is to form a taste for jealousy,
You don’t need them, be the source of your own betterment, be better than them


Myers-Briggs Misfit - WIP (Lyrics in description)

personal use not for profit. trying to grow as a vocalist. produced by Lovin (lovin99.beatstars.com)

Lyrics:

I’m kicking my legs late at night as I sleep, I guess I feel nothing you’re not next to me, Then awake in the morning I don’t hear a peep, I thought I felt you it’s my phone in the sheets, and your side is so cold it’s not putting off heat, I still call out for you and expect you to speak, but the silence is a monster, at least a monster to me (Ah!), I can’t take it much longer, may you Rest In Peace, cause right now no longer, can I rest in peace, mentally I’m my own enemy, ain’t no befriending me, knee-deep in misery, simply, no one should pity me, I have enough empathy, no lack of sympathy, ‘n no one could figure me out, look at me now, fuck that damn wolf, he blew down my house, I guess that I should, have built it more stout, It left me shook, I crashed to the ground, a fish on the hook, I can't figure it out, except I could, just build a new house,'n that's what I'm about, I live for us now, and I hope you are proud, but life has me down, I’ll rebuild my foundation, i’ll found greatness, a new iteration, new information, yeah I saw light in my dark ages, I'm [like] a lightbulb, bright in dark places, like our lifeforce, back to times ancient, like our lifeblood, through the generations, you can trace me back to infinite places, i’m just star dust but regenerated,

I close my eyes and there you stand before me, 
What's death and life, If I preserve your stories? (Your glory)

Yeah once in a blue moon I feel okay when without you, I do
Then back to my cocoon I see no need to rendezvous, adieu   
The bird who sings off tune, you know the same life that I do, you do 
We built a nest for two yet slept alone each night til noon 



EyesAreWaterfalls [lyrics in description]

Personal use not for profit. Produced by Pacific wearepacificmusic.com

Better than ever that never was me, I was the one who would wander the streets,
Like a vagabond til the break of dawn, no one tagged along, no one sang along,
I went through struggle now I’ve parted its seas, that’s all that I know and that’s all that I need,
I’m an atom bomb, not a Padawan, you should paddle on, til the handle’s gone, 
In my days of youth skies turned gray from blue such a painful noose, [I’ve been] stuck in grayscale view, but I feel like blue, cause my vision’s skewed, life can play tricks on you, and she can cripple you, with her fickle mood, one blink and boom, she’ll drone strike missile you, give you no wiggle room, you gotta chisel through, when she pickles you, because her Pitbull chews, and its mental's rude, and the pithole's huge, and you get no clues, she lets the Riff Raff loose, I gotta get back to, the big laughs soon, cause I miss that, dude, I wanna hit undo, I wanna live anew,

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